至今，我才知道自己竟然处在那么底的位置
今天，被老师骂到很惨。很有压力，有两个人在不断地给我压力，双重的压力啊。吕老师说我没练，可是要知道，我每天都带回家练习，只是练错了…… 或许这是个借口，我不对吧…… 但是我吸收不进去，在最后的几分钟才来教我，一下子那么多，我怎么吸收得了。我知道他们都对我要求很高很高。现在我觉得他们好像一直一直在逼我，但是或许，他们逼我，我会学的更快吧。我跟自己说，觉得压力没有用；我跟自己说，一直一直的努力就不会觉得有压力。是啊，即使觉得有压力，我还是要一直一直努力…… 即使当时很想哭，眼里已经有泪水在打转，我还是硬生生的忍了下来。
我必须坚强，先苦后甜嘛……唉
当初，我就已经很没信息了…… 今天，被骂了后，我曾想过要跟老师说，我没办法做好，练好，学好，还是找另外一个人担任这个位置吧…… 但是想到jinli跟我说的话，他们也是觉得我能胜任才要我担任的。对我要求很高是因为相信我对不对？就希望老师不会对我放弃…… jinli还跟我说：自信不是说有就有的，要自己争取，自己创造。我不说自己有没有信心，我不想管自己有没有信心，我只知道，要一直不断的努力才行……其实我早就知道，我这几个月，我一定过的很不好很苦。但是只要咬紧牙关，不断努力，就会过去了。
勇敢一点，即使想哭，也要忍，然后再继续努力
学姐能华乐和课业都能兼顾的很好很好，我也可以的对不？ 我没信心。感觉真的好累…… 别人是一步一步的往上爬，但是我没得爬，要飞，在不得已的情况下。别人会说这样很好啊，但是他们都不知道有多辛苦。先苦后甜，真的吗？ 希望如此吧。郑老师说，弹着习惯就好了。希望吧。我只知道我必须赶紧练，赶紧让自己达到吕老师的要求。或许我应该要减少出去玩的时间吧。以后还是不出去玩了吧……
不想了吧……心情低落也好。再努力点
加油
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
do u really know how i feel?? do u really care abt me??
although i always look as though nth has happen but do ur really know how i feel?
do ur really want to know how i feel?
when ur have troubles and all that, i am always there
when ur are unhappy, i always know and be there for ur.
but are ur there for me?
i was damn upset today becoz of ur
i have not spoken more than 5 sentences today during curriculum time
and ur don't seem to care. do ur treat me as a friend??
everyday, ur treat me as though i am ur really gd friend bt when theres trouble or when i need ur, ur always leave me alone. i can list it out. i still rmb... these are my very gd friend, can u believe it? i don't even feel like talking to ur today!
one more thing
do u think that i can predict the future??
when ur go for outing, nobody ask me, maybe "haven ask" is an excuse.
but when we are going for the outing, ur nvr care abt me, all of u have someone to accompany ur, and know where are ur going before the outing, but what abt me?? nobody even ask wat am i going to do before the outing, i was alone and ur are my gd friends, yet.... forget it
I MAY BE STUPID BUT DON'T TAKE MY KINDNESS FOR GRANTED
if u are reading this post, dun have to think who is that person becoz thats u.
你们曾经想过要了解我吗？？
为什么跟我那么要好的朋友不管我，跟我不熟的朋友却很关心我？
我对你们来说，到底是什么？不用你们回答，我也知道，我什么都不是
就像透明的一样，我就是个不重要的人。
每天笑嘻嘻的我、像没事一样的我，心里的挣扎你们懂吗？？
你们还能算是我要好的朋友吗？！
即使我露出不开心的样子，你们也不在乎，那我有什么好说的？
class outing today, watched 吓到笑. accompanied wanyi and tessa to buy tickets, which i volunteered, becoz i have no where to go. thx to them, they made me happy,smiled, they accompanied me. becoz of them, i am willing to talk. bt yijin know when going in to the movie ,i was angry with the others.
during the movie,only the movie, i let myself go, i talked to them, laughed with them. bt who knows.......
although i always look as though nth has happen but do ur really know how i feel?
do ur really want to know how i feel?
when ur have troubles and all that, i am always there
when ur are unhappy, i always know and be there for ur.
but are ur there for me?
i was damn upset today becoz of ur
i have not spoken more than 5 sentences today during curriculum time
and ur don't seem to care. do ur treat me as a friend??
everyday, ur treat me as though i am ur really gd friend bt when theres trouble or when i need ur, ur always leave me alone. i can list it out. i still rmb... these are my very gd friend, can u believe it? i don't even feel like talking to ur today!
one more thing
do u think that i can predict the future??
when ur go for outing, nobody ask me, maybe "haven ask" is an excuse.
but when we are going for the outing, ur nvr care abt me, all of u have someone to accompany ur, and know where are ur going before the outing, but what abt me?? nobody even ask wat am i going to do before the outing, i was alone and ur are my gd friends, yet.... forget it
I MAY BE STUPID BUT DON'T TAKE MY KINDNESS FOR GRANTED
if u are reading this post, dun have to think who is that person becoz thats u.
你们曾经想过要了解我吗？？
为什么跟我那么要好的朋友不管我，跟我不熟的朋友却很关心我？
我对你们来说，到底是什么？不用你们回答，我也知道，我什么都不是
就像透明的一样，我就是个不重要的人。
每天笑嘻嘻的我、像没事一样的我，心里的挣扎你们懂吗？？
你们还能算是我要好的朋友吗？！
即使我露出不开心的样子，你们也不在乎，那我有什么好说的？
class outing today, watched 吓到笑. accompanied wanyi and tessa to buy tickets, which i volunteered, becoz i have no where to go. thx to them, they made me happy,smiled, they accompanied me. becoz of them, i am willing to talk. bt yijin know when going in to the movie ,i was angry with the others.
during the movie,only the movie, i let myself go, i talked to them, laughed with them. bt who knows.......
Friday, August 14, 2009
i hate money, money is the cause of all troubles
damn stress when counting money after school for the concert tickets
and becoz of lack of money and we don't know who never pay, i have to forked out money,i have to pay for duno who with my own money
ok, the counting process and everything, took me like one and a half hour, from 12.25pm to 2pm
and i have to rush home and get the clothes the customer wants and pass it to her. all becoz i have to earn money! again money!
and the customer was late, made me waited. while waiting, i was thinking whether should i still go and watch movie? i will pay even if i nvr go.
ltr on was even worst. coz the customer was late, i dun have enough time to take bus and reach there before the movie starts. so i called my father and ask whether he can fetch me anot. ltr in his car, i was scolded so badly, when i was alrdy in a bad mood. 我跟我爸吵架了，吵得很厉害……
went to watch movie with jinli, virginia, sharlene, cheryl, wanyi, daomin, geena and yingzhong. went to watch up. people watch movie in cinema, but i cried in cinema.... but after watching the show and crying, feltalot better. the show was funny, nice! took fotos, ate ice-cream after that. thx jinli for treating me ice-cream~
hais, i still have to worry abt my phonebill which is so damn expensive and i have to pay my own. really very expensive. money, money and money, i hate money!!!!!
one more thing, i FAILED MY MATHS COMMONTEST!
luckily i gt 80% for lit class test
but it is still bad. maths fail just by one mark... how?!
心里好空……
damn stress when counting money after school for the concert tickets
and becoz of lack of money and we don't know who never pay, i have to forked out money,i have to pay for duno who with my own money
ok, the counting process and everything, took me like one and a half hour, from 12.25pm to 2pm
and i have to rush home and get the clothes the customer wants and pass it to her. all becoz i have to earn money! again money!
and the customer was late, made me waited. while waiting, i was thinking whether should i still go and watch movie? i will pay even if i nvr go.
ltr on was even worst. coz the customer was late, i dun have enough time to take bus and reach there before the movie starts. so i called my father and ask whether he can fetch me anot. ltr in his car, i was scolded so badly, when i was alrdy in a bad mood. 我跟我爸吵架了，吵得很厉害……
went to watch movie with jinli, virginia, sharlene, cheryl, wanyi, daomin, geena and yingzhong. went to watch up. people watch movie in cinema, but i cried in cinema.... but after watching the show and crying, feltalot better. the show was funny, nice! took fotos, ate ice-cream after that. thx jinli for treating me ice-cream~
hais, i still have to worry abt my phonebill which is so damn expensive and i have to pay my own. really very expensive. money, money and money, i hate money!!!!!
one more thing, i FAILED MY MATHS COMMONTEST!
luckily i gt 80% for lit class test
but it is still bad. maths fail just by one mark... how?!
心里好空……
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
aiya.....
lazy to post lehhs....
ok, first of all, exams for today and ytd was ok~~ know how to do but duno whether correctly anot... dun care alrdy la, wait get back results jiu know le...
tml's exam is home econ and lit, have to memorise all those things.................
went to amk hub after schl with jinli, virginia, sharlene, daomin, cheryl
they went to pepper lunch to eat lunch so i accompanied them
after that went to the top level, outside the cinema, do the painting... erm, i duno wat is it called... ya, each of us do 2 alphabets, was quite fun, took alot of photos.
lazy to upload the photos in blog but i uploaded it in facebook. can go see yeah? =)
lazy to post lehhs....
ok, first of all, exams for today and ytd was ok~~ know how to do but duno whether correctly anot... dun care alrdy la, wait get back results jiu know le...
tml's exam is home econ and lit, have to memorise all those things.................
went to amk hub after schl with jinli, virginia, sharlene, daomin, cheryl
they went to pepper lunch to eat lunch so i accompanied them
after that went to the top level, outside the cinema, do the painting... erm, i duno wat is it called... ya, each of us do 2 alphabets, was quite fun, took alot of photos.
lazy to upload the photos in blog but i uploaded it in facebook. can go see yeah? =)
Sunday, August 09, 2009
Thursday, August 06, 2009
ytd, some of the girls in our class, which is cheryl,sharlene,jinli,yijin,sinyei,tessa,nena(sorry if i missed out, cannort rmb), and the only boy,xiangli, stayed back to do the class decoration.
we did a good work!! haha
ltr on went amk hub with jinli, sharlene and daomin
after that we gt seperated. jinli and i together, sharlene and daomin together.
fotos can be found in jinli's blog : http://www.that-comicalcrazinesss.blogspot.com/
photos take by me~ yay~
we did a good work!! haha
ltr on went amk hub with jinli, sharlene and daomin
after that we gt seperated. jinli and i together, sharlene and daomin together.
fotos can be found in jinli's blog : http://www.that-comicalcrazinesss.blogspot.com/
photos take by me~ yay~
Monday, July 27, 2009
today wasn't so smooth afterall, was insulted by someone early in the morning.
i didn't really dare to go school cause i think that my hair looks weird. but ppl around me said that its ok.
i had been mentally prepared that i will be laughed at. but i have been laughed as a mushroom from long time ago and i still can tolerate although it somehow really hurts.
but i think it was too much to take a real mushroom and throw it at me... tried to hold back my tears but failed, tried to pretend everything was fine... felt so embarassed to cry infront of the whole class... but i did tried to hold back my tears.some people might think that its nothing but to me.... nvm, its over, its not worth it to think about it. i didn't scold him back. i just kept quiet, i don't know why. anyway, he doesn't worth my attention so i shouldn't be bothering about it. ya, thats it , 哭过了，笑过了，就没事了。
wasn't in the mood to go HCL so i went AMK hub with jinli, virginia, edward, ariel. they went pepper lunch to have their lunch so i accompanied them. looking at them eating while i can't eat anything, was very hungry! after eating and scaring some people, went walking around AMK hub for awhile then went back to school to look for teacher to find out about HCL homework and to explain why we aren't there. and ya, was successful. Virginia, edward and ariel went home. only me and jinli went back to explain.
after looking for teacher, went AMK hub AGAIN with jinli and shengjie and look at shengjie eat when i cannot eat a single thing AGAIN.
pathetic me, was really hungry lehhs! on the way to AMK hub, we ran under the rain from school carpark to busstop, was very cold! before coming back to school, i was like already saying i am very cold i am very cold. then still ran/walk under the rain. although cold, but it was so damn shiok!! keep laughing with jinli on the way to AMK hub.haha.
had a happy and quiet journey home though. thx to all my friends who comforted me. thanks jinli, virginia, wenwen, linshen, weiting, wenliang, keepin, wanyi, shengjie. thx alot.had a really good time with virginia, jinli and shengjie!
went home, started eating until i could not eat a thing anymore. had cheesecakes!~ was damn nice. haha, thats of coz, cause is i make one~
thats all for today. 明天会更好！
i didn't really dare to go school cause i think that my hair looks weird. but ppl around me said that its ok.
i had been mentally prepared that i will be laughed at. but i have been laughed as a mushroom from long time ago and i still can tolerate although it somehow really hurts.
but i think it was too much to take a real mushroom and throw it at me... tried to hold back my tears but failed, tried to pretend everything was fine... felt so embarassed to cry infront of the whole class... but i did tried to hold back my tears.some people might think that its nothing but to me.... nvm, its over, its not worth it to think about it. i didn't scold him back. i just kept quiet, i don't know why. anyway, he doesn't worth my attention so i shouldn't be bothering about it. ya, thats it , 哭过了，笑过了，就没事了。
wasn't in the mood to go HCL so i went AMK hub with jinli, virginia, edward, ariel. they went pepper lunch to have their lunch so i accompanied them. looking at them eating while i can't eat anything, was very hungry! after eating and scaring some people, went walking around AMK hub for awhile then went back to school to look for teacher to find out about HCL homework and to explain why we aren't there. and ya, was successful. Virginia, edward and ariel went home. only me and jinli went back to explain.
after looking for teacher, went AMK hub AGAIN with jinli and shengjie and look at shengjie eat when i cannot eat a single thing AGAIN.
pathetic me, was really hungry lehhs! on the way to AMK hub, we ran under the rain from school carpark to busstop, was very cold! before coming back to school, i was like already saying i am very cold i am very cold. then still ran/walk under the rain. although cold, but it was so damn shiok!! keep laughing with jinli on the way to AMK hub.haha.
had a happy and quiet journey home though. thx to all my friends who comforted me. thanks jinli, virginia, wenwen, linshen, weiting, wenliang, keepin, wanyi, shengjie. thx alot.had a really good time with virginia, jinli and shengjie!
went home, started eating until i could not eat a thing anymore. had cheesecakes!~ was damn nice. haha, thats of coz, cause is i make one~
thats all for today. 明天会更好！
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
Today's PE was fun :)
played with jinli, virginia & sin yei at first. then yijin tessa came to join us.
tiring day!
ate biscuits and my bread during higher chinese class, haha!
after that went to library with jinli, virginia, wanyi, sharlene to STUDY
all of them did maths and i am the only one reading book coz I finished my maths
ya, then they also talk talk talk, talk alot
Wanyi so serious today, never talk, keep doing homework. good good!
Jinli also, she finished her maths homework~~
so i just kept reading and reading, then somewhere in the middle talk a few sentence then continue reading :D
left the library at 7pm
called him and talked to him through out the whole journey back home~
was so tired!
played with jinli, virginia & sin yei at first. then yijin tessa came to join us.
tiring day!
ate biscuits and my bread during higher chinese class, haha!
after that went to library with jinli, virginia, wanyi, sharlene to STUDY
all of them did maths and i am the only one reading book coz I finished my maths
ya, then they also talk talk talk, talk alot
Wanyi so serious today, never talk, keep doing homework. good good!
Jinli also, she finished her maths homework~~
so i just kept reading and reading, then somewhere in the middle talk a few sentence then continue reading :D
left the library at 7pm
called him and talked to him through out the whole journey back home~
was so tired!
Monday, June 29, 2009
又要回到每天都吃面包的日子了！今天开学了，暑假过了。有暑假跟没暑假一样，都没得休息，或许，我不应该抱怨那么多，毕竟会那么忙，也是给自己学习的机会。六月假期，会那么忙，忙的东西，很多都是关于华乐的了。去了MOE的Music Camp，然后学校的华乐的东西。我还在想，过不久，星期天我也要去参加Cheng San CC的华乐了。 告别了假期，开学，第一天上学，对于即将到来的功课压力，我是一点都不期待。但是隔了一个月，再次看到同学们，是挺高兴的。可是怎么都没有在家来得舒服。英文老师换了，还好班主任没有换。对于教我的那些老师，以前的偏见好像都不见了。我觉得我以前会有那种偏见，是因为别人说什么我就说什么。可是这个星期和下个星期的高华取消了，我很开心，因为那代表我能早点回家。现在的我好期待能回家。可是话说回来，我们学校的老师怎么越来越丑，越来越胖呢？ 一直在这间学校任教的老师还好。可是新来的老师怎么都是胖胖的呢？ 昨天晚上睡不着，可是又打不了电话给他。而且那个时候他也一定睡了。本以为我今天上学又是一个人了（我好像一直以来都是一个人的），可是途中却遇到了同学。可是好像都没话说。看到他们打个招呼，一起坐，可是都没说话，不知道要说什么。自顾自的发呆了。刚进学校大门就要量体温。上课也要量体温，recess后，又要量体温。一天量了三次，我说，有必要吗？回到学校，就代表回到安静沉默的子玲了。回到学校，没有不自在，毕竟我在这里待了一年多了。早上上学时，差点忘了带手机，我说，啊！我的手机！ 我妈听到了说，不要在学校用了，等下又被充公。听了好刺耳。没理她。 没什么了，就是这样，好好读书吧！怎么在学校里找不到乐趣了呢……？ 唉
Friday, May 29, 2009
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
this few days have been so tiring and so hot!!!!!!!
i don't know why i feel so tired
but i am just tired...
can't help but to fall asleep during recess and after school while waiting for that streaming talk
though very hot, i still get to slp
and i dreamt of stupid things, like getting punished by zls, zls asked me to do 20 un-downs =.=''
today happy toilet was.....
crazy?
i don't know how to describe it
laughing here and there, going in and out of the boys toilet
seating on the floor keeping quiet and listening to songs
fanning ppl with cardboard
"your effort is recognised"
haha, thx tessa
now, i am considering which subject should i take
at first, i was very sure to wat subjects i want to take
but after listening to the streaming talk, i am reconsidering.....
SA is coming...
going to really work very hard on revising
as i don't know alot of things!!
like history and maths....
really have to study le
and JIAYOU to everyone!!!!
hope everyone gets the marks they wanted
as i know the feeling of putting in so much effort and yet never get the result we wished for...
JIAYOU!!!!! :D
i don't know why i feel so tired
but i am just tired...
can't help but to fall asleep during recess and after school while waiting for that streaming talk
though very hot, i still get to slp
and i dreamt of stupid things, like getting punished by zls, zls asked me to do 20 un-downs =.=''
today happy toilet was.....
crazy?
i don't know how to describe it
laughing here and there, going in and out of the boys toilet
seating on the floor keeping quiet and listening to songs
fanning ppl with cardboard
"your effort is recognised"
haha, thx tessa
now, i am considering which subject should i take
at first, i was very sure to wat subjects i want to take
but after listening to the streaming talk, i am reconsidering.....
SA is coming...
going to really work very hard on revising
as i don't know alot of things!!
like history and maths....
really have to study le
and JIAYOU to everyone!!!!
hope everyone gets the marks they wanted
as i know the feeling of putting in so much effort and yet never get the result we wished for...
JIAYOU!!!!! :D
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
无法用言语来表达我现在的心情
我只能哭，用哭来发泄自己的情绪
我们的目标一直都是荣誉金
一直一直以来都是……
为了得到这荣誉金，我们每天都用心的练琴
可是到头来，只拿了个金牌
牺牲掉的时间是数不清的
我们的汗血……
在演奏完后，我们好高兴
我们认为可以拿到荣誉金
我们觉得自己演奏的很好
老师也这么说，个个都在称赞我们
连根本就不认识我们的老师，都说我们会拿荣誉金
说我们是最好的乐团
我们很很很高兴
可是成绩出炉后，我们一点都没有喜悦感
在心里的，只有满满的失望
没有欢呼声，只有拍手声
没有人想到tamasek sec会拿荣誉金
虽然说，郑老师对我们很满意
但是，我觉得我们还是辜负了郑老师的期望
让郑老师失望了…………
对不起……
在上台之前，郑老师还来关心我，叫我不要怕不要紧张……
“在我心目中，你们是一个荣誉金的乐团”
好心疼……好想每天都上华乐
没心情做功课，没心情读书
好多人哭，可是我跟自己说，我不能哭
我不知道我为什么不让我自己哭
但是这么跟自己说
我强忍着，一直强忍着
不愿看别人哭，因为我怕自己忍不住会哭出来
指甲陷入肉里，让疼痛散掉想哭的念头
回到家里，终于忍不住哭了
哭的好心痛，即使现在在写的时候，也很痛
那荣誉金，是我们梦寐以求的……
是我们很想很想很想要的
希望越大，失望就越大……
那画面…………
整个比赛的过程……都历历在目
欢喜，拥抱，哭声，失望，遗憾，伤感……
学长们，为了在下一届的SYF
我们会非常努力的！！！
我们不会让你们失望！
proud to be in mfco!
love you ppl!
我只能哭，用哭来发泄自己的情绪
我们的目标一直都是荣誉金
一直一直以来都是……
为了得到这荣誉金，我们每天都用心的练琴
可是到头来，只拿了个金牌
牺牲掉的时间是数不清的
我们的汗血……
在演奏完后，我们好高兴
我们认为可以拿到荣誉金
我们觉得自己演奏的很好
老师也这么说，个个都在称赞我们
连根本就不认识我们的老师，都说我们会拿荣誉金
说我们是最好的乐团
我们很很很高兴
可是成绩出炉后，我们一点都没有喜悦感
在心里的，只有满满的失望
没有欢呼声，只有拍手声
没有人想到tamasek sec会拿荣誉金
虽然说，郑老师对我们很满意
但是，我觉得我们还是辜负了郑老师的期望
让郑老师失望了…………
对不起……
在上台之前，郑老师还来关心我，叫我不要怕不要紧张……
“在我心目中，你们是一个荣誉金的乐团”
好心疼……好想每天都上华乐
没心情做功课，没心情读书
好多人哭，可是我跟自己说，我不能哭
我不知道我为什么不让我自己哭
但是这么跟自己说
我强忍着，一直强忍着
不愿看别人哭，因为我怕自己忍不住会哭出来
指甲陷入肉里，让疼痛散掉想哭的念头
回到家里，终于忍不住哭了
哭的好心痛，即使现在在写的时候，也很痛
那荣誉金，是我们梦寐以求的……
是我们很想很想很想要的
希望越大，失望就越大……
那画面…………
整个比赛的过程……都历历在目
欢喜，拥抱，哭声，失望，遗憾，伤感……
学长们，为了在下一届的SYF
我们会非常努力的！！！
我们不会让你们失望！
proud to be in mfco!
love you ppl!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
hmmmmm.......
今天的心情起伏蛮大的
early in the morning i damn tired
my eyes can't even open as usual
don't feel like going to schl bt when i think of performing in the afternoon
i tell myself, must go must go must go!
yeah,so i did went to schl
everything went smoothly, but when going to chinese class, i super sian
超郁闷！！根本就不想上华文课
recess过后，只上了一节科学课就走了
music room~~~~~~~
perform~~~~~~~~
在还没上台之前，我一点都不紧张
根本就没感觉
可是一上台，我就超紧张的！！
我是不是有stage fright？？？
过后我就跟我自己说，不许看观众，看郑老师一个人就好了
一直看他一直看他～～
然后就很顺利地演奏完
台风也做得很好，就跟平常一样
没没没有一上台就僵住，嘿嘿
qi rong的一弦断了～
可是她过后有继续演下去
很好～～ 真的！
整体来说，我觉得，我们演奏的相当不错，蛮好的～～
我们每个人心情都好好，在演完后，每个人都很high～
可是 mrs evelyn ng 比我们还high，呵呵
她说有很大的机会那gold，甚至 gold with honour
mrs selva also says so! she say confirm get gold
and she say we did very well~~ WOOTS~~~(i saw her when going out of the schl)
反正就很好啦～～
今天华乐在music room，超好玩，超冷，超开心
可是过后就不怎么开心了，因为没有人vote我
而且全部都vote ****** ，不喜欢这个叉叉叉人
过后每个人都走了后
我打扫music room
扫地，排好椅子，把不要的东西都丢了
要的东西整理好，放好来
结果…………很干净喔！！！！！～～
嘿嘿，有成就感～ 真的很干净
在扫地的时候我还捡到了钱～～
可是我都没拿，全部都被ryan拿去了
很迟才走的。。。可是看到干净的music room，心里也舒服些了
回家……自己一个人回的……
在回家的途中，想了今天一整天发生的事…………
最后最后！！！
we CO must get gold!!!!
best, gold with honours!!!!
we can do it!!!! jia you!!!!
don't let our effort be in waste!
we still have one more week
we can do it!! gold with honours, go!!!!!!!!!
ah~~ feel like going out with alot of people~~
jinli,virginia,jinfeng,wanyi,sharlene,cheryl,shannon,qirong,huijun,all co members
dunoe who liao....
*子玲*
今天的心情起伏蛮大的
early in the morning i damn tired
my eyes can't even open as usual
don't feel like going to schl bt when i think of performing in the afternoon
i tell myself, must go must go must go!
yeah,so i did went to schl
everything went smoothly, but when going to chinese class, i super sian
超郁闷！！根本就不想上华文课
recess过后，只上了一节科学课就走了
music room~~~~~~~
perform~~~~~~~~
在还没上台之前，我一点都不紧张
根本就没感觉
可是一上台，我就超紧张的！！
我是不是有stage fright？？？
过后我就跟我自己说，不许看观众，看郑老师一个人就好了
一直看他一直看他～～
然后就很顺利地演奏完
台风也做得很好，就跟平常一样
没没没有一上台就僵住，嘿嘿
qi rong的一弦断了～
可是她过后有继续演下去
很好～～ 真的！
整体来说，我觉得，我们演奏的相当不错，蛮好的～～
我们每个人心情都好好，在演完后，每个人都很high～
可是 mrs evelyn ng 比我们还high，呵呵
她说有很大的机会那gold，甚至 gold with honour
mrs selva also says so! she say confirm get gold
and she say we did very well~~ WOOTS~~~(i saw her when going out of the schl)
反正就很好啦～～
今天华乐在music room，超好玩，超冷，超开心
可是过后就不怎么开心了，因为没有人vote我
而且全部都vote ****** ，不喜欢这个叉叉叉人
过后每个人都走了后
我打扫music room
扫地，排好椅子，把不要的东西都丢了
要的东西整理好，放好来
结果…………很干净喔！！！！！～～
嘿嘿，有成就感～ 真的很干净
在扫地的时候我还捡到了钱～～
可是我都没拿，全部都被ryan拿去了
很迟才走的。。。可是看到干净的music room，心里也舒服些了
回家……自己一个人回的……
在回家的途中，想了今天一整天发生的事…………
最后最后！！！
we CO must get gold!!!!
best, gold with honours!!!!
we can do it!!!! jia you!!!!
don't let our effort be in waste!
we still have one more week
we can do it!! gold with honours, go!!!!!!!!!
ah~~ feel like going out with alot of people~~
jinli,virginia,jinfeng,wanyi,sharlene,cheryl,shannon,qirong,huijun,all co members
dunoe who liao....
*子玲*
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
today went to raffles institution for exchange programme
hmmmm, we are the last to perform
and we did badly for gu du
my bo pian flew off while playing
bt nobody notices,hehe!
afterall, still bad lahs!!
and 郑老师 is the most handsome one amongst all the conductor la!
he so cool! haha
when get back to school, thought that we will scold us
but in the end he didn't.
and today i was so furious,super furious,over somebody,not just one person
好气！！！！！！
kept quiet lo~~ take two big instruments to vent my anger.
as in carry two instruments. i love instruments, i won't hurt them
大家加油吧～～ 还有一个月，赶紧冲吧！！
SYF加油！！！！！！！！
发现，我的生活好像很多时候都在生气
什么时候才会开心？
hmmmm, we are the last to perform
and we did badly for gu du
my bo pian flew off while playing
bt nobody notices,hehe!
afterall, still bad lahs!!
and 郑老师 is the most handsome one amongst all the conductor la!
he so cool! haha
when get back to school, thought that we will scold us
but in the end he didn't.
and today i was so furious,super furious,over somebody,not just one person
好气！！！！！！
kept quiet lo~~ take two big instruments to vent my anger.
as in carry two instruments. i love instruments, i won't hurt them
大家加油吧～～ 还有一个月，赶紧冲吧！！
SYF加油！！！！！！！！
发现，我的生活好像很多时候都在生气
什么时候才会开心？
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
为什么这几天那么惨啊…………
我的手机被扣了…… 被学校没收了……
要等五月尾才能拿呀！！！！！感觉没有我手机好奇怪
被没收了后，老师走了后
我当场就哭了…… 唉。感觉今天我哭的次数好像很多啊。
本来是很期待看到我的新大阮的，但是在手机被没收后，完全没心情了。被没收的后没多久，华乐就开始了（break over）。而且是大组。所以强忍着泪水进去music room，然后接着弹琴。即使一直忍着，还是哭了，没办法控制…… 一边哭一边弹。过后郑老师问我怎么了，然后我就跟他说了。他人好好喔，而且也好帅。过后郡俐是想让我开心的。可是她的手法很………… 好痛！她一直打我耶！(朋友之间的“打”） 力道好大！痛死了！过后NYP的人来，还蛮开心的，让我暂时忘了手机被没收的事。很多也是郡俐的帮忙，让我那么开心。谢谢你郡俐。
回到家很迟了…… 到家我没吃晚餐，在房间里时，一个人时，我又哭了，而且哭到很惨。哭了过后还有点想吐，而且头非常痛。一整晚都没吃。很早就睡了。我没跟我爸妈说我的手机的事。我不敢和他们说。但是我跟yani说了。我知道，我爸爸一定会损我的。那种感觉也是很不好。我爸爸就是不会安慰人！ 而且我不回他话，他就骂我。人家不开心嘛！ 难道就不能体谅会儿喔。我爸爸是今天早上才知道的，在他刚睡醒时我跟他说的。
今天还需要上学。极度不想上学，但是没办法。上学了，才发现，我的组没人来，只有我一个人！然后只有我在学怎么运用那些摄影机之类的（为了一个project）。看到没有人来，我也想走的，但是不行…… 在学校，我几乎没说话。在家，我也没说话。我只肯跟我老公说话…… 唉。食欲也不怎么好。一小碗，我只吃了半碗就吃不下了。读小说也是读几页就读不下去。以前的我每当不开心时都会一直吃或一直读小说。现在连这些都没用了。唉。
我好想念我的手机…………
我的手机被扣了…… 被学校没收了……
要等五月尾才能拿呀！！！！！感觉没有我手机好奇怪
被没收了后，老师走了后
我当场就哭了…… 唉。感觉今天我哭的次数好像很多啊。
本来是很期待看到我的新大阮的，但是在手机被没收后，完全没心情了。被没收的后没多久，华乐就开始了（break over）。而且是大组。所以强忍着泪水进去music room，然后接着弹琴。即使一直忍着，还是哭了，没办法控制…… 一边哭一边弹。过后郑老师问我怎么了，然后我就跟他说了。他人好好喔，而且也好帅。过后郡俐是想让我开心的。可是她的手法很………… 好痛！她一直打我耶！(朋友之间的“打”） 力道好大！痛死了！过后NYP的人来，还蛮开心的，让我暂时忘了手机被没收的事。很多也是郡俐的帮忙，让我那么开心。谢谢你郡俐。
回到家很迟了…… 到家我没吃晚餐，在房间里时，一个人时，我又哭了，而且哭到很惨。哭了过后还有点想吐，而且头非常痛。一整晚都没吃。很早就睡了。我没跟我爸妈说我的手机的事。我不敢和他们说。但是我跟yani说了。我知道，我爸爸一定会损我的。那种感觉也是很不好。我爸爸就是不会安慰人！ 而且我不回他话，他就骂我。人家不开心嘛！ 难道就不能体谅会儿喔。我爸爸是今天早上才知道的，在他刚睡醒时我跟他说的。
今天还需要上学。极度不想上学，但是没办法。上学了，才发现，我的组没人来，只有我一个人！然后只有我在学怎么运用那些摄影机之类的（为了一个project）。看到没有人来，我也想走的，但是不行…… 在学校，我几乎没说话。在家，我也没说话。我只肯跟我老公说话…… 唉。食欲也不怎么好。一小碗，我只吃了半碗就吃不下了。读小说也是读几页就读不下去。以前的我每当不开心时都会一直吃或一直读小说。现在连这些都没用了。唉。
我好想念我的手机…………
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
okay... the art-mazing was fun~
had fun with xiangli,vernise and nena they all
and thks to daniel for that free mcflurry~
running here and there non-stop~
then co gt exchange programme with beatty sec
saw my neighbour
yeah.. during co, i also keep running
was so damn tired! running for the whole day la!
bt still, had fun
and one more thing... 郑老师好帅！
and every co members~~
buck up for SYF~ jiayou!!!!!!~~~~~
last last last thing...
i found out that...
deborah thomas live near my house~~
terrible~
had fun with xiangli,vernise and nena they all
and thks to daniel for that free mcflurry~
running here and there non-stop~
then co gt exchange programme with beatty sec
saw my neighbour
yeah.. during co, i also keep running
was so damn tired! running for the whole day la!
bt still, had fun
and one more thing... 郑老师好帅！
and every co members~~
buck up for SYF~ jiayou!!!!!!~~~~~
last last last thing...
i found out that...
deborah thomas live near my house~~
terrible~
Sunday, March 08, 2009
must stay happy and cute forever!!
it means that euu have to stay blur cause you are cute when euu look blur XP
haha, finally get to connect to internet, so sorry for being late, to wish you happy birthday.
but i did sms euu today morning yeah~
Stay happy and clever always~~
wishing euu and him happy forever
need me to wish eur 白头偕老？？
haha!~
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
hmmmmm....
english: 22/30
chinese: 43/65
maths: 26/40
history: 17/30
D&T : 26/40
stupid art teacher haven give us our art paper back, so i don't know how much i got. didn't do well this time. hope to get better marks next time. at first i wanted to get all my results then write in blog de lo. all that art teacher's fault la!
english: 22/30
chinese: 43/65
maths: 26/40
history: 17/30
D&T : 26/40
stupid art teacher haven give us our art paper back, so i don't know how much i got. didn't do well this time. hope to get better marks next time. at first i wanted to get all my results then write in blog de lo. all that art teacher's fault la!
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
踏进礼堂，一阵冷风迎面吹来，冷的让人受不了。庆幸自己记得带夹克。其实会带夹克，也是因为自己感冒了，而且很严重。
下课的铃声响了，自己一个人走到食堂。看着看着，竟然都没有一个我认识的人。今天，我又得自己一个人了。过不久，遇到了xin yei。我们两个孤单的人便走在一块儿，一起往麦当劳走去。我选择慢慢走去，感觉比较好，也不想跟别人挤一个巴士。最后，淋雨了，但是，淋雨了，反而觉得比较好……
晚上，看着自己要搭的巴士走了，心里莫名的有点感伤。着急，害怕，累…… 全都一下子冲着我来。自己一个人坐在完全没有人的巴士站，黑漆漆的巴士站，觉得好寂寞。跟忙碌的车道，我显得非常寂寞……有种想哭的感觉。手机没电了，手表因为没有电池了所以没带，完全没有依靠，就好像迷了路的小孩，不知所措。
下课的铃声响了，自己一个人走到食堂。看着看着，竟然都没有一个我认识的人。今天，我又得自己一个人了。过不久，遇到了xin yei。我们两个孤单的人便走在一块儿，一起往麦当劳走去。我选择慢慢走去，感觉比较好，也不想跟别人挤一个巴士。最后，淋雨了，但是，淋雨了，反而觉得比较好……
晚上，看着自己要搭的巴士走了，心里莫名的有点感伤。着急，害怕，累…… 全都一下子冲着我来。自己一个人坐在完全没有人的巴士站，黑漆漆的巴士站，觉得好寂寞。跟忙碌的车道，我显得非常寂寞……有种想哭的感觉。手机没电了，手表因为没有电池了所以没带，完全没有依靠，就好像迷了路的小孩，不知所措。
Saturday, February 21, 2009
一条裙子
天空就像一幅画，浅蓝色的颜料遍布整幅画，一朵一朵的小云似白色的棉花糖漂浮在天空中，令人有股张口咬下的冲动。一阵阵的春风吹来，一片片的花瓣飘落，好似天女散花，窗口两侧的窗帘布也有节奏的摇晃着。我坐在自己的床上，看着我逝世的父亲送给我唯一的裙子，视如宝贝的裙子。我父亲最后陪我度过的生日是我八岁时，而这条裙子，便是我父亲送给我最后的礼物。当时的我，几乎每天都在穿着这条裙子。穿着它时，我就像美丽的小天使，在空中飞舞，洋溢着天真的笑容。现在，即使已经破旧了，我仍然很喜欢这条裙子，它对我意义非凡。看着看着，我竟看出了神……
“铃铃铃铃……”突然的铃响，抓回了我飘散的魂，连忙接起电话。公司召开紧急会议，要所有主管马上回公司。我放下手中的裙子，换了套像样的衣服，抓起包包，便往公司赶去。回到家时已经过了四个小时。
“咦？我的裙子呢？”上上下下查找了一遍，没看到。我心里渐渐打起了小鼓。再翻找了橱柜，仍然没有我裙子的踪影。在哪儿呢？一种从未有过的恐慌涌上心头。我赶紧出房间去，寻找我母亲的身影。
“妈！ 你有没有看到我的裙子啊？”我握着我母亲的手，紧张地问道。
“啊？你还需要喔？我还以为你不要了，所以我拿去丢了”我母亲一脸无所谓。
“妈！你怎么拿去丢啊！那是我的宝贝耶！你丢哪儿去了？”我有点气，气我母亲没问过我便把我的东西给扔了。同时，我也很焦急，怕万一找不到了……还是不要想的好，免得自己吓自己。
“你这不是废话么？当然是丢进楼下的垃圾箱里了呗！收垃圾的人不知道来了没有……”我妈意有所指地道。
我愣住了，一时无法反应过来。我的裙子？垃圾箱？收垃圾的人？什么！我的裙子在垃圾箱里而且还有可能被收垃圾员收走了？！怎么可以这样？我的宝贝啊！
我以一百米冲刺的速度跑向我妈所说的垃圾箱。盯着垃圾箱，突然间不知道要从何搜起。
“唉，不管了！赶紧找吧！”算是给自己加油打气。
一只手捏住鼻子，一只手胡乱地翻找着自己的宝贝裙子。把整个垃圾箱翻了过来，我仍是没看到我裙子的踪影。难道真的给收垃圾的收走了，毁了？思及至此，我心痛万分，脑袋一片空白，双腿不住地颤抖。眼里望出去的景物突然之间没了色彩。毫无色彩的景物有如我破碎的心。连一丝希望都没有了，完完全全没有了，我的裙子没有了，永远和我分开了，我再也看不到我的裙子了……
我蹲在地上，抱着自己的双腿，努力控制快要夺眶而出的眼泪。终于，泪水模糊了我的眼睛，眼泪再也忍不住，簌簌地流下来了。豆大般的泪水划过脸颊，留下一条条触目惊心的泪痕。没有多余的精力去在乎别人异样的眼光，我自顾自地哭。不知过了多久，泪水哭尽了，剩下抽泣声。我像僵尸似的，毫无表情地走回屋里，躺在自己的床上，脑子尽是我那条宝贝裙子。
“玲儿！快起床啦！你上班就快迟到了！”门外传来我母亲洪亮的声音。我揉着眼睛，发现眼角还残留着泪水。看着天花板，原来这一切都是在做梦！仍然不放心的我，翻开橱柜，寻找着那条裙子。找到了，还好还在这里！我抱着我的裙子，好庆幸。虽然只是一场梦，但是梦里的场景仍然历历在目。
“你还在干什么啊！都快迟到了还发呆！”不知何时，我妈已开门进来了。
“啊？要迟到了？”非常迟钝的我后知后觉的发现我上班就快迟到了！来不及了，来不及了！赶紧准备，不然就得遭老板口水的洗礼了，后果不堪设想啊！
天空就像一幅画，浅蓝色的颜料遍布整幅画，一朵一朵的小云似白色的棉花糖漂浮在天空中，令人有股张口咬下的冲动。一阵阵的春风吹来，一片片的花瓣飘落，好似天女散花，窗口两侧的窗帘布也有节奏的摇晃着。我坐在自己的床上，看着我逝世的父亲送给我唯一的裙子，视如宝贝的裙子。我父亲最后陪我度过的生日是我八岁时，而这条裙子，便是我父亲送给我最后的礼物。当时的我，几乎每天都在穿着这条裙子。穿着它时，我就像美丽的小天使，在空中飞舞，洋溢着天真的笑容。现在，即使已经破旧了，我仍然很喜欢这条裙子，它对我意义非凡。看着看着，我竟看出了神……
“铃铃铃铃……”突然的铃响，抓回了我飘散的魂，连忙接起电话。公司召开紧急会议，要所有主管马上回公司。我放下手中的裙子，换了套像样的衣服，抓起包包，便往公司赶去。回到家时已经过了四个小时。
“咦？我的裙子呢？”上上下下查找了一遍，没看到。我心里渐渐打起了小鼓。再翻找了橱柜，仍然没有我裙子的踪影。在哪儿呢？一种从未有过的恐慌涌上心头。我赶紧出房间去，寻找我母亲的身影。
“妈！ 你有没有看到我的裙子啊？”我握着我母亲的手，紧张地问道。
“啊？你还需要喔？我还以为你不要了，所以我拿去丢了”我母亲一脸无所谓。
“妈！你怎么拿去丢啊！那是我的宝贝耶！你丢哪儿去了？”我有点气，气我母亲没问过我便把我的东西给扔了。同时，我也很焦急，怕万一找不到了……还是不要想的好，免得自己吓自己。
“你这不是废话么？当然是丢进楼下的垃圾箱里了呗！收垃圾的人不知道来了没有……”我妈意有所指地道。
我愣住了，一时无法反应过来。我的裙子？垃圾箱？收垃圾的人？什么！我的裙子在垃圾箱里而且还有可能被收垃圾员收走了？！怎么可以这样？我的宝贝啊！
我以一百米冲刺的速度跑向我妈所说的垃圾箱。盯着垃圾箱，突然间不知道要从何搜起。
“唉，不管了！赶紧找吧！”算是给自己加油打气。
一只手捏住鼻子，一只手胡乱地翻找着自己的宝贝裙子。把整个垃圾箱翻了过来，我仍是没看到我裙子的踪影。难道真的给收垃圾的收走了，毁了？思及至此，我心痛万分，脑袋一片空白，双腿不住地颤抖。眼里望出去的景物突然之间没了色彩。毫无色彩的景物有如我破碎的心。连一丝希望都没有了，完完全全没有了，我的裙子没有了，永远和我分开了，我再也看不到我的裙子了……
我蹲在地上，抱着自己的双腿，努力控制快要夺眶而出的眼泪。终于，泪水模糊了我的眼睛，眼泪再也忍不住，簌簌地流下来了。豆大般的泪水划过脸颊，留下一条条触目惊心的泪痕。没有多余的精力去在乎别人异样的眼光，我自顾自地哭。不知过了多久，泪水哭尽了，剩下抽泣声。我像僵尸似的，毫无表情地走回屋里，躺在自己的床上，脑子尽是我那条宝贝裙子。
“玲儿！快起床啦！你上班就快迟到了！”门外传来我母亲洪亮的声音。我揉着眼睛，发现眼角还残留着泪水。看着天花板，原来这一切都是在做梦！仍然不放心的我，翻开橱柜，寻找着那条裙子。找到了，还好还在这里！我抱着我的裙子，好庆幸。虽然只是一场梦，但是梦里的场景仍然历历在目。
“你还在干什么啊！都快迟到了还发呆！”不知何时，我妈已开门进来了。
“啊？要迟到了？”非常迟钝的我后知后觉的发现我上班就快迟到了！来不及了，来不及了！赶紧准备，不然就得遭老板口水的洗礼了，后果不堪设想啊！
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy Valentine's Day!!!
okay, ytd in schl was quite fun
started giving out sweets and chocolates early in the morning once i reached school
received sweets and chocolates too~~
bt i felt bad...
i didn't wrapped my sweets and chooclates
not like others, for example jinfeng and weiting
they wrapped it so nicely
and i think that the things i give nt very good yeah?
ahh~~ nvm.. i still have next year. will give better things next year. for now,i am broke~~
i think i am going to be very fat after eating all those chocolates and sweets
bt sad that i did not receive any flowers. haha. receiving flowers is niice~
didn't thought that i will give 陈老师 la. duno wat i was doing...~
didn't really have lessons ytd. only 2 periods of lesson
did IPP ytd. while everybody is celebrating valentine's day in school
yeah, was very hot, noisy and dark
at least, our class get it done faster than other class. but its actually quite slow le. did the temporary toilets. haha. can peep de. nt safe. giving out sweets and chocolates again after everyone had settle down.
fall asleep during the total defence talk. bt that Mr Prem part was so funny! he wear that hat, i cannot see his hair, i thought his hair disappeared or he shave it all. haha
lunchtime concert after school. nt as nice as last year. the only thing i think they did well was, giving out balloons. manage to get one, so happy! balloons everywhere in the school canteen. haha.
me and my ballons~~
balloons of me and virginia
me and virginia again!
after everything everything everything, went to AMK HUB with jinfeng, jinli, virginia. ate lunch then shop for awhile. then they went home. leaving me at AMK HUB alone.
waited for wenwen and linshen, then accompanied linshen to cut hair. then i also cut my hair lo. then went shopping again, then go Mac eat. went home quite late today. wasn't very happy at night. bt during the day at school, i was really very happy.
hmmm... need to thank alot of ppl. thanks weiting, jinfeng, wanxin, naomi, sharlene, wanyi, cheryl, jinli, kee pin, daomin, jinghui, sinyei, pearlyn, annabel,wenwen... can't remember le. sorry if i missed out any of you! really sorry.
okay, ytd in schl was quite fun
started giving out sweets and chocolates early in the morning once i reached school
received sweets and chocolates too~~
bt i felt bad...
i didn't wrapped my sweets and chooclates
not like others, for example jinfeng and weiting
they wrapped it so nicely
and i think that the things i give nt very good yeah?
ahh~~ nvm.. i still have next year. will give better things next year. for now,i am broke~~
i think i am going to be very fat after eating all those chocolates and sweets
bt sad that i did not receive any flowers. haha. receiving flowers is niice~
didn't thought that i will give 陈老师 la. duno wat i was doing...~
didn't really have lessons ytd. only 2 periods of lesson
did IPP ytd. while everybody is celebrating valentine's day in school
yeah, was very hot, noisy and dark
at least, our class get it done faster than other class. but its actually quite slow le. did the temporary toilets. haha. can peep de. nt safe. giving out sweets and chocolates again after everyone had settle down.
fall asleep during the total defence talk. bt that Mr Prem part was so funny! he wear that hat, i cannot see his hair, i thought his hair disappeared or he shave it all. haha
lunchtime concert after school. nt as nice as last year. the only thing i think they did well was, giving out balloons. manage to get one, so happy! balloons everywhere in the school canteen. haha.
me and my ballons~~
balloons of me and virginia
me and virginia again!
after everything everything everything, went to AMK HUB with jinfeng, jinli, virginia. ate lunch then shop for awhile. then they went home. leaving me at AMK HUB alone.
waited for wenwen and linshen, then accompanied linshen to cut hair. then i also cut my hair lo. then went shopping again, then go Mac eat. went home quite late today. wasn't very happy at night. bt during the day at school, i was really very happy.
hmmm... need to thank alot of ppl. thanks weiting, jinfeng, wanxin, naomi, sharlene, wanyi, cheryl, jinli, kee pin, daomin, jinghui, sinyei, pearlyn, annabel,wenwen... can't remember le. sorry if i missed out any of you! really sorry.
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Saturday, February 07, 2009
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
今年的我
比去年忙得多了
一整天可以只吃两三片面包
睡眠也不多，忙着一大堆拉力拉杂的事
不知道为什么
我能撑得过
或许是习惯了吧？
或许是因为那份坚持？ 还是不懈不在意？
或许是因为他一直在支持着我？
或许是为了我们的梦想？
或许是因为我的那份傻劲、那早已在我心里永远开心的小女孩？
或许……或许……或许……
或许我只想开心地过每一天吧
所以不计较这些
发现，其实我不是最惨的一个
发现，其实我很自私，总是把自己放在第一位
从来没想到，其实别人没有比我好
而我却只顾着自己
我没理由不开心
真的没有理由不开心
那都是借口，想引起别人注意的借口
日子再累再苦，我都会自己走过去
因为那是我自己选择的路，没有机会后悔
现在的我，在学习……
在学习开心的过每一天
加油吧，子玲！
不管什么，都难不倒你的！
同时，我也想说
雯雯，林深，照顾好自己
雯雯，别想的太多，让自己好好过每一天
何必跟自己过不去？
或许，我不是你，我不能说什么
但是，以你朋友的身份
我真的希望你能过得好好的
真的。
深深也是，不要把自己搞得那么累
要记得好好休息！
比去年忙得多了
一整天可以只吃两三片面包
睡眠也不多，忙着一大堆拉力拉杂的事
不知道为什么
我能撑得过
或许是习惯了吧？
或许是因为那份坚持？ 还是不懈不在意？
或许是因为他一直在支持着我？
或许是为了我们的梦想？
或许是因为我的那份傻劲、那早已在我心里永远开心的小女孩？
或许……或许……或许……
或许我只想开心地过每一天吧
所以不计较这些
发现，其实我不是最惨的一个
发现，其实我很自私，总是把自己放在第一位
从来没想到，其实别人没有比我好
而我却只顾着自己
我没理由不开心
真的没有理由不开心
那都是借口，想引起别人注意的借口
日子再累再苦，我都会自己走过去
因为那是我自己选择的路，没有机会后悔
现在的我，在学习……
在学习开心的过每一天
加油吧，子玲！
不管什么，都难不倒你的！
同时，我也想说
雯雯，林深，照顾好自己
雯雯，别想的太多，让自己好好过每一天
何必跟自己过不去？
或许，我不是你，我不能说什么
但是，以你朋友的身份
我真的希望你能过得好好的
真的。
深深也是，不要把自己搞得那么累
要记得好好休息！
又是个累人的一天
早上，我只嚷着不想上学
唉……
即使不想上学，也得逼自己上学
上课上课
做功课做功课
没完没了
过后回家……
在学校门口看到家诚
还有virginia
过后金凤打电话给我
说一起去hub吧
那也就好了
反正本来就是我要去的
终于有时间去走一会儿了
一直以来都没时间
都不知道多久没去hub逛逛了
到了hub
就去买cupcorn
呵呵，我跟virginia一人一杯
金凤还的钱
谢谢你金凤！爱死你了
过后就去看项链
本来是想找个二十多三十多块钱的
结果没有…… 都好贵啊…………………………
买不起呢……
过后去看熊熊
看到一只超可爱的！！
$18.95一只
看一家不知道叫什么的店
可是真的好可爱！！！
在同一家店
我买了个手机链
定做的
准备为我的新手机配上去的
粉粉粉粉粉粉粉粉～～
我本来不够钱的
带不够
因为本来已经取消要去hub的念头了
所以没带很多
所以金凤借我钱了
谢谢你金凤！！
过后就去看书包了
看来看去，都没有我中意的
反而倒是virginia跟金凤买了
其实她们两个买的书包都挺相似的
一个包$33
金凤先还的钱
因为我跟virginia都没带钱
我就看呀看呀
突然看到一个钱包
超好看的！！我好喜欢！！
红色的，可是真的非常好看
可是好贵
$69.90，我本来还以为是$9.90
我说我的眼光啥时候变得那么好了？
专挑贵的东西？
唉唉唉
可是我真的好喜欢啊！ 好好看～～
可是再喜欢，我知道，我是不会买的
只能把这份喜爱藏在心里了（太夸张了）
看了会儿手机的价钱就回家了
又是我自己一个人
呜呜呜……
她们俩住相当靠近所以能一起回
回家准备吃午餐咯～～
-.-已经4点多了······
其实这算是我跟virginia第一次出来
跟金凤第一次出来
第一次三个一起出来
虽然在学校天天都在一起
可是都没时间一起出去
因为我们都好忙啊～
而且三个人忙的东西都不一样，时间也不一样
所以很难有一起出去的时间
其实想想，今天还蛮开心的
不想早上那么的……… 呃…………
呵呵～
死家诚！拿我的手机偷看我的隐私！！！
（生气！！）
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
cause i believe
早上，我只嚷着不想上学
唉……
即使不想上学，也得逼自己上学
上课上课
做功课做功课
没完没了
过后回家……
在学校门口看到家诚
还有virginia
过后金凤打电话给我
说一起去hub吧
那也就好了
反正本来就是我要去的
终于有时间去走一会儿了
一直以来都没时间
都不知道多久没去hub逛逛了
到了hub
就去买cupcorn
呵呵，我跟virginia一人一杯
金凤还的钱
谢谢你金凤！爱死你了
过后就去看项链
本来是想找个二十多三十多块钱的
结果没有…… 都好贵啊…………………………
买不起呢……
过后去看熊熊
看到一只超可爱的！！
$18.95一只
看一家不知道叫什么的店
可是真的好可爱！！！
在同一家店
我买了个手机链
定做的
准备为我的新手机配上去的
粉粉粉粉粉粉粉粉～～
我本来不够钱的
带不够
因为本来已经取消要去hub的念头了
所以没带很多
所以金凤借我钱了
谢谢你金凤！！
过后就去看书包了
看来看去，都没有我中意的
反而倒是virginia跟金凤买了
其实她们两个买的书包都挺相似的
一个包$33
金凤先还的钱
因为我跟virginia都没带钱
我就看呀看呀
突然看到一个钱包
超好看的！！我好喜欢！！
红色的，可是真的非常好看
可是好贵
$69.90，我本来还以为是$9.90
我说我的眼光啥时候变得那么好了？
专挑贵的东西？
唉唉唉
可是我真的好喜欢啊！ 好好看～～
可是再喜欢，我知道，我是不会买的
只能把这份喜爱藏在心里了（太夸张了）
看了会儿手机的价钱就回家了
又是我自己一个人
呜呜呜……
她们俩住相当靠近所以能一起回
回家准备吃午餐咯～～
-.-已经4点多了······
其实这算是我跟virginia第一次出来
跟金凤第一次出来
第一次三个一起出来
虽然在学校天天都在一起
可是都没时间一起出去
因为我们都好忙啊～
而且三个人忙的东西都不一样，时间也不一样
所以很难有一起出去的时间
其实想想，今天还蛮开心的
不想早上那么的……… 呃…………
呵呵～
死家诚！拿我的手机偷看我的隐私！！！
（生气！！）
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
cause i believe
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
新年快乐！！！！！！
Happy New Year!!!!!!!
MOO～～～～ 牛牛～～
Happy New Year!!
May All Of You Be Happy And Prosperous!!!!!!!
hope that all of you will get as many red packets as possible
AND!!!!
don't grow fat after CNY!!
haha!!
must control.... =)
我在你的POSB户口进了钱，不多…………
只有四千万：
千万要快乐
千万要健康
千万要平安
千万要记的密码－1314168
（一生一世一路发）
提钱（前）祝你新年快乐！
恭喜恭喜！ 恭喜发财！
牛年行大运喔！！！
Happy New Year!!!!!!!
MOO～～～～ 牛牛～～
Happy New Year!!
May All Of You Be Happy And Prosperous!!!!!!!
hope that all of you will get as many red packets as possible
AND!!!!
don't grow fat after CNY!!
haha!!
must control.... =)
我在你的POSB户口进了钱，不多…………
只有四千万：
千万要快乐
千万要健康
千万要平安
千万要记的密码－1314168
（一生一世一路发）
提钱（前）祝你新年快乐！
恭喜恭喜！ 恭喜发财！
牛年行大运喔！！！
Saturday, January 24, 2009
或许是我贪心了
或许是你越来越不在乎我了
第一天，我便如此对待我自己
直到现在十点半
午餐晚餐都没吃
一整天都没休息
就因为不想想你
让自己忙碌
我不会照顾自己
我就像小孩一样
欺负自己
就为了想要你的主意
我要你眼里只有我
我要你心里只有我
我要你永远抓着我的手不放
昨晚我哭了
因为你
不知道，现在的你有没有想我
有没有照顾自己？
有没有多穿点衣服？
不要着凉了！
原来你不在身边的日子
生活并没有我想像中的好
一觉醒来没有你的存在
我知道你走了
没有办法跟你联系
以往的我找不到理由打给你
现在的我
无法打给你
为什么先前不好好把我机会？
为什么先前一直跟你赌气？
｛｛一点点你的微笑，已经让我变得勇敢｝｝
｛｛因为你在，我才会开心，因为你……｝｝
一个人的街角
一个人的等待
亲爱的
我相信你的承诺
我在这里等你回来……
我好想你。
或许是你越来越不在乎我了
第一天，我便如此对待我自己
直到现在十点半
午餐晚餐都没吃
一整天都没休息
就因为不想想你
让自己忙碌
我不会照顾自己
我就像小孩一样
欺负自己
就为了想要你的主意
我要你眼里只有我
我要你心里只有我
我要你永远抓着我的手不放
昨晚我哭了
因为你
不知道，现在的你有没有想我
有没有照顾自己？
有没有多穿点衣服？
不要着凉了！
原来你不在身边的日子
生活并没有我想像中的好
一觉醒来没有你的存在
我知道你走了
没有办法跟你联系
以往的我找不到理由打给你
现在的我
无法打给你
为什么先前不好好把我机会？
为什么先前一直跟你赌气？
｛｛一点点你的微笑，已经让我变得勇敢｝｝
｛｛因为你在，我才会开心，因为你……｝｝
一个人的街角
一个人的等待
亲爱的
我相信你的承诺
我在这里等你回来……
我好想你。
Saturday, January 17, 2009
若非这一场雨 有些事再也不会想起
你怀里 那片温暖的遮蔽
如今剩一把伞温热我手心
学你的语气 连告别都如此的温馨
两个字 比眼泪还断续
是否表示你也不忍分离
回忆是冰封在眼睛的雨
藏着多幸福的事情
回不去 是你 任谁也换不了的过去
爱情是凝结在脸颊的雨
像雪景总会融去 才那麽美丽
感谢那个雨季 身旁的人是你
时间是冻结在玄关的雨
模糊你离去的脚印
至少那 涟漪 证明我们曾走在一起
你是那飘落在昨天的雨
在心里留下回音 却遥不可及
彷佛那一个梦里 还躲在你伞底
--------------------------------------------
不喜欢意大利餐
世界……真的很复杂吗？
--------------------------------------------
━━●●━━━━━━━━━━
MISS you
[瀙噯的]
-[ 這輩孒，]
-[莪哙①直垨着迩給莪德承諾。.]
___________________________
ｖ゛ｖ゛ｖ゛ｖ゛ｖ゛
゜ Sa,laNg＂heI.y。
R
R
R
你怀里 那片温暖的遮蔽
如今剩一把伞温热我手心
学你的语气 连告别都如此的温馨
两个字 比眼泪还断续
是否表示你也不忍分离
回忆是冰封在眼睛的雨
藏着多幸福的事情
回不去 是你 任谁也换不了的过去
爱情是凝结在脸颊的雨
像雪景总会融去 才那麽美丽
感谢那个雨季 身旁的人是你
时间是冻结在玄关的雨
模糊你离去的脚印
至少那 涟漪 证明我们曾走在一起
你是那飘落在昨天的雨
在心里留下回音 却遥不可及
彷佛那一个梦里 还躲在你伞底
--------------------------------------------
不喜欢意大利餐
世界……真的很复杂吗？
--------------------------------------------
━━●●━━━━━━━━━━
MISS you
[瀙噯的]
-[ 這輩孒，]
-[莪哙①直垨着迩給莪德承諾。.]
___________________________
ｖ゛ｖ゛ｖ゛ｖ゛ｖ゛
゜ Sa,laNg＂heI.y。
R
R
R
Sunday, January 11, 2009
昨晚我弟弟打翻了一大杯水
水全部倒在我笔记本电脑上
我很气！
而且他一句对不起都没有说！
而且我爸爸还骂我
说是我的错
说是我把水拿到房间里的
可是水又不是我弄翻的
是我弟弟耶！
晚上睡觉前哭了
没有故意压低声音
没有逼自己不哭……
毫无保留的哭出来
哭道我睡着
不知道已经几点了
不知道什么时候睡的
忘了…………
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
今天起床刷牙洗澡
之后就开电脑有没有坏
呼～～ 还好没坏
不然我就真的用不了电脑了
因为旧的电脑也拿去修了
当我还在用电脑时
林深打来
开头就说
我到了！！！
才十一点多耶
我们约12.30
她说是她的谁谁谁送她来的
dhoby ghaut 有大概5个出口
我跟雯雯几乎同一个时间到
可是深深不知跑哪儿去了
结果说不等了
到plaza singapura电影院门口见
深深老早就买好票了
看到我们就跟我们要钱 －－
深深不想买爆米花
所以我们去了gelare 买雪糕
嘿嘿
好吃～～～
看yes man 好笑～
那男的骑摩托车
整个屁股都看得到～
还有啊
发现美国女生都很开放
她们都不穿胸罩的
露点了～
傻大姐深深说她看不懂听不懂
哎哟哟～～
还拿错了别人的水！
超糗的～
看完电影到厕所狂拍照
深深超cawaii!!!!!!!
怎样拍都好可爱！！！
雯雯也是好漂亮
怎样拍都好看
她们两个都好上镜
就只有我，拍照都不好看的！
之后就去逛鞋子
在novena逛
没买到鞋子……
反倒是雯雯买了气球
她超喜欢气球的
之后去amk hub
深深终于买到鞋子了
我没买到
看到一双很喜欢的
可是雯雯和深深觉得不值得
所以没买了
我妈也说别买，唉
可惜不能拍照
我真的很喜欢
深深买完写字后
我们就去吃晚餐
我没有吃
看他们两个吃
我在那里拍气球
而且还聊了很多心事
一顿饭吃的超级久
后援队～～ 哈
呵呵，好多小孩子一直盯着那气球喔
还指着气球
好可爱
气球的魅力果然无法挡
就算是大人，还是会喜欢
她们吃完了我就嚷着要吃甜甜圈
结果去买了一个
呵呵
接着去amk的this fashion
没有看到喜欢的
反倒是雯雯买了一件衣服一件裙子
跟我借了钱
唉，我就说啊
我什么东西都没买，钱还借了人
我只买了电影票和雪糕还有甜甜圈
没了～～～
在更衣室里待了好久
出来this fashion了
我发现雯雯手上没有气球
问她在哪儿了
她忘了拿出来了
在更衣室里
结果她跑回去拿气球
走回去amk hub搭巴士
深深一直反复喊着：我不要上学 我不要上学
唉，不想上还是得上
就像我一样，我也不想上学，怕怕
但是还是得上
逼自己上学
跟雯雯有同感
每天放学了哪儿都不想去，只想回家
因为真的很累
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
我的眼神真的没有那种悲伤的神情耶
嗯……好事好事
水全部倒在我笔记本电脑上
我很气！
而且他一句对不起都没有说！
而且我爸爸还骂我
说是我的错
说是我把水拿到房间里的
可是水又不是我弄翻的
是我弟弟耶！
晚上睡觉前哭了
没有故意压低声音
没有逼自己不哭……
毫无保留的哭出来
哭道我睡着
不知道已经几点了
不知道什么时候睡的
忘了…………
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
今天起床刷牙洗澡
之后就开电脑有没有坏
呼～～ 还好没坏
不然我就真的用不了电脑了
因为旧的电脑也拿去修了
当我还在用电脑时
林深打来
开头就说
我到了！！！
才十一点多耶
我们约12.30
她说是她的谁谁谁送她来的
dhoby ghaut 有大概5个出口
我跟雯雯几乎同一个时间到
可是深深不知跑哪儿去了
结果说不等了
到plaza singapura电影院门口见
深深老早就买好票了
看到我们就跟我们要钱 －－
深深不想买爆米花
所以我们去了gelare 买雪糕
嘿嘿
好吃～～～
看yes man 好笑～
那男的骑摩托车
整个屁股都看得到～
还有啊
发现美国女生都很开放
她们都不穿胸罩的
露点了～
傻大姐深深说她看不懂听不懂
哎哟哟～～
还拿错了别人的水！
超糗的～
看完电影到厕所狂拍照
深深超cawaii!!!!!!!
怎样拍都好可爱！！！
雯雯也是好漂亮
怎样拍都好看
她们两个都好上镜
就只有我，拍照都不好看的！
之后就去逛鞋子
在novena逛
没买到鞋子……
反倒是雯雯买了气球
她超喜欢气球的
之后去amk hub
深深终于买到鞋子了
我没买到
看到一双很喜欢的
可是雯雯和深深觉得不值得
所以没买了
我妈也说别买，唉
可惜不能拍照
我真的很喜欢
深深买完写字后
我们就去吃晚餐
我没有吃
看他们两个吃
我在那里拍气球
而且还聊了很多心事
一顿饭吃的超级久
后援队～～ 哈
呵呵，好多小孩子一直盯着那气球喔
还指着气球
好可爱
气球的魅力果然无法挡
就算是大人，还是会喜欢
她们吃完了我就嚷着要吃甜甜圈
结果去买了一个
呵呵
接着去amk的this fashion
没有看到喜欢的
反倒是雯雯买了一件衣服一件裙子
跟我借了钱
唉，我就说啊
我什么东西都没买，钱还借了人
我只买了电影票和雪糕还有甜甜圈
没了～～～
在更衣室里待了好久
出来this fashion了
我发现雯雯手上没有气球
问她在哪儿了
她忘了拿出来了
在更衣室里
结果她跑回去拿气球
走回去amk hub搭巴士
深深一直反复喊着：我不要上学 我不要上学
唉，不想上还是得上
就像我一样，我也不想上学，怕怕
但是还是得上
逼自己上学
跟雯雯有同感
每天放学了哪儿都不想去，只想回家
因为真的很累
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
我的眼神真的没有那种悲伤的神情耶
嗯……好事好事
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Friday, January 02, 2009
开学了～～
and i became treasurer again
一大早就跟学弟一起去学校
到了学校，他就失踪了～～
找不到人～
因为头发，被老师警告了
收到了礼物························
嘿嘿
圣诞礼物～
recess 的时候
那臭伟庭、文良还有keepin
笑我的头发！
明明就还不错
他们既然说很糟糕！
一切顺利
可是我不喜欢我今年的华文老师
感觉华文课从此要消失一直以来都有的乐趣
好烦！！！！！！！！！！
而且那个××又坐在我周围的位置
超讨厌～
我想，跟她坐那么靠近
我会受不了～～～～
一个好好的一天就这样没了！
还是喜欢王老师和李老师～～
王老师！！我的杂志！！
嘿嘿～
又要开始冲了～
学习冲冲冲！
祝一切顺利
考试考的棒棒棒！
还有还有！！！
祝文良、伟庭生日快乐！！！
and i became treasurer again
一大早就跟学弟一起去学校
到了学校，他就失踪了～～
找不到人～
因为头发，被老师警告了
收到了礼物························
嘿嘿
圣诞礼物～
recess 的时候
那臭伟庭、文良还有keepin
笑我的头发！
明明就还不错
他们既然说很糟糕！
一切顺利
可是我不喜欢我今年的华文老师
感觉华文课从此要消失一直以来都有的乐趣
好烦！！！！！！！！！！
而且那个××又坐在我周围的位置
超讨厌～
我想，跟她坐那么靠近
我会受不了～～～～
一个好好的一天就这样没了！
还是喜欢王老师和李老师～～
王老师！！我的杂志！！
嘿嘿～
又要开始冲了～
学习冲冲冲！
祝一切顺利
考试考的棒棒棒！
还有还有！！！
祝文良、伟庭生日快乐！！！
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