do u really know how i feel?? do u really care abt me??
although i always look as though nth has happen but do ur really know how i feel?
do ur really want to know how i feel?
when ur have troubles and all that, i am always there
when ur are unhappy, i always know and be there for ur.
but are ur there for me?
i was damn upset today becoz of ur
i have not spoken more than 5 sentences today during curriculum time
and ur don't seem to care. do ur treat me as a friend??
everyday, ur treat me as though i am ur really gd friend bt when theres trouble or when i need ur, ur always leave me alone. i can list it out. i still rmb... these are my very gd friend, can u believe it? i don't even feel like talking to ur today!
one more thing
do u think that i can predict the future??
when ur go for outing, nobody ask me, maybe "haven ask" is an excuse.
but when we are going for the outing, ur nvr care abt me, all of u have someone to accompany ur, and know where are ur going before the outing, but what abt me?? nobody even ask wat am i going to do before the outing, i was alone and ur are my gd friends, yet.... forget it
I MAY BE STUPID BUT DON'T TAKE MY KINDNESS FOR GRANTED

if u are reading this post, dun have to think who is that person becoz thats u.

你们曾经想过要了解我吗？？
为什么跟我那么要好的朋友不管我，跟我不熟的朋友却很关心我？
我对你们来说，到底是什么？不用你们回答，我也知道，我什么都不是
就像透明的一样，我就是个不重要的人。
每天笑嘻嘻的我、像没事一样的我，心里的挣扎你们懂吗？？
你们还能算是我要好的朋友吗？！
即使我露出不开心的样子，你们也不在乎，那我有什么好说的？


class outing today, watched 吓到笑. accompanied wanyi and tessa to buy tickets, which i volunteered, becoz i have no where to go. thx to them, they made me happy,smiled, they accompanied me. becoz of them, i am willing to talk. bt yijin know when going in to the movie ,i was angry with the others.
during the movie,only the movie, i let myself go, i talked to them, laughed with them. bt who knows.......