today wasn't so smooth afterall, was insulted by someone early in the morning.
i didn't really dare to go school cause i think that my hair looks weird. but ppl around me said that its ok.
i had been mentally prepared that i will be laughed at. but i have been laughed as a mushroom from long time ago and i still can tolerate although it somehow really hurts.
but i think it was too much to take a real mushroom and throw it at me... tried to hold back my tears but failed, tried to pretend everything was fine... felt so embarassed to cry infront of the whole class... but i did tried to hold back my tears.some people might think that its nothing but to me.... nvm, its over, its not worth it to think about it. i didn't scold him back. i just kept quiet, i don't know why. anyway, he doesn't worth my attention so i shouldn't be bothering about it. ya, thats it , 哭过了,笑过了,就没事了。
wasn't in the mood to go HCL so i went AMK hub with jinli, virginia, edward, ariel. they went pepper lunch to have their lunch so i accompanied them. looking at them eating while i can't eat anything, was very hungry! after eating and scaring some people, went walking around AMK hub for awhile then went back to school to look for teacher to find out about HCL homework and to explain why we aren't there. and ya, was successful. Virginia, edward and ariel went home. only me and jinli went back to explain.
after looking for teacher, went AMK hub AGAIN with jinli and shengjie and look at shengjie eat when i cannot eat a single thing AGAIN.
pathetic me, was really hungry lehhs! on the way to AMK hub, we ran under the rain from school carpark to busstop, was very cold! before coming back to school, i was like already saying i am very cold i am very cold. then still ran/walk under the rain. although cold, but it was so damn shiok!! keep laughing with jinli on the way to AMK hub.haha.
had a happy and quiet journey home though. thx to all my friends who comforted me. thanks jinli, virginia, wenwen, linshen, weiting, wenliang, keepin, wanyi, shengjie. thx alot.had a really good time with virginia, jinli and shengjie!
went home, started eating until i could not eat a thing anymore. had cheesecakes!~ was damn nice. haha, thats of coz, cause is i make one~
thats all for today. 明天会更好!
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