today wasn't so smooth afterall, was insulted by someone early in the morning.
i didn't really dare to go school cause i think that my hair looks weird. but ppl around me said that its ok.
i had been mentally prepared that i will be laughed at. but i have been laughed as a mushroom from long time ago and i still can tolerate although it somehow really hurts.
but i think it was too much to take a real mushroom and throw it at me... tried to hold back my tears but failed, tried to pretend everything was fine... felt so embarassed to cry infront of the whole class... but i did tried to hold back my tears.some people might think that its nothing but to me.... nvm, its over, its not worth it to think about it. i didn't scold him back. i just kept quiet, i don't know why. anyway, he doesn't worth my attention so i shouldn't be bothering about it. ya, thats it , 哭过了，笑过了，就没事了。
wasn't in the mood to go HCL so i went AMK hub with jinli, virginia, edward, ariel. they went pepper lunch to have their lunch so i accompanied them. looking at them eating while i can't eat anything, was very hungry! after eating and scaring some people, went walking around AMK hub for awhile then went back to school to look for teacher to find out about HCL homework and to explain why we aren't there. and ya, was successful. Virginia, edward and ariel went home. only me and jinli went back to explain.
after looking for teacher, went AMK hub AGAIN with jinli and shengjie and look at shengjie eat when i cannot eat a single thing AGAIN.
pathetic me, was really hungry lehhs! on the way to AMK hub, we ran under the rain from school carpark to busstop, was very cold! before coming back to school, i was like already saying i am very cold i am very cold. then still ran/walk under the rain. although cold, but it was so damn shiok!! keep laughing with jinli on the way to AMK hub.haha.
had a happy and quiet journey home though. thx to all my friends who comforted me. thanks jinli, virginia, wenwen, linshen, weiting, wenliang, keepin, wanyi, shengjie. thx alot.had a really good time with virginia, jinli and shengjie!
went home, started eating until i could not eat a thing anymore. had cheesecakes!~ was damn nice. haha, thats of coz, cause is i make one~
thats all for today. 明天会更好！

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN YI!!!!!!!!
LOVE EUU LOTS!!!!

Today's PE was fun :)
played with jinli, virginia & sin yei at first. then yijin tessa came to join us.
tiring day!
ate biscuits and my bread during higher chinese class, haha!
after that went to library with jinli, virginia, wanyi, sharlene to STUDY
all of them did maths and i am the only one reading book coz I finished my maths
ya, then they also talk talk talk, talk alot
Wanyi so serious today, never talk, keep doing homework. good good!
Jinli also, she finished her maths homework~~
so i just kept reading and reading, then somewhere in the middle talk a few sentence then continue reading :D
left the library at 7pm
called him and talked to him through out the whole journey back home~
was so tired!

又要回到每天都吃面包的日子了！今天开学了，暑假过了。有暑假跟没暑假一样，都没得休息，或许，我不应该抱怨那么多，毕竟会那么忙，也是给自己学习的机会。六月假期，会那么忙，忙的东西，很多都是关于华乐的了。去了MOE的Music Camp，然后学校的华乐的东西。我还在想，过不久，星期天我也要去参加Cheng San CC的华乐了。 告别了假期，开学，第一天上学，对于即将到来的功课压力，我是一点都不期待。但是隔了一个月，再次看到同学们，是挺高兴的。可是怎么都没有在家来得舒服。英文老师换了，还好班主任没有换。对于教我的那些老师，以前的偏见好像都不见了。我觉得我以前会有那种偏见，是因为别人说什么我就说什么。可是这个星期和下个星期的高华取消了，我很开心，因为那代表我能早点回家。现在的我好期待能回家。可是话说回来，我们学校的老师怎么越来越丑，越来越胖呢？ 一直在这间学校任教的老师还好。可是新来的老师怎么都是胖胖的呢？ 昨天晚上睡不着，可是又打不了电话给他。而且那个时候他也一定睡了。本以为我今天上学又是一个人了（我好像一直以来都是一个人的），可是途中却遇到了同学。可是好像都没话说。看到他们打个招呼，一起坐，可是都没说话，不知道要说什么。自顾自的发呆了。刚进学校大门就要量体温。上课也要量体温，recess后，又要量体温。一天量了三次，我说，有必要吗？回到学校，就代表回到安静沉默的子玲了。回到学校，没有不自在，毕竟我在这里待了一年多了。早上上学时，差点忘了带手机，我说，啊！我的手机！ 我妈听到了说，不要在学校用了，等下又被充公。听了好刺耳。没理她。 没什么了，就是这样，好好读书吧！怎么在学校里找不到乐趣了呢……？ 唉

got my phone back :D

wen to amk hub today to look for bags
but in the end all the bag shop gone le
sian.... still didn't get my bag....
but, i bought quite alot of mask
haha
dunoe when then can get my bag......

this few days have been so tiring and so hot!!!!!!!
i don't know why i feel so tired
but i am just tired...
can't help but to fall asleep during recess and after school while waiting for that streaming talk
though very hot, i still get to slp
and i dreamt of stupid things, like getting punished by zls, zls asked me to do 20 un-downs =.=''
today happy toilet was.....
crazy?
i don't know how to describe it
laughing here and there, going in and out of the boys toilet
seating on the floor keeping quiet and listening to songs
fanning ppl with cardboard
"your effort is recognised"
haha, thx tessa
now, i am considering which subject should i take
at first, i was very sure to wat subjects i want to take
but after listening to the streaming talk, i am reconsidering.....

SA is coming...
going to really work very hard on revising
as i don't know alot of things!!
like history and maths....
really have to study le
and JIAYOU to everyone!!!!
hope everyone gets the marks they wanted
as i know the feeling of putting in so much effort and yet never get the result we wished for...
JIAYOU!!!!! :D

fuck la!!!
i don't like the feeling of being forced!!
idiot。