totally heartbreak le.
i rewatch MVP qing ren again.
and i can't stop maiself from thinking if one dae i would be lyk xiaoxi.
two bois jio her.
and they both nbr gib up
and they both are veriie sweet.
will i be lyk her one dae?
hw i wish i can.
bt it just won't happen
no bois in dis world will ever lyk me.
and no bois in dis world will be lyk the two bois.
ppl nw adaes easily gib up.
rejected once and they gib up
bt i realli still can't help bt sad.
i feel pathetic.
i felt tt i am a loser.
see hw xiao xi.
i felt tt i am realli a failure compared tuu her
she's so gd tuu her fwens no matter wat.
facing relationships.
ishh owaes tt strong.
i love their love story
and i wish mai love story will be lyk tt osho.
bt dis dae will nbr come.
and i nbr look upon on it.
coz i oreadi noe dis dae wun come.
the only thing i could do ishh
dreaming of me being her.
will dis dae come?
i hope so.
whye am i owaes the one who suffer?
i wan a bf.
simple enuf
charactor lyk one of the two bois jiu enuf le
whye can't i met someone lyk tt.
maebe ishh becoz of mai temper le bahs.
i will change.
i will change and one dae be lyk her.
i dunoe whether i shld wait anot.
wat i feel nw ishh lyk
i come tuu earth fer waT?
wats the point of coming tuu earth?
i wish i can slp fereva
dreaming of miie being xiao xi
being loved by them
if one dae he realli comes.
i am goin tuu beat him fer appearing so late
and let miie suffer.
i realli wish tuu hab a bf lyk chen feng.
the dae of habing a bf wun come
i noe it just wun come.




{{{*i am waiting pathetically.*}}}