so long nvr update my blog lerhs..
this few daes ah.. nth tuu do derhs..
during schl times wan holidae ..
bt during holidae osho dun wan schl daes..
haha ..
linshen came back from china le ..
我想我应该是还没写我小六会考的成绩吧？？
hmm ..
i gt 221 fer PSLE
english : B
maths : B
science : B
chinese : A*
higher chinese : distinction
nt happi wib my results..
hehe ..
tts all ..

我把头发剪短了
虽然很多人都说好看，我还是觉得有点怪怪的。。
可能是因为我不习惯吧
久而久之我会习惯的。。
拿回小六会考（小六离校考试）的成绩了
考得不理想
可是我想通了。。
我应该满足了。。
因为还有其他人的成绩比我差。。
而且他们比我更伤心..
努力不懈 勇往直前，把我这份伤心换成推动我读书的力量。。
只要笑一笑 没什么过不了
而且啊
不能轻言放弃，否则会对不起我自己。。
什么事情都会雨过天晴的啊！！
加油！！！

想像心正在起飞
漫步在地中海边
再见说过了以后
我离开你很远
自以为是的从容
不想你把心放空
却忘了旅行终究 得回头
我在 回来时把倔强遗忘在入境的门口
再也无处可躲
满身的失落
在这第九夜
没有你的我
终于开始感到寂寞
过去这期间
我的无所谓
全都是谎言
过了第九夜
我想用一切
回到十天前的世界
想念 那窗外却已天黑 天黑
过了第九夜
我终于了了解
幸福盛开在十天前



我坐在屋顶上哽咽湿了春天
想念在风和叶之间粘着昨天
阳光穿过了你的脸
在最美丽的云上面
像我识破你的谎言
当我爱你在最强烈

霎那间爱情不盼也不再鲜艳
我们等不到花盛开的季节
我还不了解你说的抱歉
是对不起我或甜蜜的从前
亮的天在我想你转眼变黑夜
我是来不及回家的麻雀
绕一圈一圈沿着你的脸
希望天黑以前飞出想念

眼泪要带着你彻底被风干
如果飞断了翅膀
让我掉落在天堂


敦煌古墓的沙粒
带着我们的记忆
我从半路看回去
这秦关漫漫好蜿踞
梦想穿过了西域
包含了多少的彩衣
埃及像一本游记
我会找寻它的密语
看月牙湾下的泪光
在丝路之上被遗忘
是谁的心哪 孤单地留下
他还好吗 我多想爱他
那永恒的泪 凝固那一句话
也许可能蒸发
是谁的爱啊 比泪水坚强
轻声呼唤 就让我融化
每一滴雨水 演化成我翅膀
向着我爱的人追吧

《这街上太拥挤　
太多人有秘密　
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪　
在还原那场雨　
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿　
又斑驳了几句　
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅　
隔遥远的距离　
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你　
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉　已经不对　
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对　
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配》

小六会考终于过了！！！！！！！！！！
太开心了
没有考试的滋味儿真好
哈哈
很轻松。。。

天空是绵绵的糖
就算塌下来又怎样
深呼吸甩开悲伤
生气像爆炸就大声唱
笑一笑没什麽大不了
雨下再大又怎样
乾脆开心的淋一场
彩虹是微笑的脸
难过就抬起头大声唱
彩虹是微笑的脸
悲伤bye bye 快乐不需要理由


『你的笑容太美丽　
带点孩子气
看着伤感的电影　
你会哭哭的
关于你不开心的事情　
别怕还有我在陪着你
开不开心　
都随风而去　
相信会雨过天晴
爱充满幻想的你　
整天为小事情担心
我会消除所有顾虑　
我会保护你
有些事情不用提　
彼此都很默契　
偶尔闹点小情绪　
我会让着你』

哈哈 如果有男生对我说第2段的话。。。
我一定超开心的
嘿嘿

为什么呢？？
没关系。
只要笑一笑 没什么过不了！

「不要轻言放弃 否则对不起自己。』

要有乌龟精神。。
要。。。 努力不懈 勇往直前 跑向终点！

笑一笑吧！～

这些照片好看吗？？
还有很多哦
可是不能放在网上
嘿嘿。。

啊!!!! 王传一很帅!!
嘿嘿
很喜欢他 ^^

最近啊
很多事情发生
上个星期考试
考PRELIM
就没来BLOG
嘿嘿
然后因为考完了
所以三天前
也就是星期天
我，姐姐，姐姐的男朋友，弟弟和YANI姐
一起去了PASIR RIS PARK 玩
我租了一辆两个人骑的脚车●
我坐前面而YANI姐坐后面
然后就骑啊骑
过后因为我要追上我姐姐
所以骑快了些，YANI姐的鞋就掉了
过后YANI姐和我弟弟换
同样的
我弟弟的鞋也掉了！
超好笑的
哈哈
在这里
我还看到马耶
你可以骑
可以摸它
也可以畏它
那匹马很可爱耶
身上的皮肤的颜色也很好看
而且它还会听人话哦！
我试过
真的会听
很可爱！！！
然后我们去一个
地方可是那个地方是在PASIR RIS PARK 里面
那个地方可以看到螃蟹还有MUDSKIPPER
可是我只看到螃蟹
没看到MUDSKIPPER
可惜耶
再过后。。。
我们去PASIR RIS PARK 的 PLAYGROUND
我几乎什么都玩
而且玩得好开心
我荡秋千荡得挺高的
可是要耗费很多力气
再再过后。。。
我玩ROLLER BLADE
嘿嘿
想不到吧
我也会哦
可是还是初学者
玩完后
就去ANG MO KIO 吃晚餐
我吃了很多！
很多很多
吃完后就回家了

这些都是上个星期天的事
来说说这个星期的事吧
这个星期。。
我拿回了试卷
全部科目的分数我都不满意
全部都不满意！！！！
而且我看了很生气！！！！！！
嗨。。。
英文最不好
可是科学我还没拿到
所以目前英文最不好
可是我真的很失望耶
没关系！
小六会考一定要考得很好
让我的父母为我骄傲！
等我拿到5科的总分后
我再告诉你我拿多少吧
呵呵
现在不说^^
×闭嘴×
^×^

我好想养狗
可是父母不让
可是我真的真的好想养一只啊
嗨
我想现在还是算了吧
我父母不可能会让我养的
不可能
所以勒
我等我长大后再养
哈哈

下个星期就是假期了！
好期待哦
想要快点假期


这几个星期啊
我都快没钱了
不是！
是已经没钱了
我还得买三个人的礼物耶
我哪来的钱去买啊
所以我需要省，省，省！
这样才不怕没钱
可是我现在真的没钱 T×T
嗨
算了吧
船到桥头自然直
一定会有钱的

我累了
不说了
拜拜喽！～ ^^

i simply hate mai sis!

很生气！！！！！！！！
无缘无故被老师骂了一顿因为我要还扫把！！
真气！
可是！！！
最让我生气的是另外一件事
今天在学校有节目
表演嘛
我的知己上台表演
因为她怕
所以老师要我坐在她旁边陪她弹钢琴
可是我没弹
我是去为她打气并且让她不要那么紧张
顺便帮她翻页子
因为我是她的知己
她的最好最好的朋友
所以我才有这个能力
弹完后
我们回各自的坐位
然后。。。
就有一群朋友问我：你干嘛在那里啊
听到这个我超气的！
你们又没有知己
懂什么啊
她是我的最好的朋友耶
我上去为她打个气不行啊
要你管啊
整天只会讲别人的坏话
自己也不想想自己有哪些缺点
他对我何等重要你懂吗
想想啊。。
要是给我知己听了，她一定很伤心
因为是她要我陪她的
而我却被人嘲笑
他们根本就不懂我跟她是怎样的感情
我差一点就要动手打他们了耶
不知好歹
敢得罪我大小姐
有你们好看！！
我知己叫晶精（JING JING)
想想她刚刚弹的歌。。。
一部部的画面浮现在我眼前
以前我和她在古筝课前，她都会弹钢琴给我听
而且还有很多有趣的事发生呢
晶精很单纯
不像其他同学
很气
不管了
拜拜

突然感到一种强烈的孤独感。。。
嗨。。 算了呗～

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
新加坡，生日快乐！！！！！

今天在学校拍的照片：








































哈哈
今天很好玩耶
很搞笑！！！
我还有照片没拿到
明天再放在BLOG里面
嘿嘿～

haha
todae after fo tang
we niid tuu take lift go down mahs.
gt one lizard outside the lift and the wall.
thn 6 gals went in.
we all together de.
gt liao tai. ouyang xiao jie. mai mama. jie. yani jie and miie!
we went in.
thn the lizard follow us in!!!!
it went in to the gap between the lift and the "platform"
thn we thot the lizard go down
thn we close the door
when closing half way the lizard come in to the lift!
such a small place
and the lizard so close tuu us.
of coz all scare la!
we down there scream here scream there.
jump here jump there.
haha
so funny
thn tt building de lift inside gt camera de.
thn outside of the lift can see wat ppl doin inside de.
thn i wonder gt ani ppl saw it anot
if gt so embarrassed la.
i feel lyk replaying the video.
as in
they gt record mahs.
i feel lyk taking it and replay it fer maiself tuu see
when i see i such laugh lyk hell de.
l0ls!
funny sia
=p

todae 1.6km RUN!!!!!!
haha
i love it so much la
haha
at first raining thn sae nbr go le
thn awhile the rain stop
thn sae can go le
our class down there cheer la
haha
i just simply love running
coz after i run i feel even more energetic
EVEN MORE ENERGETIC!
haha
i run the whole four round la!
nbr walk at all
hehe
so proud of maiself
haha
timing ishh : 10.02 min
haha
A liao lehhs!
so proud so proud
l0ls
after running i rest awhile thn i
run here run there jump here jump there
haha
i sot de
after runnning i feel so shuang
come bak hm
bathe
so shiok
ltr wan study
tml gt prelim oral
haha
i gt confident!
i duniie practice osho can get gd marks de
tts mai gd point
hehe

ytd twisted mai leg.
so pain and embarrassed norhs.
on the road lehhs
aiiya
dun care abt tt
todae went tuu buy bag
i no bag le
i hab been bringing yani jie and mai jie de bag tuu schl lorhs
thn i make spoil yani jie de bag
bt she sae nbm
haha
thn mai jie de bag osho make spoil le
bt nt tt bad
still can use
thn she nt happi
coz ishh her bf buy fer her de
and i nbr ask her i jiu use lerhs
haha =x
so went tuu buy bag todae
bought the same as wen wen and linshen
bt i buy diff color
the two of them bought the same
and i bought white
haha
85% of mai things all white de
haha
who ask miie lyk white and
white suit miie the best norhs
when i try the wen wen de bag horhs
weird weird derhs.
haha
so white still a better choice.
bt really quite niice de
even yani jie osho sae so
haha
i bought the bag at bugis street la
and i saw one shirt veriie niice!!!!
i lyk it alot la
zhen de zhen de hen xi huan
bt thn nt enuff money.
hais
sadistic
next time gt money le go there and buy again
haha
there alot of niice things.
realli
came home so late todae
haha
tired
bt thn still niid tuu rush hw
if nt i tonite duniid tuu slp lerhs
i NIID tuu do hw
sian
i dun wan do!!!
haha
buhhbyhh!!!~

terrribly SICK!!!!!

so jia lat norhs.
cough, sore throat, running nose, fever, sore eye...
整天就躺在床上
吃要
睡觉
天啊
很惨耶
我不喜欢生病啦
好希望能好起来
可是！！！！
有我姐姐，林深，雯雯的关心
我一定会很快好的
就算不快
可是也会开心一点
那就不会觉得那么辛苦
明天要上学了
不知道能不能在上学前好起来
我知道是不可能的
带病上学
嗨！～～
哎哟！！！
我忘了要说什么啦！！



我刚刚发现了几首很可爱很好听的歌
小孩子唱的哦！！！！
要的话。。
就来找我吧
MSN找我 ^^
我会很乐意地发给你

好想快点好起来哦！！！
真受不了！
PSLE真的快到了
要加倍努力
小六的学生们
加油哦！！！！
生病的滋味真不好
什么都不能吃
不说了
我要去歇息！
歇息！！！！！！！！
哈哈

i simply hate todae!
sore throat one whole dae.
i drink lyk 11 bottles of water le la!
still of no use.
kns.
veriie veriie veriie veriie pain pain pain lehhs!!!!
真的受不了!!!
太痛了
我现在说话都很难
折磨啊!!!!! TT
no mood tuu type le la.
buhhbyhh

昨天梦到我，雯雯和林深到了中华中学
不知道为什么
然后就要做什么华文测验的
怪怪的
好像是想要进入那间学校
可是！！！
中华里的老师却是我养正的老师
怪怪的
而且考我的华文老师是我现在的华文老师
哈哈
这个梦怪怪的啦
不管。
哈哈
昨天午觉睡太久了
晚上根本就睡不好
只睡了两三个小时
我不能写了
我还得赶去写作业和读书呢
等一下还得写信
明天要还我姨妈东西和给她一封信
哈哈
拜拜～

讨厌的姐姐
每次都弄我哭
我就不会做一个数学题
叫她教
她就把WORKING写出来
她说我看怎么做就会做了
可是不是每一题我都可以这样啊！！！！！！！！！！！！
真可恶
然后我教她解释给我听
她就在那里讲握
她说的人当然不会觉得很伤人
可是被讲的人会觉得很伤心啊
她也不是一生下来就会做了
也是别人教的嘛！！！！
她哪里可以这么说我！
我也不是天才啊
当然会有一些题不会啊
她根本就不知道我听了有多伤心
她也知道我很爱哭
难道她就要每次都弄我哭吗
还是我爸爸好
他耐心的教我
就算我还是不会
他还是一次又一次地解释给我听
那一题
让我爸爸解释了45分钟
还是我爸爸好
说道这儿
我又想哭了
而且我已经哭了
太感动了
我现在再继续写BLOG的话
我的眼睛就要哭红了
经天就整整哭了三四次了
嗨。。。
爱哭的我。。。

本来精神饱满的我
一到了英文课
就想睡觉了
根本提不起精神来听课
嘿嘿
应为讨厌英文嘛
哈哈
在回家的路上
突然有一只乌鸦飞过我耶
不是在上面飞过我
而是在我旁边飞过我
问题是！！！
它的翅膀竟然动到我的手！！
很吓人耶！！！
谁叫我怕鸟
哈哈
我这个人呀
真的是。。。
无话可说
哈哈
现在到家真的是太累了
哈哈
刚刚在华文课时
我才发现我写错作业了！！！
老师要我们做作业15
我却做了作业16！！
哈哈
我真是糊涂
算了
我现在要赶竟去冲凉
然后就要开始写作业读书了
就说道这儿啦
拜拜～

最近心事重重
所以就没写BLOG了
我也不知道要写些什么
就。。
就生活过得很平常
没什么有趣的事

dis few daes ah.
i duno wat tuu sae.
bt thn i veriie tired!!!!!!!
everydae osho veriie tired!!!!
everydae osho gt alot of hw.
hais
i nth tuu write la.
buhhbyhh

todae actually promised wen wen tuu be mai usual self
and i did. of coz
i promised wat
bt thn just two person todae spoil mai mood.
fumming wib anger.
真的很气很气
我就想早上开开心心地上学
开开心心地回家.
回家做功课 读书 睡觉 吃饭
难道这有错吗?
为什么要有人跟我吵呢?
我不想吵
真的不想吵
可是
我真的很恨那个破坏我一天的人
明明好好的
结果被那个人弄得一塌糊涂
讨厌!!!!!!
现在有说不出的气
气得说不出话来
每个人都有他的缺点嘛!!!!!
哪有人是十全十美的
我不喜欢每次被欺负时都默默地站在哪儿
不喜欢!!!!!!!
被人欺负时
我要勇敢地站出来 帮自己出头
就算会被人讨厌
我也要为自己出头
讨厌就讨厌
我让人讨厌 我自己也没法子啊
我是个叛逆的丫头
就是个叛逆的丫头
说什么就是个叛逆的丫头




我永远都不想跟你说话!!!
我不想跟你说话了!
讨厌你!!!!!!!!!!!!

i abt one week nbr tag le w0rhs.
因为没有什么好说所以就没写
其实也不是没有什么好写啦.
这几天是发生了很多事.
可是不便在这里说.
今天心情不是那么好
也不知为何
现在就想要痛痛快快地大吃一顿
好让我心情好些
可是我又担心如果我吃太多会吐
因为上回就是因为吃太饱而吐
没法子
嗨...
因为我不想说所以这次也不会写得很多..
所以就到此为止吧.
拜拜喽

今天最后一天啦!!!!
哈哈
高兴啦!
这次。。。
我又能睡久久啦！！！
还是不上学的好
免得整天要这么早起床。。
哈哈
不说这个了。
我现在这么高兴 哪儿能说这些对我来说是扫兴的东西呢！
嘿嘿
虽然功课很多
可是还是开心
因为不用看到老师的脸。
可是喔。。
虽然只是三天。
我还是会想念我的朋友
可是！！！！！！！
我现在就已经很想念他们了。
尤其是
我在学校的三位情同手足的好朋友
嗨哟。
说到这个
心就酸
还是别说这个的好
哈哈
我现在有事要做了。。
其实也不是什么大事啦。
就是。。。。。
去冲凉！！！！！！
哈哈！！！
拜拜喽！～

miie nw currently in schl
nt bad bahs??
haha
first time euu noe
hehe
todae damn jia lat
i keep yawning todae.
thn i canort write narhs!!!!
mai hand keeo shaking
osho dunoe whye leiis
thn i write tt time horhs
abit hard narhs
haha
sore eye again.
veriie red euu noe.
haha
aiiya
i osho dunoe wat tuu write norhs
todae mai teacher ah
so hot temper
think coz pregnant bahs
bt i realli dun lyk todae de her norhs
dis com so stupid
dun hab chinese thn make miie canort type chinese
haha
i wan go hm
veriie tired norhs
tired tired tired
even if i slp during afternoon osho no use de norhs
haha
ytd so funny
kind of lyk ytd when i am at hm wib mai family
coz fun mahs
haha
nw in schl
so sian
niid take one quiz
thn gt left time so let us suft the net
so come here norhs
dunoe whether can go friendster anot
wish can go msn and chat norhs
haha
aiiya
dun chat lerhs
i mean dun type lerhs
haha
even if type somemore osho nth tuu type
the oni thing in mai brain ishh..
SLP!
haha
i niid save monehh
so canort eat in schl
must save all mai pocket monehh
coz niid tuu pay fone bill
aiiya
dun eat jiu shi dun eat
haha.
还好老师现在不在这里 不然啊 就不能上网了
哈哈
其实啊
我早就不生佳俊的气咯
只是说。。。
要我先开口
我才不要勒
要嘛
就他先跟我说话。
可是我要等到一个星期后再跟他说话
因为我要看他会有多疯
哈哈
bt thn he canort make miie again..!
我很象很坏哦
现在突然想吃棒棒糖
嘿嘿
算了
反正我也没话说
那就
拜拜咯！~



{{{* 想唱一首歌 来解除我的心闷 *}}}

昨天又去逛街啦！！！
呵呵。
因为昨天是大热卖的最后一天嘛
当然不能错过啦！！
我和两位姐姐去。
哈哈
我们去新开的购物中心。
很大耶。
听说有180家商店。
真的很多好看的东西耶。
个个我都超喜欢！
对我来说他们都是我的宝贝。
看上了很多宝贝勒。
可是因为我没钱买所以就没买喽。
看上了超过10样物品。
可是只买成了两样！
就好像。。。
进了宝山，空手而回
太可惜了
可是我真的很喜欢！！！！！！！！！
喜欢得受不了。。。
嗨哟。。
逛街后。
去了一个地方。。
不知道怎么说啦。
就一个桥而已嘛
哎呀。
不会说就是不会说啦。
过后我们去Suntec City去吃晚餐。
我姐姐说那里的炒饭好吃。
可是我根本就不觉得！！！
不好吃的
都没味道。
哎呀。
就不好吃啦
吃完后。
因为要去对面的巴士站，
我们必须走过一个天桥。
当我还在天桥的一半时 （还在走路〕
我鞋子突然坏啦！！！！！
我还需要走一段路去巴士站
搭巴士后
还需要走多一段路才会到家耶。
气死我了！！！！！
昨天根本就不好玩嘛
因为
我要的东西都买不成
过后又是鞋子坏了
你看我惨不惨啊。
嗨哟！！！！！
算了。
说了就气
拜拜！～

迷宫

究竟你想什么但眼泪骗不了我
如果是命定恋人为何还要对我
如此这样残忍
记得你曾说过有个爱情迷宫
只要我们能够碰头就能天长地久
如果真的爱我就别管怎么传说
让自尊它无情捉弄
关什么永恒不永恒
我不要自己一个人
去面对未知的迷宫
眼看着幸福就在前头却无法到手
不要自己一个人无助的盲目去摸索
爱你我像个小偷
终于有了选择
我不是你的晴空
你的心不爱我
只能继续委屈
做她的替代品
记得你曾说过有个爱情迷宫
只要我们能够碰头就能天长地久
如果真的爱我就别管怎么传说
让自尊它无情捉弄
关什么永恒不永恒
我不要自己一个人
去面对未知的迷宫
眼看着幸福就在前头却无法到手
不要自己一个人无助的盲目去摸索
爱你我像个小偷
我不要自己一个人
去面对未知的迷宫
眼看着幸福就在前头却无法到手
不要自己一个人无助的盲目去摸索
我可以装做不懂你不爱我

{{{*风温柔的侵袭 也许飘来好消息*}}}

嗨呦!
今天可糟了.
哈哈
可是以我的个性.
今天什么事情都不会破坏我的心情.
哈哈
今天早上我根本就起不来嘛!!!!
哈哈
我就躺在哪儿.
不要起床.
哈哈.
很懒吧?
这也不可以怪我嘛.
昨天我差不多两点半才睡耶.
不是我不要睡觉啦.
是因为...
我根本就睡不着!!!!!
所以呢.
根本就不能怪我
哈哈!!
因为早上需要上学.
所以要起得特别早
可恶.
这么早干嘛
人家要睡觉耶!!!!
你不要我要呢!!
哈哈
我发疯了.
然后要出门时.
肚子就突然痛.
也不知道为什么.
然后一路到学校都很痛.
在学校的三个小时也很痛.
也不知道为什么.
就是这样喽.
上课时我还要睡要睡的.
就懒洋洋的
哈哈
我不知道今天会有默写耶
还好我今天早上学了.
不然啊
我还真不知道今天有默写.
哈哈.
所以就临时赶快把它背完
应该是会拿满分吧.
我相信我的实力
YEAH!
终于熬过了三个小时
可是...
还有明天...
还有明天的明天... ...!!!!!!
啊！！！！！！！！！
快疯了。
老师也太无情了吧。
整天要我们赶功课。
她不累我们可累耶。
哈哈。
不抱怨了啦
反证多补课也不见得是件坏事。
不说了。
拜拜！～

Some test i took. found it from mai sis blog.
bored tuu death so do norhs.
haha.
fun leiis.
go try osho larhs.

Your Birth Month is April

You are trustworthy and highly ethical in all facets of life. Helpful and steady, you are able to solve any problem. Your soul reflects: Bliss, playfulness, and curiosity Your gemstone: Diamond Your flower: Sweet Pea Your colors: Yellow and red

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Your Birthdate: April 7

Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words. Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take. You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it! Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2 You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Your EQ is 100

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

Your Love Number is 1

You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argument You take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective. You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart. At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around.

What Is Your Love Number?

昨天真好玩.
就只是我怕被丢进海而已.
丢我进游泳池我还不怕嘞.
可是把我丢进海我就会怕啦.
我怕被海浪冲走.
昨天回家冲凉后就去睡觉了.
真的很累
哈哈
那时才九点多十点而已.
睡到今天十一点多呢!
哈哈
很久吧.
起床时
脚还蛮痛的.
所以没怎么走.
就坐在我姐的床上
陪她看电视.
在电脑看啦.
哈哈
就看呀看呀
看到现在.
因为她要出去所以就没再看了.
嗨哟.
好无聊啊.
算了.
我还是去读书好了.
都没事干.
哈哈.
去做功课了.
拜拜.
噢!
我忘了说..
jah joon. 玩的开心点还有顺风!
再见啦!

HAIYA!!!!
go beach lerhs.
come bak hm so lang bei.
haha
all thks tuu jah joon and ying xiang larhs.
push miie into the sea.
我怕喽!
我怕我会淹死
haha
cut mai leg just nw
dunoe by wat
bt veriie pain
get cut when they throw miie in to the sea.
很痛耶
thn they go bury mai whole leg into the sand
whole leg leiis.
the sand on mai leg veriie heavy
hw i feel larhs.
thn in the end mai hair, shirt, short all wet.
haha.
hard tuu walk leiis.
i walk tt time veriie pain norhs.
thn at mai hse de interchange there horhs
coz mai slipper below still gt alot of sand
thn i walk tt time i slipped and i omost fell.
bt heng mai sis hold miie.
luckily i nbr fall down.
if nt so dui lian
haha
come bak hm first thing ishh bathe.
canort tahan
haha.
i do study lerhs.
buhhbyhh.

AHHHHH TIRED!!!!!!!!!
so tired.
ytd de ytd nite i 3 plus thn slp thn wake up so early
hai wo ytd whole dae lyk no energy lyk tt.
i ytd whole dae study la.
even more tired.
thn ytd nite i canort even slp
untill todae morning 6 plus thn i manage tuu slp
till 7 plus oni..
i hr nia.
thn i try slp again.
so from 8 plus slp till 10 plus
so total i oni slp 3 hr plus oni
sian
dis few daes i slp so little
thn drink water osho veriie little.
pimples come out liao.
haha.
todae still hab tuu study.
HAIYO!!!!! 很累耶!!!!
canort tahan.
after study goin tuu beach.
at least can relax abit.
haha.
if i whole dae study fer one month i can go crazy.
realli.



{{{* 恶作剧 *}}}

Todae morning early early jiu go out liao
meet jia jun
go tampinese there tuu cancel mai sis de insurance.
thn we go shopping
thn go arcade
haha
thn jiu go eat.
i eat the slowest la!
bt thn mai plate gt the most leiis
and i one person eat one plate leiis
mai bro osho gt go la.
so total 4 ppl
miie, mai sis, mai bro, jia jun
eat finish liao we go hougang de bb court
plae bb.
plae half wae ying xiang come
he late abit coz he went tuu the wrong bb court
hehe
so long nbr plae lerhs
plae untill quite fun
hehe
bt thn after plaeing so so so so tired!!!!!
i listen tuu mp3 thn omost fell aslp
haha
thn i lazy tuu take bus so ask mai papa tuu fetch miie home
haha
on the wae i slp
untill so so so so sweet!!!!!
come hm eat dinner liao thn eat ice-cream
haha!

WA~~~ i wan cry le
i wan watch DVD osho canort
i dun wan go plae bowling wib her thn she dun let miie watch DVD
whr gt such thingS?
i osho dun lyk tuu plae bowling
wo zhen de bu xi huan
the most i ownself go buy norhs
whye owaes lyk tt treat miie derhs
i am nt their slave
i hab the rite tuu sae no mahs
somemore she still wearing mai shorts
TT

HAPPIIE B'DAE CHIOU LING JIE!
MAI DA JIE! REAL LIFE DERHS
hehe
嗨! 我又回来了!
todae celebrate mai sis derh b'dae.
quite fun.
realli realli quite fun
or maebe fun
haha
they at first eat steam boat.
i nbr eat norhs!!!!
mai sis fwen too mani thn i niid wait fer them tuu eat finish thn i can eat
by the time they eat finish i no mood tuu eat liao
haha
they they plae
some come and watch DVD/VCD with miie
hehe
they cut cake
so sui
mai sis ask miie be camera woman
thn she still suan miie sae i lousy camera woman
i lousy thn dun ask miie take la!
haha
thn cut cake
eat cake
ehh
the cake veriie niice lehhs.
i lyk it alot
its chocolate pepermint flavor
haha
sort of mai fav.
hehe
miie and mai sis de 口味 ishh omost the same de narhs.
hehe
thn horhs.
after all of ate the cake,
they go take the cream go put on mai sis de face
coz the cream ishh red derhs
thn her face lyk gt blood lyk tt
haha
so oily norhs the cream
thn all of them gt cream on their face
bt mai sis the most
95 percent of her face
haha
bt thn heng i clever
i nbr tio
haha!
mai sis hair osho gt norhs
haha
i wear untill veriie niice norhs
orkaiie la
nt veriie
bt quite
hehe
of coz i gt put make up la
hair osho specially go make
haha
todae i watch finish 爱情魔法师
i spend 4 daes tuu watch finish the whole thing
so long
haha
i watch MVP 情人 oni niid 2 and a half dae
bt i spent 4 daes tuu watch 爱情魔法师
haha
next i goin tuu watch tian guo de jia yi or else
e zuo ju zhi wen
haha
thn after dis two still gt another one.
hehe
bt thn mondae niid go schl lerhs
better do finish hw first thn watch
if nt ah
die liao
haha
i doubt i gt other things tuu sae lerhs
haha
i nw go do hw
so tt i can watch VCD earlier
haha
buhhbyhh!!



{{{* 爱情在这世界上是无法避免的 *}}}

hehe..
dis few daes quite busy so nbr write blog
sriie tuu mai dearest fwen ying..
hehe
coz she keep coming mai blog just tuu read mai post
haha
dis few daes busy on watching VCD / DVD
and reading 爱情小说
haha
actually i long ago treat mai dis blog as mai veriie gd fwen
i wrote all mai feelings here.
dunoe why
dunoe whether i shld start on mai guzheng again or nt
i nbr plae fer 1 month lerhs
dunoe larhs
hais
i think i noe whye no ppl lyk miie lerhs
bt i canort write
coz its a secret.
hehe ^^
tml mai sis b'dae
dunoe wat tuu do
just waiting fer cake tuu eat
haha
i greedy pig
XD
canort blame miie marhs
i just simply love cake
sometimes can even take the cream put on ppl face
hahA!!!!
tml wear niice niice lerhs.
most probably wear tube.
^^
tml
wake up early in the morning
first thing ishh tuu get prepared!
i will go make mai hair
make "messy" hair
i wan put make up
bt thn mai mama sure sae canort derhs
she dun lyk miie tuu put make up
bt i owaes put with0ut her noeing
bt thn tml she take off dae..
hais
so sad
i wan cut hair
thn can dress niice niice
i lubb tuu be pretty
coz lyk tt thn gt bois lyk mahs
haha
aniwae
everygal wants tuu be pretty wat
so no blame fer tt
hehe!
i believe 上天一定自由安排
sure gib miie one niice niice de guy
^^
i will wait
dis ishh a test on mai patients
bt i will nt gib up although
sometimes i will realli realli sad
realli realli lonely
bt bo bian
when tt person wants tuu come
he will come
when tt person dun wan tuu come
he wun come
wat belong tuu miie ishh mine
no one can snatch
wat does nt belong tuu miie
no matter wat i do osho canort get it
so...
i will wait
no matter wat i osho will wait
aniwae till nw i still haben found one tt i lyk
and osho so far no one lyk miie
maebe gt bt ishh just tt i dunoe
MAEBE oni la
can be the truth osho can be fake
keke
i nw adaes watching : ai qing mo fa shi
quite niice
quite funny
bt same time abit sad
aiya
both sad and happiie larhs.
hehe
waiting waiting waiting
hehe
i sometimes horhs
see mai fwen gt stead i osho abit jealous
haha
bt nbm!



{{{* patients, i will wait *}}}

todae super unhappiie.
cried twice.
I HATE MAI LIFE AND I OSHO HATE HER
我最讨厌别人私自动我的东西!!!!
她根本就没有资格动我的东西!!!!
如果我动她的东西 , 她也会不高兴的嘛!!!!
真的很讨厌耶!!!!
她还说要把我赶出门.
就是因为她所说的每一句话都有着 '愤怒' 的语气
才让我从小就讨厌她
才让我这么叛逆, 野蛮与任性.
都是她的错!!!!
我最最最讨厌别人私自动我的东西
这是我从小到大很讨厌的事
她根本就不了解我
我讨厌!!!我讨厌!!!我讨厌!!!我讨厌!!!我讨厌!!!我讨厌!!!



{{{* 人生就是一场梦 *}}}

haiyoo!!!!!
todae morning sian sian
no show tuu watch derhs
thn ii go blame mai father
coz i few daes ago ask hiim borrow VCD
thn he forget
thn nw i no show watch
so sian
thn i go mai mother's bed and read story book
haha
read, read, read abt i hr plus
suddenly the weather so cold la!!!
thn i stomachache
stupid
thn i no mood tuu read liao
thn i go mai sis bed lie down
still cold
so i wear jacket and put blanket
thick de leiis
thn i found out tt
ishh coz i nbr eat tts whye pain
thn go eat something
jiu slowly slowly orkaiie le
haha
i so stupid
l0ls
thn i lazy
dun feel lyk moving
two daes ago plan hao hao de
wan go running
thn nw dun feel lyk goin liao
thn mai father keep ask miie go
thn i think
aiya
sui bian la
dun care
so just go norhs
haha
reach mai target!
ran 6 rounds
haha
stadium
l0ls
after running feel lyk wan drop lyk tt
coz when i stop
mai leg jiu lyk wan melt liao
haha
mai mama oni run 2 round
haha
no la
nt run
ishh run 1 round walk 1 round
haha
thn mai didi run 3 rounds nia
hehe
i and mai father ran 6 rounds
haha
mai mama sae next time wan tuu run at least 3 rounds
bt i doubt she can
haha
thn we go the fitness place there
so fun
beside the tracks oni
haha
i down there lyk habing mai concert lyk tt
sing and sing
l0ls
aiiya
just veriie fun
hehe
thn walk hm
hehe =p




{{{*我们一起打勾勾*}}}

haha..
todae went out wib jing jing
first time since i noe her
hehe
went tuu watch movie
pirate of the carribean
orkaiie la the show. nt bad
the show last fer abt 3 hr
thn i wear sleeveless and super duper short jeans
thn i nbr bring jacket
so damn cold la
hehe
after movie we go arcade
get so mani sweets bak
haha
thn try tuu get dolls
bt thn so hard de norhs
grab liao
thn moving tt time it drop
i wonder if anione get tt before
coz i osho one
the winnie the pooh so cute la
i wan
after arcade we went tuu the machine type of minimelt
so cute la
the wae the machine funtion
haha
thn bought japenese crispy seaweed
haha
nw eating =x
yummm~~~
sort of hab fun
haha
intend tuu run tml
increase one more round tuu 6 round
=)
thn fridae go skipping
hehe
exercise..
fer miie tuu jian fei
hehe
lyk tt thn gt bois lyk mahs
no bois will wan fat gal.
^^


{{{*love, love, love*}}}

todae went running.
haha
ran 5 rounds
niice rite?
orkaiie la
XD
sure gt ppl run more than miie de mahs
bt i normally oni run 2 or 3 rounds de
haha
run liao felt veriie relax
lyk no more stress ans trouble lyk tt
hehe.
aniwae its a gd exercise mahs
haha
i think thiis holidae will run more
haha


{{{*不要轻言放弃 否则对不起自己*}}}

虽然我自己不说.
我知道我自己是多么的想要一个男朋友
每次看戏时
我都会哭.
哭的不是因为很感人.
是因为
我自己在想:我的他几时才会来.
我自己已无法控制自己的情绪.
有时.
我会放声大哭.
就像一个小孩子.
可是我自己也没办法呀
你们根本就不懂我的感受.
我是真的需要一个人.
一个真正爱我的人
一个真的体贴我的人
一个真正关心我的人
一个能包容我的人
一个会为我什么事都做的人
一个永远会替我着想的人
一个会把我放在第一的人
一个真正了解我的人
一个永远站在我这边的人
一个信任我的人
一个永远心都随着我的人.
我好希望我的白马王子会出现越早越好.
可是...
这一天会来临吗?
我能等到这一天吗?
希望如此吧.
真的好希望我的他会来.
刚刚我就已经哭了.
哭了好久.
一想到我没有男朋友.
我就想哭.
你可能看我很坚强
可是我根本就不是!!
我的心本来就很脆弱
可是却总是爱逞强
我只是一个没有人爱的人
我想以后...
我不会再这么吵了吧.
不会那么乐观了吧.


{{{* 我的真命天子会来吗? *}}}

totally heartbreak le.
i rewatch MVP qing ren again.
and i can't stop maiself from thinking if one dae i would be lyk xiaoxi.
two bois jio her.
and they both nbr gib up
and they both are veriie sweet.
will i be lyk her one dae?
hw i wish i can.
bt it just won't happen
no bois in dis world will ever lyk me.
and no bois in dis world will be lyk the two bois.
ppl nw adaes easily gib up.
rejected once and they gib up
bt i realli still can't help bt sad.
i feel pathetic.
i felt tt i am a loser.
see hw xiao xi.
i felt tt i am realli a failure compared tuu her
she's so gd tuu her fwens no matter wat.
facing relationships.
ishh owaes tt strong.
i love their love story
and i wish mai love story will be lyk tt osho.
bt dis dae will nbr come.
and i nbr look upon on it.
coz i oreadi noe dis dae wun come.
the only thing i could do ishh
dreaming of me being her.
will dis dae come?
i hope so.
whye am i owaes the one who suffer?
i wan a bf.
simple enuf
charactor lyk one of the two bois jiu enuf le
whye can't i met someone lyk tt.
maebe ishh becoz of mai temper le bahs.
i will change.
i will change and one dae be lyk her.
i dunoe whether i shld wait anot.
wat i feel nw ishh lyk
i come tuu earth fer waT?
wats the point of coming tuu earth?
i wish i can slp fereva
dreaming of miie being xiao xi
being loved by them
if one dae he realli comes.
i am goin tuu beat him fer appearing so late
and let miie suffer.
i realli wish tuu hab a bf lyk chen feng.
the dae of habing a bf wun come
i noe it just wun come.




{{{*i am waiting pathetically.*}}}

KE HUI!! GRATS ON WINNING!~
todae went tuu suntec city tuu support ke hui!!!
hehe..
she win prices..
she went in tuu 30 top
haha
we so proud of her
we 2.45 thn go there..
gt schlbus fetch.
l0ls
before tt..
i and wen wen and agnes plae lyk crazy
haha
veriie fun norhs..
ii plae till veriie sot..
haha
nt lyk wat euu think in eur mind nw.
l0ls..
thn ard 6.15 thn reach schl
come bak hm so tired..
bt had a fun dae todae..
ltr go bathe and hab a sweet and niice slp
=)
aniwae tml osho duniid go schl.
haha
can slp lyk a pig le..
hehe


{{{*世上的男人没有一个是好的!*}}}

dis few daes gt quite alot of ppl jio miie..
sian..
first...
alvin
bt sadistic.. i dun lyk him
bt thn he still pesters miie.
second
kenshin
he too old fer miie..
excuse XD
bt i realli dun lyk him mahs.
third..
yao kang.
i bet he flirt de
and i oni noe him fer 1 dae.. ==

hw i wish i can hab another b'dae
coz dis yr mai b'dae nt fun
i just collect present and went no whr else..
i wan go and plaE!!!!
hais..
holidae coming lerhs..
thinkin of whr tuu go bt duniid spend monehh de
coz ie dis few daes realli broke le.
tryin tuu earn monehh
bt dunoe whr can..
holidae..
lookin fer bf le.
hope can find one tts trustable.
haha.
i lyk tok alort of rubbishh lehhs.
maebe?
dis few daes super sian norhs.
thn bobian.
i at hm take one bk read
thn turn out nt bad
haha.
bt i bet tt will be the oni bk i read.
coz i dun lyk read eng bk!
boredness and loneliness!


{{{*你总是在我的脑海里出现*}}}

yesterdae went out wib wen wen..
haha..
watch movie..
hehe...
actualli wan watch 200 pound beauty..
bt thn sold out liao the ticket..
thn bo bian...
watch spiderman 3..
orkaiie la the movie..
haha..
so cold la.!!!
before go watch movie..
i go wen wen hse..
put make up and dress maiself..
thn her dog so scare of miie
haha
bt thn horhs..
shld be i scare the dog leiis...
haha..
when i take mrt go wen wen hse tt time horhs
i the mrt..
gt two ppl keep starring at miie..
veriie irritating leiis..
haha...
aiya..
i dun feel lyk saeing liao leiis...
hehe..
lazy..
ltr goin Bishan park tuu run..
haha..
coz fats too much liao..
niid burn them le..
l0ls!
tired..
better go slp first..
ltr thn can go run
hehe!
buhhbyhh!


{{{*我靠着你不出声音*}}}

林深!!!! 路上要小心哦!~
今天真的好无聊啊!!~~
什么事都没得做...
闷得快爆炸了!!!!!!
找不到人聊..
嗨哟...
我多么想要去我朋友的家..
至少不会那么闷...
我好想出去玩..
可是我没钱..
我要出去...
我不要闷在家里

{{{*单方爱一个人真苦!!*}}}

todae sick!
sick till veriie jiia lat..
flu..
cough..
canort stand it..
i think coz just nw i go hm tt time still raining abit..
i gt umbrella bt thn i dun wan use..
thn walk under the rain..
nw flu
hais..
i now lyk half crying and half coughin..
hais..
dun feel lyk goin tuu schl...
i dun wan sick
i dun wan sick
i dun wan sick...
TT

{{{* 生病的滋味.. 真苦.. *}}}

hais...
nw thn i noe tt i still lubb mai ex..
bt nw canort do anithing le..
he nw nt in mai schl le..
abt one yr le..
and mai feelin fer him ishh still there..
at first wan tuu forget him..
totally forget him..
and i thought tt i forget him liao...
bt seriously..
i haben..
he nw ishh mai gd fwen...
if time can go bak..
i will sure cherish the time we had together..
i will let him hold mai hand let him hug let him kiss..
as long as he ishh happiie..
i am fine wib it.
i wish next time..
i and him will be together again...

mai results fer mai exam :
Chinese : A*
Higher Chinese: Distinction ( A )
Science : A
English : B
Maths : B

mai eng i get 73..
two marks tuu A la!!!!!!
thn mai maths dis time ishh the worst ever...
so sad lorhs..
i normally get 80 plus de..
bt its nt mai fault lorhs..
the paper ishh realli HARD
full of disappointment..

{{{*love ishh realli unpredictable*}}}

todae finally get bak mai chinese and higher chinese paper le..
nbr reach mai target..
veriie sad..
cried in schl..
veriie sad de lorhs!
oni fer paper..
mai chinese get 85/90
5 marks more tuu full marks leiis!!!
CA1 i can get full marks bt thn nw canort..
sian..
veriie sad..
thn mai overall marks ishh 91/100
just niice A*
bt thn ishh low A*
nt enuf fer miie..
i wan high A*
thn mai higher chinese i get 53/60
7 marks..
hais..
TT
veriie sad..
cried cried..
hais...
i will get:
1 A*
2 A
1 B

mai eng haben noe overall marks yet..
wish can get A
hais..
if all A thn oni left wib maths..
maths the paper ishh veriie tough..
if nt i can simply get A
veriie easily..
serious..
mai maths ishh top 10 de norhs..
hais..
dun sae le..
the more i sae the more i am sad...

{{{*我在等一个真心来对我好*}}}

todae went shoppin wib wen wen...
haha...
at first go plaza singapura..
go there buy linshen de present..
thn we go vivo city and harbour front centre...
and thn we went tuu ang mo kio hub..
wahaha...
nw there alot of things tuu shop le..
hehe
i am loving tt place...
hehe...
decorated mai fone..
niice leiis!!!!!
nbr regret decorating the fone..
pwink pwink..
haha...
wen wen todae so pretty...
thn she keep on saeing miie pretty and mai leg so niice...
l0ls..
true la..
=x
coz i wore a super duper short de jeans short..
we both wear the same short..
bt diff shirt la..
we walk walk till leg pain..
haha..
walk around 6 hours wib heels none stop..
wahaha..
hmmm...
nw tired le..
buhhbyhh...


{{{*love ishh owaes sweet bt depends on hw euu think*}}}

todae totalli SUX!!!!
simply just HATEtodae!
i got scolded for going bak to my seat.
coz behind got alot of bois very noisy..
keep toking.
thn teacher wan break them up so ask miie change place wib one of the guys there fer just todae de science period.
then i change norhs..
then left wib one min tuu bell ring..
thn i go bak mai seat tuu seat..
thn the teacher (she) go scold miie..
she sae wat...
"who ask euu tuu change bak tuu eur seat? "
thn i sae edna..
thn she sae : " ishh she eur teacher? get it right.. i am eur teacher nt her" and blah blah blah...
she sae wat i nor espect..
ehh.. left wib one min oni lehhs...
mai place wat..
she ishh totally insaned..
thn last period of lesson over liao thn i go toilet wib mai fwen..
simply just tuu go toilet nia..
thn another teacher scold us..
sae wat go toilet duniid tell her mehhs?
thn sae wat so wat if we in p6..
thn sae next tymm must tell her.. so tt they duniid wait fer us..
pls la..
after schl liao lehhs..
where we wan go osho can norhs..
toilet oni mahs..
osho nt sae go toilet plae...
and osho nobody ask her tuu wait fer us...
she wan go jiu go la..
plus somemore its after schl liao thn everybody all dismiss liao
thn she come scold us..
embarrassed la!
idiot..
fer nth gt thing osho come scold miie
they free i nt free leiis...


the oni thing i am happiie abt todae ishh tt...
mai science section A ishh upon 60 marks mahs..
thn i get 50 out of 60...
happiie coz i normally oni get 40++ de.. XD
so feel quite satisfied..
thn mai normal chinese de section A..
is upon 50 marks..
i get 48..
and i so damn sad...
i felt tt i am lousy...
truthfully..
i shld get full marks de..
2 marks lehhs!!!! alot euu noe!!!!
A VERIIE BIG BLOW TUU MIIE EUU NOE!!!
buay tahan..
heng at hm gt things fer miie tuu eat...
i eat and eat..
and drink and drink..
and at least still gt bloggiie fer miie tuu vent mai anger on..
hais...
2 weeks nbr slp well le..
except fer weekends la...
weekdaes which exam is on..
i totally canort slp at all larhs!
hmm...
i dun care liao.. i go slp..
tml last paper..
must get veriie gd marks.. MUST!
if i dun get i will kill maiself..
___*buhhbyhh*___





{{{*明明爱你的我 对你很执着*}}}

haha!!
todae chinese paper so damn EASY..!
easy like shiit.. XD
i wish i could get full mark f0r the paper..
most likely is can la..
hehe...
hmmm... tml science paper...
very scare sia..
teacher sae the paper will be super hard..
so i very scare..
plus somemore..
my worst subject is science norhs..
aiya..
dun care le la...
chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi

___*努力读书 一定会有成就*___

ONE OF MAI BURDEN ISHH GONE!!! SO DAMN HAPPIIE NW!!!
i just nw bathin tt time finally squeezed mai pimple le..
the oni pimple on mai whole face... mai face so niice thn one pimple down there..
veriie extra..
XD
the oni burden i have now is mai exam and u know waT?
i very scare my results.. tml is chinese paper..
i scare i canort do well in tt paper..
coz ii zui zai yi chinese so ii very scare...
CHINESE CHINESE CHINESE CHINESE CHINESE!!!!!!!

___*Love is all about total sadness*___

i am enjoying maiself slpin man... i whole dae slpin.. oni wake up eat thn slp again... of coz gt bathe la.. and i osho enjoy maiself eating osho.. haha.. i wake up and eat.. thn osho eat alot.. i am growing fat if i am gonna continue lyk dis.. haha.. bt thn... i wun grow fat tt easily.. XD
SAT GO RUN! WHO WAN PEI MIIE!? l0ls.. duniid.. i ownself go run.. used tuu it liao.. haha.. bt i scare i dis sat canort make it.. coz i scare ltr i slp thn wake up eat thn nbr go run.. must run must run!!! i will rmb de.. XD

pwurple pwurple pwiink pwiink whiite whiite...
mai fav colour.. bt thn i find tt pwurple best suit mai blog.. so i chose pwurple..

todae once i wake up oreadi my eyes like half close de.. MATHS PAPER LEHH!
die jiu you.. but then ii manage to do quite well for it.. wish ii can get good marks.. jiiay0uu! kambatehh! ^^


___* life is just like a movie. let the bygons be bygons. *___

although dis bloggiie ishh simple simple de... bt spent miie quite alot of times.. who ask miie so lousy.. XD
no la no la... actualliie i quite pro liao compared tuu those who doesn't noe hw make blog.. XD
simple ishh beauty... GET IT?

todae maths paper.. sian sian sian sian
tuu miie ishh orkaiie la.. bt thn horhs... tuu the whole p6.. they all sae hard hard.. l0ls.. and one more thing.. maths OWAES dun hab enuf tymm tuhh do derhs!

___*Love is sad*___

dis week paper 2.. once exam comes.. i canort slp at nite!!!!!!!!!! turn here turn there osho canort slp de!!! wan slp osho canort.. sian.. dis week last week of exam.. after dis week jiu no exam le.. jiiay0uu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hab confidence in maiself..
so wat if euu hao lian? ppl scold jiu scold.. wat ishh important ishh tt euu must hab confidence.. euu dun hab euu do wat osho no gd.. if euu keep saein euu bad meanin euu dun hab confidence so wat fer euu live.. live wibb joy.. CONFIDENCE!!!! i spent 12 yrs tuu understand dis.. =x
mai music test.. jiiay0uu! mai exams.. jiiay0uu! i sure can do well.. =D
tuu other ppl.. honesty ishh the best policy.. bt tuu miie..


___*c0nfiid3nc3 iishh th3 b3st poliicY*___

omg.. there i am.. tired again...
i read science guide book till i omost fell aslp.. nw so damn tired.. i read science guide bk tt time mai eyes ishh lyk closing closing de la... waSEHH!!!!! i nw super tired norhs.. betta go slp again.. i am goin tuu slp omost everydae every hour every min.. i just simply lubb slpin... nites tuu maiself.. *yawn*

nw i realise smth.. mai life ishh full of slp and eat and shoppin.. no other else.. nt even bf... nt even relationships... tts becoz mai real prince haben come.. if come i osho dunoe wat will happen.. bt so far.. every guy i stead before ishh lyk nth tuu miie... even brk i osho nt sad at all.. aiya... i dun care in the first place.. so wat fer i tok abt it.. the oni thing i noe ishh i just lubb slpin and eatin.. =D

omg.. haha.. todae i slp damn lots...
after those compo which drive miie crazy... i finally can slp a gd nite slp!!!
bt horhs... i lyk nt oni slp durin the nite leiis.. haha...
i ytd 8pm slp till 12.30 am thn i 1am slp again till todae mornin 8.05am and i late fer schl!!
thn i ask mai dad fetch miie if nt i realli realli veriie veriie veriie late... thn come hm from schl thn use com.. use awhile till ard 11.30am i go outside wib mai family eat lunch... thn go j8 de popular buy things thn shop abit.. realli abit oni... thn come hm ard 2pm.. come hm first thing i do again ishh slp!!!!! i slp till ard 5.30pm lyk tt... i slp damn hell lots luhh... ltr i goin tuu slp early.. ehh.. dis ishh oni one dae.. i exam ard 4 daes canort slp leiis.. i must slp enuf fer so mani daes.. might as well whole dae slp none stop.. XD
tired tired... i slp so much still tired... so... SLP MORE... haha..! =x

hais.. sian... few daes nbr slp at all.. coz of exam.. too stress le... todae finally last compo.. higher chinese compo... i wrote four pages.. i do finish tt time i left wib oni 1 min oni.. sian... thn so slpy... in class keep puttin mai head down de.. thn when listenin compre tt time i put mai head down and listen.. half aslp..
thn go ei leen hse... i so tired thn she still wan miie go her hse.. bt bo bian..i promise her de... thn do hw.. do and do... thn science.. thn until i buay ta han till i slp on her bed... realliie veriie tired norhs... i slp on her bed lyk oni half an hr nia...
bt oreadi veriie gd tt she let miie slp on her bed.. and i owaes go fwen hse slp... l0ls! omost every fwen de hse i go before osho i slp before de... TIRED!!!!!!!!! TTS ALL I CAN SAE!!!!!!!!! I GO SLP LIAO.. REALLI VERIIE TIRED... TTS FER ALL!!!!!!!!!

todae ishh a bad dae... MAI CHINESE COMPO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i shld write question 1 which i can just copy mai whole mo xie which i memorise it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FCUK~~
nt sae i do veriie bad fer mai compo la.. orkaiie la.. nt bad.. bt thn if i copy mai mo xie tt will be betta norhs.. IDIOT~~
feel lyk killin maiself... chinese ishh mai life la!!!!!!! WITHOUT CHINESE I MIGHT AS WELL DIE!!!!!!!
hais...
hw niice will it be if i could just simply ask someone tuu strangle miie tuu death... i wan die.. i dun wan live in dis world animore.. i noe if i die i will abandon him bt if mai chinese nt guud i live osho no use... no reason fer miie tuu live... WO SHI YI GE DA BEN ZHU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i lubb him.. bt i still wan die.. hais... he ask miie go his hse again either tml or tml de tml or both daes.. think i shld go??? see first bahs.. see whether i gt mood anot... hais... or maebe after exam thn i go bahs... i miisss him and his shoulder.. and his kiisss... muacks him... ^^

todae compo... l0ls... before compo i so scare... XD thn when doin compo tt tymm keep thinkin of dardar.. thinkin of him can make mai fear awae.. l0ls! tml meeting dar dar.. scare sia.. l0ls...
todae compo nt hard de.. nt challengin at all.. coz teacher let us do before one compo abt the same de.. actually i thought the paper will be a tough one bt in the end.. quite simple de.. l0ls!
wrote quite alot fer the compo.. haha.. when write finish tt time horhs.. the time oni left wib 4 mins.. haha.. thn faster check norhs... thn just in time... phew... hehe... after compo osho first thing think of dardar.. hehe.. i lubb him lots lots... he ishh mine and i am his.. nobody can steal him awae from miie and nobody can steal miie awae from him.. so excited tuu meet dardar tml.. sure hug and kiisss him lots de.. l0ls.. so sad tml canort wear tube go meet dar dar... coz of some stupid reason.. and it ishh realli a veriie stupid reason and tt stupid reason i hate it alot sia..... damn hell lots... i hate tt stupid reason.. thn make dardar canort see miie wear tube... next tymm ba dardar.. sure wear let euu see de.. ^^

我发现我真的实在离不开你.. 当你离我短短的三小时... 我一直挂念着你... 什么事都没做.. 满脑子里都是你.. 想你.. 我有多么希望你能回我的简讯... 我真的好想你!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dar...i realli miisss euu and lubb euu alot.. muacks...

todae sports dae... damn tired and hungry sia.. ><
s0 tired... from the first sports dae i attend till nw i nbr enjoyed a single one before... bt dis yr de sports dae so special.. enjoy maiself there quite alot.. =x
thn i nbr bring key... thn no one at hm.. thn i stuck outside of mai hse again... nt the first time liao.. ard 4... i sit on the floor outside mai door... haha... thn mai grandmother come bak and open the door fer miie.. bt i waited quite long euu noe... come bak hm first thing ishh lie on the bed... thn post.. ltr i goin tuu bathe and slp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i go bathe liao.. buhhbyhh

quarreled just nw... seriously if i think bak.. there's no niid fer us tuu quarrel.. both gals.. listen... maebe i shld be the one saein sriie as i am the one tt strt the quarrel first... if euu all realli think tt i offended euu.. i am here tuu apologise... i realli dun wan dis quarrel tuu affect our fwenship.. and i wish tt after dis quarrel.. our fwenship can be betta...

todae so unlucky... dun wanna see debbie in schl bt she keep appear infront of miie.. infront of her.. i am actin tt nth has happened.. bt actually everytime i saw her.. it makes miie rmb of wat happen.. which makes miie sad... hais... thn todae CCA teacher nt in guud mood.. thn some ppl plae too fast thn teacher scold... thn little bit things she osho scold.. bt seriously ah.. is we all de fault... er... nt the P6.. ishh the p5 and 4... she sae if those ppl goin tuu continue lyk tt... she's leavin.. and nt goin tuu teach us again.. she sae she will follow those p6 sae buhh byhh... hais... she sae those p6 de so nu li practise bt those p5 and 4 de anihw plae... so she sae she dun teach those p5 and 4 ppl new songs bt teach those p6 de... and one more thing.. i am in p6... =)
dis ishh the first time i see her so angriie.. hais.. i try go and get her number.. i wanna ask her something... i wanna ask wats mai grade... mai fwen sae i learn veriie fast... she sae i in grade 5... she sae i learn two yrs nia grade 5 liao.. fast... l0ls... i listen liao osho quite happiie.. coz didn't expect tuu be so fast.. i thot i still in grade 1 or 2...
haha!
todae mai eng teacher nbr come.. thn no hw... guud norhs.. coz tml no schl... tml sports dae.. haha!!!!! so shiok.. bt maebe i goin tuu sms her.. bt i dun dare.. i will nbr sms her again.. sms her veriie scary.. ><
come bak hm so late.. thn coz its before exam... teacher gib us bak all our files and book.. thn bag so damn heavy la!!!!! thn plus somemore i walk hm de leiis... and i carryin sling bag... mai shoulder bloody hell pain nw.... if HE can massage fer miie nw... hw niice will tt be.. l0ls!
come bak hm post.. as in i nw postin.. haha!!! post finish liao niid go study.. haiyo.. tired sia.. aiya nbm...oni dis yr.. after PSLE can plae lyk hell le... =) go study liao.. hehe... buhhbyhh!

HE realli cheer miie up.. and nw i noe whye i so sad le...
its becoz i felt lonely without debbie.. mai veriie veriie guud fwen...
just dis few daes she lyk ignore miie lyk tt... or lyk.. nt free tuu pei wo lyk tt.. tts whye...
i noe le.. bt we two sae hao le.. everything ishh fine nw.. bt mai heart still hab a veriie big scar cause by her... nbm its orkaiie... time will recover every wound...
i am realli sacrifising maiself.... just feel lyk cryin.. bt i noe.. the oni wae ishh miie sacrifising...
wei le peng you.. wo yuan yi xi sheng...
debbie.. if euu are lookin at dis.. i hope euu understand hw i feel.. TT

the weather todae realli suits mai heart... it has been raining since afternoon..
i walked under the rain bak hm... totally wet.. from head tuu toe...
the weather ishh lyk mai heart... it is rainin (weather ) while mai heart ishh cryin...
its nt tt i am out of love... HE ishh still here wib miie... bt somethings happen.. which i osho dunoe wat it is... its nt abt relationship...
its abt miie i guess... i am the one tuu be blamed... 'so wat if i am top in class fer oral??? i am happiie fer nw.. bt oral is just an examination.. its NTH!' dis ishh wat i think... as in.. of coz.. i am happiie tuu get first.... bt the real thing tt makes miie moody and sad ishh nt abt schl...
most probably ishh miie and mai fwens or family... i seriously dunoe wat happened... i dunoe which part of mai dae makes miie sad... i oni noe tt i am hurt... badly hurt... i feel so lonely and i wanna hug HIM... i guess is nt mai family and fwens bt nw i realli dunoe which part of mai dae makes miie sad... i realli niid HIM nw... bt he ishh busy... its raining veriie heavily and same does mai heart... i actually went tuu one corner and cried just nw... i just wish tt HE can accompany miie nw and hug miie tightly without lettin go of miie... and i will osho nbr let go of HIM... nbr... dar.. i realli niid euu alot nw and fereva... TT

TODAE ORAL
at first veriie jing zhang bt thn horhs
after oral i so damn happiie...
coz... coz.. coz...
i gt super duper gd de comment from both language de teachers!!!!!!!!
see!!!!
i am shuang yu ren cai
=x
jkjk
haha!!!!!!
bt still veriie happiie...
when oral hao le and the first i wanna tell the gd news tuu ishh HIM
thn he muacks miie...
so niice....
i feel so proud of maiself... =)

todae i so hardworkin worhs!~~~~~~
from 1.30 pm study untill 6.15 pm...
rare...
first time study untill so long... bt i am nt surprise fer dis yr coz dis yr PSLE mahs...
keke
thn after tt... sms him... hmmmm.... orkaiie narhs...
bt felt lyk... sms-ing him ishh so damn niice... whole dae of sadness and once i sms him.. it brighten up mai life.... nw thn i realise hw much i niid him....

*^* I JUST WANNA BE EUR PWINCESS FEREVA *^*

WAAAAAAA!! PHEW!!!!!!
FINALLY I FINISH DOIN MAI BLOG LE!!
HARD WORK LEIIS!
spend abt 2 hrs thn finish de norhs!!!!!!
haha
bt the blog veriie veriie veriie niice niice niice!!! luv it alot alot alot!!!!
i muacks the blog.. THE BLOG
hehe... ^^

todae ishh the best dae...
singing the whole dae...
lyk as if i am in the heaven...
of coz la.. coz i lyk singing mahs
haha!

sian sian sian sian sian sian!!!
am i a little perfect pwincesS?
nahs i am nt...

i feel so bored.. feel so slpy and hungry...
filled wib hw and unhappiness
as time flies... mai trouble will follow the time...
bt.. is there anione who can help wib mai troubles?
some troubles ishh wat time canort take away...

todae teacher sae abt there's a flasher in serangoon neighbourhood.. which ishh whr i live
bt i sort of dun care...
coz i oreadi no mood liao..
i see things or sae wat all osho orhs nia...
if nt jiu shi food...
sian...
see!!!! i hab tuu do hw again...
hais..buhhbye

lyk wat i said.. as usual...
if i gt sore throat.. i sure gt flu and cough and fever...
sore throat and flu hao liao.. nw cough.. sian...
i am owaes the one tt gets sick...
maebe i am just a weak human..
todae noe quite a number of bad things... which i shld nt tell...
which actually hurts miie quite alot.... realli alot alot...


------------------Girls---------------------------are like apples-------------on trees.The best ones----------are at the top of the tree.--------The boys dont want to reach-----for the good ones because they---r afraid of falling and getting hurt.--Instead,they get the rotten apples-from the ground that arent as good,but easy.So the apples up top thinksomething wrong w/o them when in-reality they're amazing. They just-----have to wait for the right boy to----come along, the one who's------------brave enough to-------------------climb all-----------------------the way--------------------to the top-------------------of the tree---------


all man are cowards de narhs...
tts whye the good one nobody take de
all take rotten one...

sick jiu shi lyk dis..
everything went on nt smoothly at all
and wanna tell everyone.. i am cold-blooded...
i wun care anione from nw on...
SERIOUS!!!
came across somethinng todae...
eye contact ishh important...
todae linshen so funny.. read tt passage till whole face red.. she blushing.. she shy
l0ls
bt whole dae so sian... dare nt dun go fer the additional class coz mdm low todae super bad mood.. dun dare offend her... thn almost fell aslp during the additional class.. so boring.. thn i sms so mani ppl... thn tt ei leen still wan miie go her hse.. bt when go her hse liao lyk nt tired le.. go there plae.. l0ls.. thn go hm.. first thing ishh eat
l0ls!!! haha

actualliie horhs..
i dunooe wat i am doin...
i just miss the time when we were in the darkness which he keep staring at mai eyes...
xing shang?
i wish it was
hab alot of troubles dis few daes.. nt just of sotong ( vanessa ) but osho mai personal problems...
can't even slp at nite.. one dae slp around 2 hrs oni...
i mae seem tuu be happiie on mai face..
bt trust miie..
i am nt in mai heart...
i hab hurt mani ppl i suppose...
bt the one tt gets hurt the most ishh still miie...
when can euu ppl leave miie alone??
i can't control hw i feel and think...
i am tired of all dis...
i wish tuu live in a world all mai own so tt i wun be troubled...
bt...
ppl ard miie are as important...
i just dunooe wat i shld do nw... sometimes... i just feel lyk dying...
hais...

SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SIMPLY HATE TODAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WATEVA I SAE OSHO WRONG....!!!!!!!!!
FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEXT TIME I JUST DUN SAE ANITHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FEREVA DUN SAE ANITHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

todae went out...
meet someone..
thn watch movie..
thn see them plae arcade
thn meet debbie
thn pinch her face..
thn go walk walk..
thn come bak home...
reach hm hand , leg , back , shoulder , neck pain ( suan tong )
thn niid go fo tang..
veriie tired..
thn go eat...
make until mai WHOLE shirt dirty..
see miie so clumsy..
thn slp in the car..
thn come hm read ppl de blog
thn go mai blog
thn post...
thn slp again...
buhhbye

I WAN SLP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

烦死了我!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
整天面对着这么多男生.. 都不知道他们要做什么
都不知道怎样让他们滚开
我知道人人都讨厌我 但很像他们都很好这样
AIYA 随便他们爱怎样啦
我什么都不管了啦..
所以请不要来打扰我... 没事的话最好给我滚开!!!!!!

cried twice todae.. betta nt sae whye.. just veriie sad...
thn in the end criie untill both eye red red derhs.. swollen swollen derhs...
hais...

我很讨厌我的人身!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
生活为什么要这么苦?????
我活得好不开心!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
整个人就好像没了灵魂似的...
死了算了 不是更好吗?????
活得这么没意思 那不如死掉算了!




天网恢恢
我要合时才能逃过这个天网?
天意弄人..
要的时候就不给我.. 不要的时候才给我

恋爱是什么滋味?? 我到现在还搞不清楚.. 恋爱嘛.. 我还是真的不懂... 自从被男人欺骗以后.. 我就不知道恋爱的滋味了..

如果我有男朋友.. 而且在我跟他说分手时 , 如果我在哭的话 或者我说完就跑掉 , 我会希望我的男朋友会跑来追我.. 如果他有来追我 , 要求我再给他一次机会而且他会改 , 我一定会再给他一次机会 而且在我说好的时候 , 我会紧紧的拥抱他!

dunoe whye.. todae nt happiie at all.. one whole dae osho sad.. 就好像心里被创伤似的..
不知道为什么..
有说不出的伤感...
fer all i noe.. i am nt happiie.. dunoe whye.. dunoe how explain..
我觉得好像我自己不够好似的.. 好像别人都看便我.. 又好像是自己看便自己.. 嗨!

sa jiao??
hmm... keke.. i sort of lyk tuu sa jiao?? ><
bleahs.. i think ah.. i from small jiu sa jiao till now bahs.. and i osho think tt next time when i grow up i will still sa jiao.. XD


Elva??
hmm... keke.. i sort of lyk elva de song quite alot??
hehe.. yeapp!!! she newest album : 1087
tt album inside de song damn niice sia.. nt all .. bt most of it.. niice de norhs... hehe..

well.. i and him broke up coz i think tt we two nt suitable.. coz when i wib him.. i am nt maiself.. i dun hab troubles at all normally.. bt when i stead wib him.. i will lyk.. er... think abt alot of thinks?? and i used tuu be veriie veriie veriie cheerful in schl.. bt dunoe whye.. stead liao nt tt happiie..DUNOE NARHS!! and one more thing.. i talk alot derhs.. any single chance tuu talk i hab i will talk.. i wun wun tok derhs.. XD bt he owaes sae : l0ls or oic
then lyk tt i tok veriie xin ku mahs.. coz i tok alot derhs.. XD bt starting when brk gt a little bit sad. bt after few hrs liao jiu wun sad lerhs..coz ah.. i dun wan tuu remember mai past.. i wan tuu start " a new life " .. keke...

i wanna listen song.. song ishh part of mai life.. =p


BUHHBYE!!! DUN MISS MIIE WORHS!! AIYA.. CANORT NARHS.. MUST MISS MIIE... =P

feel lyk wantin tuu be alone.. alone..fereva alone.. coz there ishh no guy tt will cherish gals.. they plae wib gals feelin.. they dun treasure gals..
just becoz of bein cheated mani times by bois.. i became a cold blooded person.. i dunoe wats luv. wats luv? i once noe. but everything has gone out of mai mind.. i must prove tuu bois tt gals are nt tt easy tuu be bullied.. every mistake i made.. i osho grow. bois better watch out. i am nt the one tt ishh owaes get bullied by ppl. but neither am i goin tuu be the one tt bullies ppl. i am nt the one i used tuu be.. dun eva try tuu cheat miie bois.. bois are jerks.. fer every boi i noe.. are all jerks.. useless freaks.. study till sec dun wan study.. huh! two bois.. useless. i will wan tuu see their pathetic look. i am nt the one tt owaes keep quiet when get bullied.. i am nw cold-blooded. lets see who can make miie get bak tuu the old miie.. NO ONE!


i noe i ownself osho useless.. get bullied yet still keep quiet.. i am weak tts all i can sae.. the one tt looks strong in the appearance actually ishh weak.. tts wat i am... but i bet i wun so easily fall fer another guy bahs... unless... ...... .... ...... ...... ..... .... ....... ..... ..... think of eur own. dun ask miie. i am nt goin tuu tell.


the sad self of miie.. will stand up again and forget all of mai past. wateva bois i had been wib i will nt remember. and i will forget our relationship and them.. forget everything.

and i get tt clear lerhs.. i am goin tuu stand up and cr8 mai life story again.. i will forget the past and start mai life.. the same old caring and friendly fwen i will be lyk as before. of coz i will osho go into a relationship narhs.. bt dis time.. i am goin tuu choose the correct one.. nt the wrong one again.. and i think i will wait till after mai PSLE over liao then i will find bf barhs... ^^

EUR BLUFF MIIE DERHS!!!!!!!!!!
eur sae poke the shui pao nt pain then in the end i poke so pain de norhs!!! i almost cry out horhs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLUFF MIIE BLUFF MIIE EUR BLUFF MIIE!!!!!!!!!
so pain... sob.. TT

luviie luv

found mai prince??
YEAPP! I FOUNDED HIM!
he so guud tuu miie.. he made miie feel lyk a princess.
just luv him lots..!!!!
without him , i think mai life will be lifeless...
<3333333333333333333 him!!!!

dis ishh wat i wan mai future bf tuu sae tuu miie on mai b'dae... he doesn't niid tuu gib miie ani present... just these words and one hug plus a kiss will do...

the words are :
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
有我在你什么都不用怕
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
因为有你在
我的生命才会充满希望
都是因为你
我才不觉得孤单
因为你的存在
我改变了许多
是因为你
我才觉得我是幸福的
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望




Romantic bahs??? i will be super happiie if mai bf sae tt tuu miie...
but will there be ani guy who ishh willing tuu sae those words????

all this photo is take todae derhs... first photo so niice... got shuai ge peii miie take.. XD

Guys!!! i just wan mai life tuu be lyk those shows.. have a wonderful life (maybe hard time ) and find mai true luv (hard time but osho found the prince ).. just whye can't i be the same as them?? whye must mai life be so miserable??? iie just wan find mai true prince nia... canort mehhs?!?!?! lyk those show.. their bf treat them so guud which i envy so much!!!!!!!! i just wan tuu be lyk them... heaven!!!!! when can i then find mai true prince???? i just simply wan tuu be lyk them!!!!!!

3uU maK3 m!!3 wAnnA c0r 3uU !n th3 m!ddl3 0f th3 n!t3
3uU maK3 m!!3 wAnnA h0lD 3uU t!lL th3 m0rn!nG l!gHt

3uU maK3 m!!3 wAnnA XIANG (think)

3uU maK3 m!!3 wAnnA SHUO (sae)

3uU maK3 m!!3 wAnnA YONG BU FEN KAI (nvr be apart)

Hate maiself... dis ishh the worst valentines dae eva.... i hate it i hate it...

todae ishh valentines dae but it made miie hate it alot...

i just wish the fcuking hell tt theres no valentines dae...!!

lets stop toking abt dis le bahs.. saeing dis oni will make miie unhappi...

hahas... last few daes i go draw on mai hand... ><

but quite niice leiis.....

show euu ahs...

=D

hate maiself hate maiself....
i fall out of luv actually.. just feel lyk dying...
but in mai mind...
one thing keeps on going ard mai mind...
tt ishh : just forget him will do.. and go find another guy...
wa lau!
tts so hard norhs.... other ppl may do it.. but i dunnoe whether i can onot... i am such a failure.... i just hate maiself...
i dun wish tuu live animore le larhs!!

Disney Disney BABIES!!!

Disney Babies rox!!!
l0ls... er... i kinda of lyk addicted tuu some songs and some cartoons?? >.<
aniwae i am not tt big larhs.. 12 yrs old nia...
l0ls!!!
hmm... hehe...
i lyk disney babies!!!!!! and cinderalla.. l0ls!!
just how i wish i can be cinderalla..
found her prince...
hais....
song mahs... ishh tui hou by jay chou
niice lehh tt song... but i dunchh lyk tt singer...l0ls...
i wan the song but all muai fwens osho dunchh hab the song
hais...
sadistic gal miie...
but afterall... disney babies still the best!! all so cute de!!!

sad.. realli veriie sad..

Experience ppl saeing euu ugliie before???
Yes i did... it feels so terrible... plus somemore its from muai guudiie guudiie fwen.... its lyk... muai hard got one veriie veriie super super big hole... lyk as if a knife just stabbed on muai heart.... i hate it i hate it... although got ppl sae i chio got ppl sae i cute but just one person saeing miie ugly muai heart will break into thousands and millions of pieces... and tt person actually said it.... but i think i am okae okae... those ppl who sae miie chio sae miie cute canort cover the hole.... even if one thousand ppl sae i chio sae i cute osho not enuf fer the hole... but just tt one person sae i pretty and ishh the truth... she can totally cover the hole... but must be the truth... but the thing ishh.. WHEN SHE SAE IT... MUAI HEART REALLI HURTS AND I NOW I OMOST CRIED... EVEN IF MUAI DARLING MUAI BF COMFORT MIIE... OSHO CANORT MAKE MIIE HAPPI.. CANORT COVER THE HOLE... muai guudiie guudiie fwen... just by saeing tt... euu actually making miie hate euu fer the rest of muai life.... and dis person ishh not vanessa fer eur information... ishh another gal tt ishh closer tuu miie than vanessa....it realli hurts euu noe... now even sasuke comfort miie osho no use lerhs... too deep liao the cut/hole... the oni thing now i wanna do ishh tuu cry on muai aiai's chest... and hug him... the sadness i am suffering is no words can describe... kill miie will do!!!!!!!!! KILL MIIE!!!!!!!!!!! I DUCNHH WISH TUU LIVE IN DIS WORLD!!! I WAN DIE!!!! realli veriie sad... T.T

Wa Lau!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FCUK LARHS!!!

sian... hate muai family.. fer nth got thing osho scold miie... not happi osho scold miie... just when can they stop scolding miie?! they think wat?!?!?! i am their anger bin ahs??? fer once i sae.. I AM NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fcuk them off larhs... idiot freako.... Go Shopping they shop the things they lyk which i dunchh lyk then they scold miie... muai face got wat expression osho scold miie... its lyk... muai face got wat expression osho they decide... hey!!! tts muai own face lehhs.... i wan hab wat expression jiu hab wat expression... they dunchh hab the right tuu sae wat expression i shld hab!!!!!!!!!!!! wat i sae they osho must control... i am not a toy tt let them plae or fool ard..!! fer once again.. i sae... I AM NEITHER A TOY NOR A ANGER BIN!!! GET TAT CLEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FCUKERS! i wanna kill them.... oni by killing them will clear muai anger away....