IDIOT BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IDIOT FUCKER LA THE BOYS!!!!!!!!
in school we at somewhere near the bbc which is the fitness corner...
the boys got use the soccer ball go aim at me van and vivien...
then tt stupid van de kor kor don't wan come and help! yi shu cannot come...
the out of school liao... we go mc...
then we need to accompany vivien go back to radience...
on the way there tt stupid nian cai and guo liang la!!!!!!
we just go past nvr even do anything then tt idiot nian cai go use the soccer ball go kick and hit my leg and ear lehh!!!! i will be deaf de lor!!!!!!!
then they don't let van and vivien go...
they go use the soccer ball go hit van... somemore the soccer ball got needle de lehh...
then hit until van... then got blood... then when we going back home...
crossing the road... van almost fainted... kanna infected la! she almost fainted lor!!!
crossing the road half way lehh!!!!!
then i send her til her house down stairs ( i always do tt )
haizz... so idiot de those boys!
my nail polish kanna caught by my form teacher... heng she nvr scold..
does the boys treat us as human beings?????
we got blood de lehh!!!!!!
we got feeling de lehh!!!!
they no feeling not my problem lor!
how can they treat us like tt!!!!
its only tt we are girls mahh!
not much difference lor!
aren't we human beings?!?!?!?!
haizz....
had a quarrel with van and vivien...
i and van is the more we quarrel the more we are sisters...
tt means... : wo men yue chao jia,wo men de gan qing yue hao...
the more we quarrel.. the relationship increase...
don't misunderstood.. i mean those kind of like sisters or best friend...
i not les...
but i and vivien...
dunno la...
but i only noe i lost one mei mei which is vivien...
actually i wanted to comb her hair using my hand coz messy..
then it happened to be tangled so will be like pulling like tt...
then she go scold me...
wo shi chu zhi yu hao xin de!!!!
y am i always like tt de?
i mean good but it turn out bad..
i really wanna cry liao...
when i walking to mc i almost vomit lor..
also dunno y lehh... just suddenly wanna vomit..
i think coz i nvr eat...
i from morning till 7pm nvr eat...
then while walking.. i nvr even say a single word...
then send vivien home liao.. i and van walk... somewhere around CC there van say: don't be sad liao la...
and that time i almost cry out....
even now when i typing.. i also wanna cry...
sob...
i cannot tell wat happen la...
tt guy very wat lehh..
its not just this time lor...
this time is he watching something i don't mind..
but last time lehh???
very cold lehh...
plus somemore the weather also very cold...
i dunno wat to do le...
i feel like giving up... i very tired liao.. i don't feel like caring relationship problems...
i feel like giving up but i also don't feel like giving up leii...
hm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cannot give up...
i must not give up...
kambateh!!!!!