http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ml8Mxw1H2Xo
my instructor~~~
nicenice
must practice very very hard from now on!
jiayou~~~
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
do u really know how i feel?? do u really care abt me??
although i always look as though nth has happen but do ur really know how i feel?
do ur really want to know how i feel?
when ur have troubles and all that, i am always there
when ur are unhappy, i always know and be there for ur.
but are ur there for me?
i was damn upset today becoz of ur
i have not spoken more than 5 sentences today during curriculum time
and ur don't seem to care. do ur treat me as a friend??
everyday, ur treat me as though i am ur really gd friend bt when theres trouble or when i need ur, ur always leave me alone. i can list it out. i still rmb... these are my very gd friend, can u believe it? i don't even feel like talking to ur today!
one more thing
do u think that i can predict the future??
when ur go for outing, nobody ask me, maybe "haven ask" is an excuse.
but when we are going for the outing, ur nvr care abt me, all of u have someone to accompany ur, and know where are ur going before the outing, but what abt me?? nobody even ask wat am i going to do before the outing, i was alone and ur are my gd friends, yet.... forget it
I MAY BE STUPID BUT DON'T TAKE MY KINDNESS FOR GRANTED
if u are reading this post, dun have to think who is that person becoz thats u.
你们曾经想过要了解我吗??
为什么跟我那么要好的朋友不管我,跟我不熟的朋友却很关心我?
我对你们来说,到底是什么?不用你们回答,我也知道,我什么都不是
就像透明的一样,我就是个不重要的人。
每天笑嘻嘻的我、像没事一样的我,心里的挣扎你们懂吗??
你们还能算是我要好的朋友吗?!
即使我露出不开心的样子,你们也不在乎,那我有什么好说的?
class outing today, watched 吓到笑. accompanied wanyi and tessa to buy tickets, which i volunteered, becoz i have no where to go. thx to them, they made me happy,smiled, they accompanied me. becoz of them, i am willing to talk. bt yijin know when going in to the movie ,i was angry with the others.
during the movie,only the movie, i let myself go, i talked to them, laughed with them. bt who knows.......
although i always look as though nth has happen but do ur really know how i feel?
do ur really want to know how i feel?
when ur have troubles and all that, i am always there
when ur are unhappy, i always know and be there for ur.
but are ur there for me?
i was damn upset today becoz of ur
i have not spoken more than 5 sentences today during curriculum time
and ur don't seem to care. do ur treat me as a friend??
everyday, ur treat me as though i am ur really gd friend bt when theres trouble or when i need ur, ur always leave me alone. i can list it out. i still rmb... these are my very gd friend, can u believe it? i don't even feel like talking to ur today!
one more thing
do u think that i can predict the future??
when ur go for outing, nobody ask me, maybe "haven ask" is an excuse.
but when we are going for the outing, ur nvr care abt me, all of u have someone to accompany ur, and know where are ur going before the outing, but what abt me?? nobody even ask wat am i going to do before the outing, i was alone and ur are my gd friends, yet.... forget it
I MAY BE STUPID BUT DON'T TAKE MY KINDNESS FOR GRANTED
if u are reading this post, dun have to think who is that person becoz thats u.
你们曾经想过要了解我吗??
为什么跟我那么要好的朋友不管我,跟我不熟的朋友却很关心我?
我对你们来说,到底是什么?不用你们回答,我也知道,我什么都不是
就像透明的一样,我就是个不重要的人。
每天笑嘻嘻的我、像没事一样的我,心里的挣扎你们懂吗??
你们还能算是我要好的朋友吗?!
即使我露出不开心的样子,你们也不在乎,那我有什么好说的?
class outing today, watched 吓到笑. accompanied wanyi and tessa to buy tickets, which i volunteered, becoz i have no where to go. thx to them, they made me happy,smiled, they accompanied me. becoz of them, i am willing to talk. bt yijin know when going in to the movie ,i was angry with the others.
during the movie,only the movie, i let myself go, i talked to them, laughed with them. bt who knows.......
Friday, August 14, 2009
i hate money, money is the cause of all troubles
damn stress when counting money after school for the concert tickets
and becoz of lack of money and we don't know who never pay, i have to forked out money,i have to pay for duno who with my own money
ok, the counting process and everything, took me like one and a half hour, from 12.25pm to 2pm
and i have to rush home and get the clothes the customer wants and pass it to her. all becoz i have to earn money! again money!
and the customer was late, made me waited. while waiting, i was thinking whether should i still go and watch movie? i will pay even if i nvr go.
ltr on was even worst. coz the customer was late, i dun have enough time to take bus and reach there before the movie starts. so i called my father and ask whether he can fetch me anot. ltr in his car, i was scolded so badly, when i was alrdy in a bad mood. 我跟我爸吵架了,吵得很厉害……
went to watch movie with jinli, virginia, sharlene, cheryl, wanyi, daomin, geena and yingzhong. went to watch up. people watch movie in cinema, but i cried in cinema.... but after watching the show and crying, feltalot better. the show was funny, nice! took fotos, ate ice-cream after that. thx jinli for treating me ice-cream~
hais, i still have to worry abt my phonebill which is so damn expensive and i have to pay my own. really very expensive. money, money and money, i hate money!!!!!
one more thing, i FAILED MY MATHS COMMONTEST!
luckily i gt 80% for lit class test
but it is still bad. maths fail just by one mark... how?!
心里好空……
damn stress when counting money after school for the concert tickets
and becoz of lack of money and we don't know who never pay, i have to forked out money,i have to pay for duno who with my own money
ok, the counting process and everything, took me like one and a half hour, from 12.25pm to 2pm
and i have to rush home and get the clothes the customer wants and pass it to her. all becoz i have to earn money! again money!
and the customer was late, made me waited. while waiting, i was thinking whether should i still go and watch movie? i will pay even if i nvr go.
ltr on was even worst. coz the customer was late, i dun have enough time to take bus and reach there before the movie starts. so i called my father and ask whether he can fetch me anot. ltr in his car, i was scolded so badly, when i was alrdy in a bad mood. 我跟我爸吵架了,吵得很厉害……
went to watch movie with jinli, virginia, sharlene, cheryl, wanyi, daomin, geena and yingzhong. went to watch up. people watch movie in cinema, but i cried in cinema.... but after watching the show and crying, feltalot better. the show was funny, nice! took fotos, ate ice-cream after that. thx jinli for treating me ice-cream~
hais, i still have to worry abt my phonebill which is so damn expensive and i have to pay my own. really very expensive. money, money and money, i hate money!!!!!
one more thing, i FAILED MY MATHS COMMONTEST!
luckily i gt 80% for lit class test
but it is still bad. maths fail just by one mark... how?!
心里好空……
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
aiya.....
lazy to post lehhs....
ok, first of all, exams for today and ytd was ok~~ know how to do but duno whether correctly anot... dun care alrdy la, wait get back results jiu know le...
tml's exam is home econ and lit, have to memorise all those things.................
went to amk hub after schl with jinli, virginia, sharlene, daomin, cheryl
they went to pepper lunch to eat lunch so i accompanied them
after that went to the top level, outside the cinema, do the painting... erm, i duno wat is it called... ya, each of us do 2 alphabets, was quite fun, took alot of photos.
lazy to upload the photos in blog but i uploaded it in facebook. can go see yeah? =)
lazy to post lehhs....
ok, first of all, exams for today and ytd was ok~~ know how to do but duno whether correctly anot... dun care alrdy la, wait get back results jiu know le...
tml's exam is home econ and lit, have to memorise all those things.................
went to amk hub after schl with jinli, virginia, sharlene, daomin, cheryl
they went to pepper lunch to eat lunch so i accompanied them
after that went to the top level, outside the cinema, do the painting... erm, i duno wat is it called... ya, each of us do 2 alphabets, was quite fun, took alot of photos.
lazy to upload the photos in blog but i uploaded it in facebook. can go see yeah? =)
Thursday, August 06, 2009
ytd, some of the girls in our class, which is cheryl,sharlene,jinli,yijin,sinyei,tessa,nena(sorry if i missed out, cannort rmb), and the only boy,xiangli, stayed back to do the class decoration.
we did a good work!! haha
ltr on went amk hub with jinli, sharlene and daomin
after that we gt seperated. jinli and i together, sharlene and daomin together.
fotos can be found in jinli's blog : http://www.that-comicalcrazinesss.blogspot.com/
photos take by me~ yay~
we did a good work!! haha
ltr on went amk hub with jinli, sharlene and daomin
after that we gt seperated. jinli and i together, sharlene and daomin together.
fotos can be found in jinli's blog : http://www.that-comicalcrazinesss.blogspot.com/
photos take by me~ yay~
Monday, July 27, 2009
today wasn't so smooth afterall, was insulted by someone early in the morning.
i didn't really dare to go school cause i think that my hair looks weird. but ppl around me said that its ok.
i had been mentally prepared that i will be laughed at. but i have been laughed as a mushroom from long time ago and i still can tolerate although it somehow really hurts.
but i think it was too much to take a real mushroom and throw it at me... tried to hold back my tears but failed, tried to pretend everything was fine... felt so embarassed to cry infront of the whole class... but i did tried to hold back my tears.some people might think that its nothing but to me.... nvm, its over, its not worth it to think about it. i didn't scold him back. i just kept quiet, i don't know why. anyway, he doesn't worth my attention so i shouldn't be bothering about it. ya, thats it , 哭过了,笑过了,就没事了。
wasn't in the mood to go HCL so i went AMK hub with jinli, virginia, edward, ariel. they went pepper lunch to have their lunch so i accompanied them. looking at them eating while i can't eat anything, was very hungry! after eating and scaring some people, went walking around AMK hub for awhile then went back to school to look for teacher to find out about HCL homework and to explain why we aren't there. and ya, was successful. Virginia, edward and ariel went home. only me and jinli went back to explain.
after looking for teacher, went AMK hub AGAIN with jinli and shengjie and look at shengjie eat when i cannot eat a single thing AGAIN.
pathetic me, was really hungry lehhs! on the way to AMK hub, we ran under the rain from school carpark to busstop, was very cold! before coming back to school, i was like already saying i am very cold i am very cold. then still ran/walk under the rain. although cold, but it was so damn shiok!! keep laughing with jinli on the way to AMK hub.haha.
had a happy and quiet journey home though. thx to all my friends who comforted me. thanks jinli, virginia, wenwen, linshen, weiting, wenliang, keepin, wanyi, shengjie. thx alot.had a really good time with virginia, jinli and shengjie!
went home, started eating until i could not eat a thing anymore. had cheesecakes!~ was damn nice. haha, thats of coz, cause is i make one~
thats all for today. 明天会更好!
i didn't really dare to go school cause i think that my hair looks weird. but ppl around me said that its ok.
i had been mentally prepared that i will be laughed at. but i have been laughed as a mushroom from long time ago and i still can tolerate although it somehow really hurts.
but i think it was too much to take a real mushroom and throw it at me... tried to hold back my tears but failed, tried to pretend everything was fine... felt so embarassed to cry infront of the whole class... but i did tried to hold back my tears.some people might think that its nothing but to me.... nvm, its over, its not worth it to think about it. i didn't scold him back. i just kept quiet, i don't know why. anyway, he doesn't worth my attention so i shouldn't be bothering about it. ya, thats it , 哭过了,笑过了,就没事了。
wasn't in the mood to go HCL so i went AMK hub with jinli, virginia, edward, ariel. they went pepper lunch to have their lunch so i accompanied them. looking at them eating while i can't eat anything, was very hungry! after eating and scaring some people, went walking around AMK hub for awhile then went back to school to look for teacher to find out about HCL homework and to explain why we aren't there. and ya, was successful. Virginia, edward and ariel went home. only me and jinli went back to explain.
after looking for teacher, went AMK hub AGAIN with jinli and shengjie and look at shengjie eat when i cannot eat a single thing AGAIN.
pathetic me, was really hungry lehhs! on the way to AMK hub, we ran under the rain from school carpark to busstop, was very cold! before coming back to school, i was like already saying i am very cold i am very cold. then still ran/walk under the rain. although cold, but it was so damn shiok!! keep laughing with jinli on the way to AMK hub.haha.
had a happy and quiet journey home though. thx to all my friends who comforted me. thanks jinli, virginia, wenwen, linshen, weiting, wenliang, keepin, wanyi, shengjie. thx alot.had a really good time with virginia, jinli and shengjie!
went home, started eating until i could not eat a thing anymore. had cheesecakes!~ was damn nice. haha, thats of coz, cause is i make one~
thats all for today. 明天会更好!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)