haiyoo!!!!!
todae morning sian sian
no show tuu watch derhs
thn ii go blame mai father
coz i few daes ago ask hiim borrow VCD
thn he forget
thn nw i no show watch
so sian
thn i go mai mother's bed and read story book
haha
read, read, read abt i hr plus
suddenly the weather so cold la!!!
thn i stomachache
stupid
thn i no mood tuu read liao
thn i go mai sis bed lie down
still cold
so i wear jacket and put blanket
thick de leiis
thn i found out tt
ishh coz i nbr eat tts whye pain
thn go eat something
jiu slowly slowly orkaiie le
haha
i so stupid
l0ls
thn i lazy
dun feel lyk moving
two daes ago plan hao hao de
wan go running
thn nw dun feel lyk goin liao
thn mai father keep ask miie go
thn i think
aiya
sui bian la
dun care
so just go norhs
haha
reach mai target!
ran 6 rounds
haha
stadium
l0ls
after running feel lyk wan drop lyk tt
coz when i stop
mai leg jiu lyk wan melt liao
haha
mai mama oni run 2 round
haha
no la
nt run
ishh run 1 round walk 1 round
haha
thn mai didi run 3 rounds nia
hehe
i and mai father ran 6 rounds
haha
mai mama sae next time wan tuu run at least 3 rounds
bt i doubt she can
haha
thn we go the fitness place there
so fun
beside the tracks oni
haha
i down there lyk habing mai concert lyk tt
sing and sing
l0ls
aiiya
just veriie fun
hehe
thn walk hm
hehe =p




{{{*我们一起打勾勾*}}}

haha..
todae went out wib jing jing
first time since i noe her
hehe
went tuu watch movie
pirate of the carribean
orkaiie la the show. nt bad
the show last fer abt 3 hr
thn i wear sleeveless and super duper short jeans
thn i nbr bring jacket
so damn cold la
hehe
after movie we go arcade
get so mani sweets bak
haha
thn try tuu get dolls
bt thn so hard de norhs
grab liao
thn moving tt time it drop
i wonder if anione get tt before
coz i osho one
the winnie the pooh so cute la
i wan
after arcade we went tuu the machine type of minimelt
so cute la
the wae the machine funtion
haha
thn bought japenese crispy seaweed
haha
nw eating =x
yummm~~~
sort of hab fun
haha
intend tuu run tml
increase one more round tuu 6 round
=)
thn fridae go skipping
hehe
exercise..
fer miie tuu jian fei
hehe
lyk tt thn gt bois lyk mahs
no bois will wan fat gal.
^^


{{{*love, love, love*}}}

todae went running.
haha
ran 5 rounds
niice rite?
orkaiie la
XD
sure gt ppl run more than miie de mahs
bt i normally oni run 2 or 3 rounds de
haha
run liao felt veriie relax
lyk no more stress ans trouble lyk tt
hehe.
aniwae its a gd exercise mahs
haha
i think thiis holidae will run more
haha


{{{*不要轻言放弃 否则对不起自己*}}}

虽然我自己不说.
我知道我自己是多么的想要一个男朋友
每次看戏时
我都会哭.
哭的不是因为很感人.
是因为
我自己在想:我的他几时才会来.
我自己已无法控制自己的情绪.
有时.
我会放声大哭.
就像一个小孩子.
可是我自己也没办法呀
你们根本就不懂我的感受.
我是真的需要一个人.
一个真正爱我的人
一个真的体贴我的人
一个真正关心我的人
一个能包容我的人
一个会为我什么事都做的人
一个永远会替我着想的人
一个会把我放在第一的人
一个真正了解我的人
一个永远站在我这边的人
一个信任我的人
一个永远心都随着我的人.
我好希望我的白马王子会出现越早越好.
可是...
这一天会来临吗?
我能等到这一天吗?
希望如此吧.
真的好希望我的他会来.
刚刚我就已经哭了.
哭了好久.
一想到我没有男朋友.
我就想哭.
你可能看我很坚强
可是我根本就不是!!
我的心本来就很脆弱
可是却总是爱逞强
我只是一个没有人爱的人
我想以后...
我不会再这么吵了吧.
不会那么乐观了吧.


{{{* 我的真命天子会来吗? *}}}

totally heartbreak le.
i rewatch MVP qing ren again.
and i can't stop maiself from thinking if one dae i would be lyk xiaoxi.
two bois jio her.
and they both nbr gib up
and they both are veriie sweet.
will i be lyk her one dae?
hw i wish i can.
bt it just won't happen
no bois in dis world will ever lyk me.
and no bois in dis world will be lyk the two bois.
ppl nw adaes easily gib up.
rejected once and they gib up
bt i realli still can't help bt sad.
i feel pathetic.
i felt tt i am a loser.
see hw xiao xi.
i felt tt i am realli a failure compared tuu her
she's so gd tuu her fwens no matter wat.
facing relationships.
ishh owaes tt strong.
i love their love story
and i wish mai love story will be lyk tt osho.
bt dis dae will nbr come.
and i nbr look upon on it.
coz i oreadi noe dis dae wun come.
the only thing i could do ishh
dreaming of me being her.
will dis dae come?
i hope so.
whye am i owaes the one who suffer?
i wan a bf.
simple enuf
charactor lyk one of the two bois jiu enuf le
whye can't i met someone lyk tt.
maebe ishh becoz of mai temper le bahs.
i will change.
i will change and one dae be lyk her.
i dunoe whether i shld wait anot.
wat i feel nw ishh lyk
i come tuu earth fer waT?
wats the point of coming tuu earth?
i wish i can slp fereva
dreaming of miie being xiao xi
being loved by them
if one dae he realli comes.
i am goin tuu beat him fer appearing so late
and let miie suffer.
i realli wish tuu hab a bf lyk chen feng.
the dae of habing a bf wun come
i noe it just wun come.




{{{*i am waiting pathetically.*}}}

KE HUI!! GRATS ON WINNING!~
todae went tuu suntec city tuu support ke hui!!!
hehe..
she win prices..
she went in tuu 30 top
haha
we so proud of her
we 2.45 thn go there..
gt schlbus fetch.
l0ls
before tt..
i and wen wen and agnes plae lyk crazy
haha
veriie fun norhs..
ii plae till veriie sot..
haha
nt lyk wat euu think in eur mind nw.
l0ls..
thn ard 6.15 thn reach schl
come bak hm so tired..
bt had a fun dae todae..
ltr go bathe and hab a sweet and niice slp
=)
aniwae tml osho duniid go schl.
haha
can slp lyk a pig le..
hehe


{{{*世上的男人没有一个是好的!*}}}

dis few daes gt quite alot of ppl jio miie..
sian..
first...
alvin
bt sadistic.. i dun lyk him
bt thn he still pesters miie.
second
kenshin
he too old fer miie..
excuse XD
bt i realli dun lyk him mahs.
third..
yao kang.
i bet he flirt de
and i oni noe him fer 1 dae.. ==

hw i wish i can hab another b'dae
coz dis yr mai b'dae nt fun
i just collect present and went no whr else..
i wan go and plaE!!!!
hais..
holidae coming lerhs..
thinkin of whr tuu go bt duniid spend monehh de
coz ie dis few daes realli broke le.
tryin tuu earn monehh
bt dunoe whr can..
holidae..
lookin fer bf le.
hope can find one tts trustable.
haha.
i lyk tok alort of rubbishh lehhs.
maebe?
dis few daes super sian norhs.
thn bobian.
i at hm take one bk read
thn turn out nt bad
haha.
bt i bet tt will be the oni bk i read.
coz i dun lyk read eng bk!
boredness and loneliness!


{{{*你总是在我的脑海里出现*}}}

yesterdae went out wib wen wen..
haha..
watch movie..
hehe...
actualli wan watch 200 pound beauty..
bt thn sold out liao the ticket..
thn bo bian...
watch spiderman 3..
orkaiie la the movie..
haha..
so cold la.!!!
before go watch movie..
i go wen wen hse..
put make up and dress maiself..
thn her dog so scare of miie
haha
bt thn horhs..
shld be i scare the dog leiis...
haha..
when i take mrt go wen wen hse tt time horhs
i the mrt..
gt two ppl keep starring at miie..
veriie irritating leiis..
haha...
aiya..
i dun feel lyk saeing liao leiis...
hehe..
lazy..
ltr goin Bishan park tuu run..
haha..
coz fats too much liao..
niid burn them le..
l0ls!
tired..
better go slp first..
ltr thn can go run
hehe!
buhhbyhh!


{{{*我靠着你不出声音*}}}

林深!!!! 路上要小心哦!~
今天真的好无聊啊!!~~
什么事都没得做...
闷得快爆炸了!!!!!!
找不到人聊..
嗨哟...
我多么想要去我朋友的家..
至少不会那么闷...
我好想出去玩..
可是我没钱..
我要出去...
我不要闷在家里

{{{*单方爱一个人真苦!!*}}}

todae sick!
sick till veriie jiia lat..
flu..
cough..
canort stand it..
i think coz just nw i go hm tt time still raining abit..
i gt umbrella bt thn i dun wan use..
thn walk under the rain..
nw flu
hais..
i now lyk half crying and half coughin..
hais..
dun feel lyk goin tuu schl...
i dun wan sick
i dun wan sick
i dun wan sick...
TT

{{{* 生病的滋味.. 真苦.. *}}}

hais...
nw thn i noe tt i still lubb mai ex..
bt nw canort do anithing le..
he nw nt in mai schl le..
abt one yr le..
and mai feelin fer him ishh still there..
at first wan tuu forget him..
totally forget him..
and i thought tt i forget him liao...
bt seriously..
i haben..
he nw ishh mai gd fwen...
if time can go bak..
i will sure cherish the time we had together..
i will let him hold mai hand let him hug let him kiss..
as long as he ishh happiie..
i am fine wib it.
i wish next time..
i and him will be together again...

mai results fer mai exam :
Chinese : A*
Higher Chinese: Distinction ( A )
Science : A
English : B
Maths : B

mai eng i get 73..
two marks tuu A la!!!!!!
thn mai maths dis time ishh the worst ever...
so sad lorhs..
i normally get 80 plus de..
bt its nt mai fault lorhs..
the paper ishh realli HARD
full of disappointment..

{{{*love ishh realli unpredictable*}}}

todae finally get bak mai chinese and higher chinese paper le..
nbr reach mai target..
veriie sad..
cried in schl..
veriie sad de lorhs!
oni fer paper..
mai chinese get 85/90
5 marks more tuu full marks leiis!!!
CA1 i can get full marks bt thn nw canort..
sian..
veriie sad..
thn mai overall marks ishh 91/100
just niice A*
bt thn ishh low A*
nt enuf fer miie..
i wan high A*
thn mai higher chinese i get 53/60
7 marks..
hais..
TT
veriie sad..
cried cried..
hais...
i will get:
1 A*
2 A
1 B

mai eng haben noe overall marks yet..
wish can get A
hais..
if all A thn oni left wib maths..
maths the paper ishh veriie tough..
if nt i can simply get A
veriie easily..
serious..
mai maths ishh top 10 de norhs..
hais..
dun sae le..
the more i sae the more i am sad...

{{{*我在等一个真心来对我好*}}}

todae went shoppin wib wen wen...
haha...
at first go plaza singapura..
go there buy linshen de present..
thn we go vivo city and harbour front centre...
and thn we went tuu ang mo kio hub..
wahaha...
nw there alot of things tuu shop le..
hehe
i am loving tt place...
hehe...
decorated mai fone..
niice leiis!!!!!
nbr regret decorating the fone..
pwink pwink..
haha...
wen wen todae so pretty...
thn she keep on saeing miie pretty and mai leg so niice...
l0ls..
true la..
=x
coz i wore a super duper short de jeans short..
we both wear the same short..
bt diff shirt la..
we walk walk till leg pain..
haha..
walk around 6 hours wib heels none stop..
wahaha..
hmmm...
nw tired le..
buhhbyhh...


{{{*love ishh owaes sweet bt depends on hw euu think*}}}

todae totalli SUX!!!!
simply just HATEtodae!
i got scolded for going bak to my seat.
coz behind got alot of bois very noisy..
keep toking.
thn teacher wan break them up so ask miie change place wib one of the guys there fer just todae de science period.
then i change norhs..
then left wib one min tuu bell ring..
thn i go bak mai seat tuu seat..
thn the teacher (she) go scold miie..
she sae wat...
"who ask euu tuu change bak tuu eur seat? "
thn i sae edna..
thn she sae : " ishh she eur teacher? get it right.. i am eur teacher nt her" and blah blah blah...
she sae wat i nor espect..
ehh.. left wib one min oni lehhs...
mai place wat..
she ishh totally insaned..
thn last period of lesson over liao thn i go toilet wib mai fwen..
simply just tuu go toilet nia..
thn another teacher scold us..
sae wat go toilet duniid tell her mehhs?
thn sae wat so wat if we in p6..
thn sae next tymm must tell her.. so tt they duniid wait fer us..
pls la..
after schl liao lehhs..
where we wan go osho can norhs..
toilet oni mahs..
osho nt sae go toilet plae...
and osho nobody ask her tuu wait fer us...
she wan go jiu go la..
plus somemore its after schl liao thn everybody all dismiss liao
thn she come scold us..
embarrassed la!
idiot..
fer nth gt thing osho come scold miie
they free i nt free leiis...


the oni thing i am happiie abt todae ishh tt...
mai science section A ishh upon 60 marks mahs..
thn i get 50 out of 60...
happiie coz i normally oni get 40++ de.. XD
so feel quite satisfied..
thn mai normal chinese de section A..
is upon 50 marks..
i get 48..
and i so damn sad...
i felt tt i am lousy...
truthfully..
i shld get full marks de..
2 marks lehhs!!!! alot euu noe!!!!
A VERIIE BIG BLOW TUU MIIE EUU NOE!!!
buay tahan..
heng at hm gt things fer miie tuu eat...
i eat and eat..
and drink and drink..
and at least still gt bloggiie fer miie tuu vent mai anger on..
hais...
2 weeks nbr slp well le..
except fer weekends la...
weekdaes which exam is on..
i totally canort slp at all larhs!
hmm...
i dun care liao.. i go slp..
tml last paper..
must get veriie gd marks.. MUST!
if i dun get i will kill maiself..
___*buhhbyhh*___





{{{*明明爱你的我 对你很执着*}}}

haha!!
todae chinese paper so damn EASY..!
easy like shiit.. XD
i wish i could get full mark f0r the paper..
most likely is can la..
hehe...
hmmm... tml science paper...
very scare sia..
teacher sae the paper will be super hard..
so i very scare..
plus somemore..
my worst subject is science norhs..
aiya..
dun care le la...
chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi

___*努力读书 一定会有成就*___

ONE OF MAI BURDEN ISHH GONE!!! SO DAMN HAPPIIE NW!!!
i just nw bathin tt time finally squeezed mai pimple le..
the oni pimple on mai whole face... mai face so niice thn one pimple down there..
veriie extra..
XD
the oni burden i have now is mai exam and u know waT?
i very scare my results.. tml is chinese paper..
i scare i canort do well in tt paper..
coz ii zui zai yi chinese so ii very scare...
CHINESE CHINESE CHINESE CHINESE CHINESE!!!!!!!

___*Love is all about total sadness*___

i am enjoying maiself slpin man... i whole dae slpin.. oni wake up eat thn slp again... of coz gt bathe la.. and i osho enjoy maiself eating osho.. haha.. i wake up and eat.. thn osho eat alot.. i am growing fat if i am gonna continue lyk dis.. haha.. bt thn... i wun grow fat tt easily.. XD
SAT GO RUN! WHO WAN PEI MIIE!? l0ls.. duniid.. i ownself go run.. used tuu it liao.. haha.. bt i scare i dis sat canort make it.. coz i scare ltr i slp thn wake up eat thn nbr go run.. must run must run!!! i will rmb de.. XD

pwurple pwurple pwiink pwiink whiite whiite...
mai fav colour.. bt thn i find tt pwurple best suit mai blog.. so i chose pwurple..

todae once i wake up oreadi my eyes like half close de.. MATHS PAPER LEHH!
die jiu you.. but then ii manage to do quite well for it.. wish ii can get good marks.. jiiay0uu! kambatehh! ^^


___* life is just like a movie. let the bygons be bygons. *___

although dis bloggiie ishh simple simple de... bt spent miie quite alot of times.. who ask miie so lousy.. XD
no la no la... actualliie i quite pro liao compared tuu those who doesn't noe hw make blog.. XD
simple ishh beauty... GET IT?

todae maths paper.. sian sian sian sian
tuu miie ishh orkaiie la.. bt thn horhs... tuu the whole p6.. they all sae hard hard.. l0ls.. and one more thing.. maths OWAES dun hab enuf tymm tuhh do derhs!

___*Love is sad*___

dis week paper 2.. once exam comes.. i canort slp at nite!!!!!!!!!! turn here turn there osho canort slp de!!! wan slp osho canort.. sian.. dis week last week of exam.. after dis week jiu no exam le.. jiiay0uu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hab confidence in maiself..
so wat if euu hao lian? ppl scold jiu scold.. wat ishh important ishh tt euu must hab confidence.. euu dun hab euu do wat osho no gd.. if euu keep saein euu bad meanin euu dun hab confidence so wat fer euu live.. live wibb joy.. CONFIDENCE!!!! i spent 12 yrs tuu understand dis.. =x
mai music test.. jiiay0uu! mai exams.. jiiay0uu! i sure can do well.. =D
tuu other ppl.. honesty ishh the best policy.. bt tuu miie..


___*c0nfiid3nc3 iishh th3 b3st poliicY*___

omg.. there i am.. tired again...
i read science guide book till i omost fell aslp.. nw so damn tired.. i read science guide bk tt time mai eyes ishh lyk closing closing de la... waSEHH!!!!! i nw super tired norhs.. betta go slp again.. i am goin tuu slp omost everydae every hour every min.. i just simply lubb slpin... nites tuu maiself.. *yawn*

nw i realise smth.. mai life ishh full of slp and eat and shoppin.. no other else.. nt even bf... nt even relationships... tts becoz mai real prince haben come.. if come i osho dunoe wat will happen.. bt so far.. every guy i stead before ishh lyk nth tuu miie... even brk i osho nt sad at all.. aiya... i dun care in the first place.. so wat fer i tok abt it.. the oni thing i noe ishh i just lubb slpin and eatin.. =D

omg.. haha.. todae i slp damn lots...
after those compo which drive miie crazy... i finally can slp a gd nite slp!!!
bt horhs... i lyk nt oni slp durin the nite leiis.. haha...
i ytd 8pm slp till 12.30 am thn i 1am slp again till todae mornin 8.05am and i late fer schl!!
thn i ask mai dad fetch miie if nt i realli realli veriie veriie veriie late... thn come hm from schl thn use com.. use awhile till ard 11.30am i go outside wib mai family eat lunch... thn go j8 de popular buy things thn shop abit.. realli abit oni... thn come hm ard 2pm.. come hm first thing i do again ishh slp!!!!! i slp till ard 5.30pm lyk tt... i slp damn hell lots luhh... ltr i goin tuu slp early.. ehh.. dis ishh oni one dae.. i exam ard 4 daes canort slp leiis.. i must slp enuf fer so mani daes.. might as well whole dae slp none stop.. XD
tired tired... i slp so much still tired... so... SLP MORE... haha..! =x

hais.. sian... few daes nbr slp at all.. coz of exam.. too stress le... todae finally last compo.. higher chinese compo... i wrote four pages.. i do finish tt time i left wib oni 1 min oni.. sian... thn so slpy... in class keep puttin mai head down de.. thn when listenin compre tt time i put mai head down and listen.. half aslp..
thn go ei leen hse... i so tired thn she still wan miie go her hse.. bt bo bian..i promise her de... thn do hw.. do and do... thn science.. thn until i buay ta han till i slp on her bed... realliie veriie tired norhs... i slp on her bed lyk oni half an hr nia...
bt oreadi veriie gd tt she let miie slp on her bed.. and i owaes go fwen hse slp... l0ls! omost every fwen de hse i go before osho i slp before de... TIRED!!!!!!!!! TTS ALL I CAN SAE!!!!!!!!! I GO SLP LIAO.. REALLI VERIIE TIRED... TTS FER ALL!!!!!!!!!

todae ishh a bad dae... MAI CHINESE COMPO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i shld write question 1 which i can just copy mai whole mo xie which i memorise it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FCUK~~
nt sae i do veriie bad fer mai compo la.. orkaiie la.. nt bad.. bt thn if i copy mai mo xie tt will be betta norhs.. IDIOT~~
feel lyk killin maiself... chinese ishh mai life la!!!!!!! WITHOUT CHINESE I MIGHT AS WELL DIE!!!!!!!
hais...
hw niice will it be if i could just simply ask someone tuu strangle miie tuu death... i wan die.. i dun wan live in dis world animore.. i noe if i die i will abandon him bt if mai chinese nt guud i live osho no use... no reason fer miie tuu live... WO SHI YI GE DA BEN ZHU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i lubb him.. bt i still wan die.. hais... he ask miie go his hse again either tml or tml de tml or both daes.. think i shld go??? see first bahs.. see whether i gt mood anot... hais... or maebe after exam thn i go bahs... i miisss him and his shoulder.. and his kiisss... muacks him... ^^