IDIOT BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IDIOT FUCKER LA THE BOYS!!!!!!!!
in school we at somewhere near the bbc which is the fitness corner...
the boys got use the soccer ball go aim at me van and vivien...
then tt stupid van de kor kor don't wan come and help! yi shu cannot come...
the out of school liao... we go mc...
then we need to accompany vivien go back to radience...
on the way there tt stupid nian cai and guo liang la!!!!!!
we just go past nvr even do anything then tt idiot nian cai go use the soccer ball go kick and hit my leg and ear lehh!!!! i will be deaf de lor!!!!!!!
then they don't let van and vivien go...
they go use the soccer ball go hit van... somemore the soccer ball got needle de lehh...
then hit until van... then got blood... then when we going back home...
crossing the road... van almost fainted... kanna infected la! she almost fainted lor!!!
crossing the road half way lehh!!!!!
then i send her til her house down stairs ( i always do tt )
haizz... so idiot de those boys!
my nail polish kanna caught by my form teacher... heng she nvr scold..
does the boys treat us as human beings?????
we got blood de lehh!!!!!!
we got feeling de lehh!!!!
they no feeling not my problem lor!
how can they treat us like tt!!!!
its only tt we are girls mahh!
not much difference lor!
aren't we human beings?!?!?!?!
haizz....
had a quarrel with van and vivien...
i and van is the more we quarrel the more we are sisters...
tt means... : wo men yue chao jia,wo men de gan qing yue hao...
the more we quarrel.. the relationship increase...
don't misunderstood.. i mean those kind of like sisters or best friend...
i not les...
but i and vivien...
dunno la...
but i only noe i lost one mei mei which is vivien...
actually i wanted to comb her hair using my hand coz messy..
then it happened to be tangled so will be like pulling like tt...
then she go scold me...
wo shi chu zhi yu hao xin de!!!!
y am i always like tt de?
i mean good but it turn out bad..
i really wanna cry liao...
when i walking to mc i almost vomit lor..
also dunno y lehh... just suddenly wanna vomit..
i think coz i nvr eat...
i from morning till 7pm nvr eat...
then while walking.. i nvr even say a single word...
then send vivien home liao.. i and van walk... somewhere around CC there van say: don't be sad liao la...
and that time i almost cry out....
even now when i typing.. i also wanna cry...
sob...
i cannot tell wat happen la...
tt guy very wat lehh..
its not just this time lor...
this time is he watching something i don't mind..
but last time lehh???
very cold lehh...
plus somemore the weather also very cold...
i dunno wat to do le...
i feel like giving up... i very tired liao.. i don't feel like caring relationship problems...
i feel like giving up but i also don't feel like giving up leii...
hm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cannot give up...
i must not give up...
kambateh!!!!!

Fainted.. ='(

today i fainted...
also dunno wat happen...
i walk walk walk.. while walking.. suddenly my vision became evry blur...
i walkign to my mother's room
then i suddenly blackout...
dunno wat happen to me...
i fainted... then make until my sis
then my sis go scold me with the f word...
then when i wake up.. abt less than a min i wake up liao...
below my mouth there got blood.. coz i make until it...
my whole head knocked onto the bed down there...
then when my sis scold me tt time i cried...
lol..
i so easily cry de..
i cry abt 15 min..
becoz i make until my sis.. and the thing my sis using stucked to her hair...
maybe need to cut away but in the end.. don't need..
then my waist down there also got blood...
i first time faint.. then faint until so cham..
WHO CAN HELP ME!?!?!?!?!?

daily daily daily daily

SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE SHOPPING!!!!
i just wish everyday is my shopping spree!





haizz...
this few days i became very bad....
my friend say now adays i very cruel...
maybe something made me became like this
anyway... euu think i carE?
How nice if i can be a witch...
WAHAHAHA....
Soon.... some of them will DIE!







Holidays are here!!!!! =)
but also got alot of hw... =(
haizz...
so many test paper!!!
i got 8 test paper lehh!
i don't like P5...
so de stress de...





HAve euu watch : gong ye man wang fei?
DAMN nice sia!!!!!!!!!
like it alot!
can't wait to watch it all...
wanted to buy the VCD
but very ex ... =(
sad...
nvm...
i be patient and watch it daily on the television...
hehe =)






ARHH!!! >:(
all my friends got their true love liao...
yet i don't have...
sad...
i wish to have one...
my friends ask me go find...
but where to find? ='(
see them so xing fu i so jealous...







wat should i call myself since i so bad and cruel like a witch???
haha...
i might as well call myself a witch...
i will very bad...
but maybe from tml onwards..
becoz today i wan to wish my friends with a kind and friendly heart...
i wish them be xing fu with their true love forever....
TML I WILL BE AS CRUEL AND EVIL AND BAD LIKE A WITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHA!

sian

damn sian...
audition only lvl 11...
i wanna lvl...
waiting for monday
maybe it will be sad maybe it will be happy...
i wish to be happy...
wanna train to gain lvl...
i wish monday the answer will be yes and i will be happy forever...
but maybe not forever...
coz i won't noe wat will happen in the future....
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sob~cry~

sad

i regret knowing some of my friends
but i cannot think it in this way
since i noe tt particular person...
it means we are fated...
it is fate
i can't change it
i really regret but i will cherish the time we had..
i really feel like dying but i can't...
i wish i can sleep forever
my my studies are also important
i hate some of the ppl i noe
but wat can i do?
i am fated to be their friends
haizz
do euu think i should?? (asking myself)