the weather todae realli suits mai heart... it has been raining since afternoon..
i walked under the rain bak hm... totally wet.. from head tuu toe...
the weather ishh lyk mai heart... it is rainin (weather ) while mai heart ishh cryin...
its nt tt i am out of love... HE ishh still here wib miie... bt somethings happen.. which i osho dunoe wat it is... its nt abt relationship...
its abt miie i guess... i am the one tuu be blamed... 'so wat if i am top in class fer oral??? i am happiie fer nw.. bt oral is just an examination.. its NTH!' dis ishh wat i think... as in.. of coz.. i am happiie tuu get first.... bt the real thing tt makes miie moody and sad ishh nt abt schl...
most probably ishh miie and mai fwens or family... i seriously dunoe wat happened... i dunoe which part of mai dae makes miie sad... i oni noe tt i am hurt... badly hurt... i feel so lonely and i wanna hug HIM... i guess is nt mai family and fwens bt nw i realli dunoe which part of mai dae makes miie sad... i realli niid HIM nw... bt he ishh busy... its raining veriie heavily and same does mai heart... i actually went tuu one corner and cried just nw... i just wish tt HE can accompany miie nw and hug miie tightly without lettin go of miie... and i will osho nbr let go of HIM... nbr... dar.. i realli niid euu alot nw and fereva... TT

TODAE ORAL
at first veriie jing zhang bt thn horhs
after oral i so damn happiie...
coz... coz.. coz...
i gt super duper gd de comment from both language de teachers!!!!!!!!
see!!!!
i am shuang yu ren cai
=x
jkjk
haha!!!!!!
bt still veriie happiie...
when oral hao le and the first i wanna tell the gd news tuu ishh HIM
thn he muacks miie...
so niice....
i feel so proud of maiself... =)

todae i so hardworkin worhs!~~~~~~
from 1.30 pm study untill 6.15 pm...
rare...
first time study untill so long... bt i am nt surprise fer dis yr coz dis yr PSLE mahs...
keke
thn after tt... sms him... hmmmm.... orkaiie narhs...
bt felt lyk... sms-ing him ishh so damn niice... whole dae of sadness and once i sms him.. it brighten up mai life.... nw thn i realise hw much i niid him....

*^* I JUST WANNA BE EUR PWINCESS FEREVA *^*

WAAAAAAA!! PHEW!!!!!!
FINALLY I FINISH DOIN MAI BLOG LE!!
HARD WORK LEIIS!
spend abt 2 hrs thn finish de norhs!!!!!!
haha
bt the blog veriie veriie veriie niice niice niice!!! luv it alot alot alot!!!!
i muacks the blog.. THE BLOG
hehe... ^^

todae ishh the best dae...
singing the whole dae...
lyk as if i am in the heaven...
of coz la.. coz i lyk singing mahs
haha!

sian sian sian sian sian sian!!!
am i a little perfect pwincesS?
nahs i am nt...

i feel so bored.. feel so slpy and hungry...
filled wib hw and unhappiness
as time flies... mai trouble will follow the time...
bt.. is there anione who can help wib mai troubles?
some troubles ishh wat time canort take away...

todae teacher sae abt there's a flasher in serangoon neighbourhood.. which ishh whr i live
bt i sort of dun care...
coz i oreadi no mood liao..
i see things or sae wat all osho orhs nia...
if nt jiu shi food...
sian...
see!!!! i hab tuu do hw again...
hais..buhhbye

lyk wat i said.. as usual...
if i gt sore throat.. i sure gt flu and cough and fever...
sore throat and flu hao liao.. nw cough.. sian...
i am owaes the one tt gets sick...
maebe i am just a weak human..
todae noe quite a number of bad things... which i shld nt tell...
which actually hurts miie quite alot.... realli alot alot...


------------------Girls---------------------------are like apples-------------on trees.The best ones----------are at the top of the tree.--------The boys dont want to reach-----for the good ones because they---r afraid of falling and getting hurt.--Instead,they get the rotten apples-from the ground that arent as good,but easy.So the apples up top thinksomething wrong w/o them when in-reality they're amazing. They just-----have to wait for the right boy to----come along, the one who's------------brave enough to-------------------climb all-----------------------the way--------------------to the top-------------------of the tree---------


all man are cowards de narhs...
tts whye the good one nobody take de
all take rotten one...

sick jiu shi lyk dis..
everything went on nt smoothly at all
and wanna tell everyone.. i am cold-blooded...
i wun care anione from nw on...
SERIOUS!!!
came across somethinng todae...
eye contact ishh important...
todae linshen so funny.. read tt passage till whole face red.. she blushing.. she shy
l0ls
bt whole dae so sian... dare nt dun go fer the additional class coz mdm low todae super bad mood.. dun dare offend her... thn almost fell aslp during the additional class.. so boring.. thn i sms so mani ppl... thn tt ei leen still wan miie go her hse.. bt when go her hse liao lyk nt tired le.. go there plae.. l0ls.. thn go hm.. first thing ishh eat
l0ls!!! haha

actualliie horhs..
i dunooe wat i am doin...
i just miss the time when we were in the darkness which he keep staring at mai eyes...
xing shang?
i wish it was
hab alot of troubles dis few daes.. nt just of sotong ( vanessa ) but osho mai personal problems...
can't even slp at nite.. one dae slp around 2 hrs oni...
i mae seem tuu be happiie on mai face..
bt trust miie..
i am nt in mai heart...
i hab hurt mani ppl i suppose...
bt the one tt gets hurt the most ishh still miie...
when can euu ppl leave miie alone??
i can't control hw i feel and think...
i am tired of all dis...
i wish tuu live in a world all mai own so tt i wun be troubled...
bt...
ppl ard miie are as important...
i just dunooe wat i shld do nw... sometimes... i just feel lyk dying...
hais...