wen to amk hub today to look for bags
but in the end all the bag shop gone le
sian.... still didn't get my bag....
but, i bought quite alot of mask
haha
dunoe when then can get my bag......

this few days have been so tiring and so hot!!!!!!!
i don't know why i feel so tired
but i am just tired...
can't help but to fall asleep during recess and after school while waiting for that streaming talk
though very hot, i still get to slp
and i dreamt of stupid things, like getting punished by zls, zls asked me to do 20 un-downs =.=''
today happy toilet was.....
crazy?
i don't know how to describe it
laughing here and there, going in and out of the boys toilet
seating on the floor keeping quiet and listening to songs
fanning ppl with cardboard
"your effort is recognised"
haha, thx tessa
now, i am considering which subject should i take
at first, i was very sure to wat subjects i want to take
but after listening to the streaming talk, i am reconsidering.....

SA is coming...
going to really work very hard on revising
as i don't know alot of things!!
like history and maths....
really have to study le
and JIAYOU to everyone!!!!
hope everyone gets the marks they wanted
as i know the feeling of putting in so much effort and yet never get the result we wished for...
JIAYOU!!!!! :D

fuck la!!!
i don't like the feeling of being forced!!
idiot。

无法用言语来表达我现在的心情
我只能哭，用哭来发泄自己的情绪
我们的目标一直都是荣誉金
一直一直以来都是……
为了得到这荣誉金，我们每天都用心的练琴
可是到头来，只拿了个金牌
牺牲掉的时间是数不清的
我们的汗血……
在演奏完后，我们好高兴
我们认为可以拿到荣誉金
我们觉得自己演奏的很好
老师也这么说，个个都在称赞我们
连根本就不认识我们的老师，都说我们会拿荣誉金
说我们是最好的乐团
我们很很很高兴
可是成绩出炉后，我们一点都没有喜悦感
在心里的，只有满满的失望
没有欢呼声，只有拍手声
没有人想到tamasek sec会拿荣誉金
虽然说，郑老师对我们很满意
但是，我觉得我们还是辜负了郑老师的期望
让郑老师失望了…………
对不起……
在上台之前，郑老师还来关心我，叫我不要怕不要紧张……
“在我心目中，你们是一个荣誉金的乐团”

好心疼……好想每天都上华乐
没心情做功课，没心情读书
好多人哭，可是我跟自己说，我不能哭
我不知道我为什么不让我自己哭
但是这么跟自己说
我强忍着，一直强忍着
不愿看别人哭，因为我怕自己忍不住会哭出来
指甲陷入肉里，让疼痛散掉想哭的念头
回到家里，终于忍不住哭了
哭的好心痛，即使现在在写的时候，也很痛
那荣誉金，是我们梦寐以求的……
是我们很想很想很想要的
希望越大，失望就越大……

那画面…………
整个比赛的过程……都历历在目
欢喜，拥抱，哭声，失望，遗憾，伤感……

学长们，为了在下一届的SYF
我们会非常努力的！！！
我们不会让你们失望！

proud to be in mfco!
love you ppl!

stupid。

遗憾，没拿到荣誉金
只拿了金牌
虽然说金牌不错
但是……
荣誉金就这么飞掉了
我们要的是荣誉金！
很不开心…………
My GOLD WITH HONORS!!!!!!
好心痛……
付出了这么多……
下一次的SYF，就不会跟同样的人演奏了
i love you MFCIO!
and all MFCIO members!!
哭了……
all the hard work will not be forgotten
all the good memories will not be forgotten too
all the days we have been through......

for my birthday,i nid to say thank you to alot of ppl
thanks for giving me presents and cards and wishes!
thanks to:
pei qi jiejie, mingrong, mingfang, liwen, sinyei, wenwen, linshen, yongjun, yijin, wenliang, weiting, sheila, lynette, qirong, jinfeng, jiejia, jinli, virginia, wanyi, sharlene, cheryl!

the only thing i can say is,today is nt a gd day
hais....
alot of things happened, but don't really wish to say
和平共处都是假的
暗地里的勾心斗角才是真的
going to corrupt soon....

hmmmmm.......
今天的心情起伏蛮大的
early in the morning i damn tired
my eyes can't even open as usual
don't feel like going to schl bt when i think of performing in the afternoon
i tell myself, must go must go must go!
yeah,so i did went to schl
everything went smoothly, but when going to chinese class, i super sian
超郁闷！！根本就不想上华文课
recess过后，只上了一节科学课就走了
music room~~~~~~~
perform~~~~~~~~
在还没上台之前，我一点都不紧张
根本就没感觉
可是一上台，我就超紧张的！！
我是不是有stage fright？？？
过后我就跟我自己说，不许看观众，看郑老师一个人就好了
一直看他一直看他～～
然后就很顺利地演奏完
台风也做得很好，就跟平常一样
没没没有一上台就僵住，嘿嘿
qi rong的一弦断了～
可是她过后有继续演下去
很好～～ 真的！
整体来说，我觉得，我们演奏的相当不错，蛮好的～～
我们每个人心情都好好，在演完后，每个人都很high～
可是 mrs evelyn ng 比我们还high，呵呵
她说有很大的机会那gold，甚至 gold with honour
mrs selva also says so! she say confirm get gold
and she say we did very well~~ WOOTS~~~(i saw her when going out of the schl)
反正就很好啦～～

今天华乐在music room，超好玩，超冷，超开心
可是过后就不怎么开心了，因为没有人vote我
而且全部都vote ****** ，不喜欢这个叉叉叉人
过后每个人都走了后
我打扫music room
扫地，排好椅子，把不要的东西都丢了
要的东西整理好，放好来
结果…………很干净喔！！！！！～～
嘿嘿，有成就感～ 真的很干净
在扫地的时候我还捡到了钱～～
可是我都没拿，全部都被ryan拿去了
很迟才走的。。。可是看到干净的music room，心里也舒服些了
回家……自己一个人回的……
在回家的途中，想了今天一整天发生的事…………


最后最后！！！
we CO must get gold!!!!
best, gold with honours!!!!
we can do it!!!! jia you!!!!
don't let our effort be in waste!
we still have one more week
we can do it!! gold with honours, go!!!!!!!!!


ah~~ feel like going out with alot of people~~
jinli,virginia,jinfeng,wanyi,sharlene,cheryl,shannon,qirong,huijun,all co members
dunoe who liao....



*子玲*

HAPPY BITHDAY TO ME!!!
呵呵，今天挺开心的
等了好久咯～～
反正今天照常上学
只是在上学的时候，收到了礼物
至于发生什么事和收到什么礼物
我以后再说，嘿嘿！
现在呢，就让我们唱首生日歌给我吧！！！
嘿嘿～～
Happy Birthday To Me
Happy Birthday To Me
Happy Birthday To Tzyy Ling
Happy Birthday To Me!!!!
WOOTS~~~
祝我生日快乐
祝我生日快乐～
祝我生日快乐～～
祝我生日快乐！！
耶～～～
AND!!!
i want to thank all my friends for wishing me~~
thanks~~

hmmmm........
was super busy during sports day and its super hot!
跑来跑去的，晕死……
没什么时间休息


sports day 完了后
回家洗个澡就出门了
和雯雯林深一起去north point 他和bakerzinn吃蛋糕庆祝我的生日
嘿嘿，收到了礼物喔～～